Fighting For Eachother

frustrated

It's 11pm, I'm in only my PJs, walking down the street with cigarette in my hand.

Fun.

I remember times when I was scared of walking alone in the dark. It was scaring me so much. I hated it.

Now? Now I just wait till the night comes. After the abuse of course, beacuse I can't go out freshly beated up.

I love when I can walk around, in house tho, with only big t-shirt on me and some shorts not caring about it. Nobody can see me.
But when it comes to public, I need to wear long sleeves.

Long sleeves shirts,or long sleeve shirt and big t-shirt without sleeves on it or hoodies,  and long , baggy of course, jeans or joggers.

I may be little hot in it but I'm used to it.

I bumped into someone and almost ended up falling on the floor. I managed myself to be okay tho.

"Sorr-" I was about to just pass by person I bumped into but that fucking person mumbled something I could clearly hear.

"Cristo, ella otra vez"
(Christ, her again)

I didn't know if I should reply on Spanish or not but I didn't. Let him dream that I don't understand it

"Fuck off" I said and he turned around. I was right, it's him. Dick guy. Okay no. Fuck no. That sounds so wrong. In my head. Let's try again.

I was right, it's him. Dickface. Okay, better.

"Repeat?" He said trying to scare me or something?

"I said fuck off. What? Are you 70? Your deaf?" I talked back

If he's thinking he can control everyone and that he is a God, he's wrong. Very very wrong.

"No, I'm just curious if you'll be a bitch and talk back or be normal human and walk away" he said and I swear to god I almost almost laughed

"Keep telling yourself that." I said and was about to look again but I think he saw something or someone behind me. Definitely far away beacuse I would feel if someone's behind me.

I almost turned back but I was cut off by him mumbling fuck and reaching for my arm. He was walking pretty fast now, may I add.

"What the fuck dude" I wanted to look behind but he instantly pulled me by my arm very hard I almost fall on him.

"Jeez calm down-" and he cut me off again, I swear to God

"Shut up" he said and pulled us into dark

Fuck this is disgusting. This guy annoy's me and I know him for only one day? Is that right? I guess.

And I hate that I wasn't scared. I swear, if someone else did this I would freak out.

Don't question it.

After few seconds I wanted to say something again but he put his hand on my mouth looking at me and then behind me again

I . Am . Frustrated .

After more seconds he finally moved and made distance between us.

"What was all that about?" I questioned and almost cried beacuse I released my cigarette fall on the floor as we were walking to hide-?

He scoff "Why would I tell you? Fuck off" okay this is fucking enough

"Look dickface, I was having night of my life before you showed up, sushed me multiple times, my cigarette fall beacuse of you-" he fucking cut me off again!