Fighting For Eachother

comfort?

This continues from previous chapter. This is what's been few weeks ago, not right now.

Anastasia's pov:

"God I don't know what to do" I groaned as Kayden was sitting besides me on the couch

I pushed myself so my head was on his lap now.

We're not enemies, I don't hate him but sometimes he annoys me

But he started feeling like.... comfort.

Yeah, don't question it. Thanks.

"If you don't know, I don't know eather" he said and I sighed

Then I remembered that one night I was having face mask on my face that I made here and he asked me about it. He told me he never had face mask on his face but at the time, I didn't have extra to give him.

But now, we could make some.

I stood up and went into kitchen. He followed

"where you going" he asked and I turned around

"Kitchen duh" I said as I'm in the kitchen and I turn my back at him, I'm getting out the ingredients

I'm going to make face mask that can go on any type of skin. Oily skin, dry skin, if you have acne..

Now, infront of me we have honey, cinnamon and turmeric.

He has everything in this house I swear.

I faced him and told him "We're going to make a face mask" I smiled and he groaned

"Oh c'mon. This isn't just for girls. Now let's make thiss" I said and I convinced him

"We will add honey first, of course. Do you want to do it or me?" I asked him
He is standing besides me and I feel um nervous

*Whisper yelling : WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME *

I smiled. Okay um

"You can do it" he said and I shrugged, letting honey go in the bowl

After I did that he grabbed the honey out of my hand and put some in his mouth

"Ew gross. Now your throat will be all - " I pretend to gag

Don't get me wrong, I love honey but you can't just like pure it in your mouth like it's water

I mean, hello

He laughed "What will be with my throat?" He asked and I pretend to not hear him and I started putting the cinamon in table spoon

He grabbed my arm to get his attention and look at him and answer him BUT the cinamon was now in the bowl much more than it should be. It should be two tablespoons. For two of us.

If it's for one person then two tea spoons.

I guess.

I forgot, anyways.

"YOU- ASSHOLE DICK" okay hold on, I wanted to say dick head but then it turned into ...that.

He laughed at my comeback and I joined him

"But for real! Shut up and look at what you've done!" I say and after the time he stoped laughing

It wasn't THAT funny. C'mon.

He shrugged "to be honest, are you sure about what you doing?" He asked and "Of course I do! Yknow what, just - just leave. Leave. I will make this on my own" I said and I put one table spoon of turmeric and started mixing all that

Not with the mixer! With the spoon.

"Look!" I yelled at him to come back, he went into bathroom to clean his throat. I told him.

"All shiny" he said

"Smell it. Doesn't it smell so good?" I asked and he smelled it . It doesn't smell good. It smells so sweet and I don't like that, but okay.

"Smells like some poisoning for me" he joked and I rolled my eyes

"Now let's put this on your face!" I said and his eyes widened

"Oh hell nah" he yelled and started running, I chased after him

Shortly....the bowl with our face mask fall and it got over floor..

"LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE!" I yelled and groaned. Too much work for ..this?

"Me!? Again?! It's your fault! You were holding it!"

"But you started running!"

"Well did I tell you to run too?"

"Yknow what" I said and grabbed his head and put it on the floor where the face mask fall

HAHAHHAHAHA

Stasia 1 Kayden 0

"Aw look at you, aren't you all...yellow" I said and he glared at me and I burst out laughing

I started running when I saw him getting the mask off his face. He chased me

"No no no please don't" I laughed and cried out. I really don't want to have that on my face

Shortly, I got it on my face.
"Amazing! Look what you've done again" I cried out

He just smirked and shrugged and I rolled my eyes, hitting him and then going to the bathroom to clear this out of my face

Soon, he entered bathroom too. 

After some time I was done and he was done too, he is looking at me in the mirror

I can see that he wants me to ask something.

"What?" I questioned and he studied my face for a moment

"Stasia, you know I don't hate you but I also don't really like you beacuse your annoying me" I rolled my eyes playfully at that "but you do know that you can talk to me right?"

And I froze.

My brain stoped working. What should I do. Should I tell him? Some parts?

I shook my head letting those stupid thoughts go "Yeah" I said and wanted to go but his hand stoped me, he grabbed my wrist and I came closer to him

"I'm serious Anastasia." He said and I don't know what to say. I mean, I can't tell him.

"Okay, you also know you can talk to me right?" I said and before I blinked something flashed through his eyes

After the time he nodded and we stayed like that. I guess he won't let me go any sooner, might as well tell him something.

Fuck it.

I sighed and start talking "my um my" I swallowed the dumpling "parents" I can't call them that, they don't deserve it, I sighed again "they aren't really good people. You know I'm drug addict right?" I asked and he just looked deeply into my eyes, I look down and nod "um half of why I am 'drug addict' and why I am how I am is beacuse of them"

"The other half is just...I don't know...me I guess. I'm coping like that. I guess. Beacuse I can't feel anything besides pain if I don't do drugs . -It's just that they put me through so much and it's just-" I sighed as tears came out

I'm frustrated. I can't even talk about my life

"I'm sorry" I said as now I'm actually crying, he Kayden Lopez -yes I know his last name, I just never used it in a sentence really but from now on I'm going to- hugged me

I'm crying in his arms like I did in Ria's, I want to say the words I also said to Ria but I just can't. I can't let him see me.

Even though, now he actually did. I fucking told him I'm a drug addict. Awesome Anastasia. Awesome.

My life can't get any better.

Sarcasm.