Fighting For Eachother

love

Love . Loving someone. It's a hard and most angelic emotion. And I think I have it. Beacuse I think I love him.

Maybe it's too fast. Maybe. But I don't mind. I do love him. I never thought I would love someone or be loved. But I think I am. By Ria, by Kai. Even maybe James and Mason.

"You won't let me go right Kai?" I asked him to be sure.
Beacuse I can't lose him now.

He shook his head "Never. Not even death would separate us apart" he said and kissed my forehead

"Kayden. I need to tell you something. You know how I'm addict for drugs?" I asked and he nodded slowly, and I nod sighing "Yeah well, you know it's because- so I can feel something else,or feel anything. So I can get away from my mind and this world."

"Drugs keeped me here. Before Ria and you, I was no one. Literally no one. Besides punching bag for.. yknow." I said and nod "Drugs never left me. I never lose them. They never lose me. They're here with me. But now. I think I have a new addiction. Very big and strong one. And if I lose it, I think I'm done. If I lose it I am done with everything. And I'm serious."

"That new addiction... It's you love. It's you. And if you fucking let me go I - I don't know what should I do then. And-and if you do let me go and I end up d-dead don't blame yourself. Beacuse it's my fault. I did this to myself. I let you in and I -" I sighed and stoped talking, looking in his eyes

His eyes had spark in them. His head moved closer to me "You won't lose me. I will never let you go. Your my new drug too. I love you so much Angel" he said and hugged me

He bringed my head into his chest. We cried together.

"I have six months." He whispered with his cracked ,low voice

And I froze. Six months?

S-six months? Wha-what? I bringed his face into mine "No no. You will beat that cancer. You will beat that cancer love. And I will be here for you, with you. What did we said? We will Fight For Eachother." I said and hugged his neck tighter and he cried

I'm going to bring this boy joy in these six months and after them. Beacuse I know he will beat it. He's strong.

"I love you." I said and kissed him on his forehead

I don't want to lose him.

Flashback few weeks ago:

I'm bored out of my mind and it's two am. I'm at Ria's, of course and she's asleep. I don't know what to do.

But I'm so bored. I can't fall asleep.

So I texted Kayden. We got closer through the weeks, I hope he doesn't mind 

eyo

I don't think he will ans-

why aren't you sleeping stasia?

I can't sleep.  

                                                           Why?
What do you mean why?
I just can't sleep Lopez

                         alright alright my bad.
                              why you texting me?

Beacuse I can't sleep and I'm bored. 

                 What should I do about it?

Nevermind. Go back to sleep.
Goodnight Kayden

No.
You can't go to sleep now Stasia.
You woke me up
Okay you didn't but still
ANSWER ME!!!!
Anastasia istg

Fine. I wanted to ask you if you want to go for a walk or something?

                                          Your at Ria's?

Yup.

                                       Alr, don't move.

And with that he came infront of Ria's house and I got out.

"Why are you up at two am?" He asked me as we walked around the Neighborhood -my fav band lmao-

"I told you. I couldn't sleep. I don't know, why are you awake?" I asked and he shrugged

"What do you want to do?"

"Well you can't do much at two am." I stated and he rolled his eyes and I laughed "Um I just wanted to walk around yknow. You can show me around or something" I said and shrugged

We just walked around somewhere, our hands touched a few times but none of us did anything about it so yeah

It's pretty chill outside. The weather is nice and you can see the moon shining prettily with stars

"Do you like stars and moon?" I asked him and he looked up and shrugged

"Ehm" he just said and continued walking and I scoffed "what?" He asked

"Nothing. Nothing." I said and after a while of silence he asked me "Do you like the stars and moon?" He looked at me as we walked and I nodded

"Yeah. I do.and don't laugh at me but I think It's magical. When I was little, I dreamed about how one of those stars would save me. Beacuse they are someone, something. They are a soul of someone. And then one night, star saved me. Alive one. Ria." I said smiling at the memories and I looked at him he smiled too

"They ar— uf I'm sorry, I will stop talking now" I said, I may be annoying to him

"No keep talking, I'm interested. " He said and I asked him a question
"Where are we going?" I asked when we started walking up the stairs, besides some building

He smiled to himself "you'll see" he said and I hummed. We got up, on the rooftop. It looked nice.

It looked relaxed. The view. Everything.
"This is nice. It's pretty" I said and looked in stars and moon and then at streets and some cars down

He nodded and we sat down

"Continue talking, I want to know" he said and I smiled and started talking about stars again

End of the flashback.

The memories went through my head. The laugh, joy, talks, actions. We baked one day, brownies, we've been on the rooftop next days. It was amazing.

Now I can't let him go. I can't lose him. Beacuse if I do, I know that I will lose some part of me. Some part of my soul.

And when I'm with him, and Ria my star also, I just forget about life.

I forgot about everything. Every traumas, them, ballet and other things. And I don't give a fuck about these things. Beacuse I hate them.

And they hate me.

But as long as I have Kayden and Ria besides me, I will be all good.