Fighting For Eachother

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Finally, after few days they decided to get me out of the hospital.
And what was weird is that, nobody questioned me anymore, nobody cared that I had attempt. They didn't cared. Nurses, doctors.

They just let me go.

Or was that just in my head? Beacuse I'm not mentally there.
But nobody even needs to care. I'm just lost teenager.

But like I said, it doesn't matter.
Now I'm here, walking in the dark with Kayden,Ria,James and Mason.

We're not walking anywhere to be exact. We're just walking around.
Talking, joking, smiling, laughing.

"Agh my foot hurts" Ria groaned and I put my arm around her shoulders and after a few seconds she stoped walking, I looked at her

"You know what? Let's race. Stas go on Kayden's back and I'll go on James's." She rolled her eyes but then she smiled and walked over James, jumping on him

I laughed and got on Kayden's back, even though I feel little bit sad for Mason. But I guess it's okay?

I don't know, but I don't want to think about it. I want to have fun.

Boys started running and we all laughed like crazy. Mason was driving a bike and he was laughing too

James and Ria first got to the end of one of the streets we're walking in
She laughed and yelled "Losers!!" And I jumped off Kayden's back

I ran over her and jumped on her, we laughed like we are crazy. Maybe we are. And I love it.

"Who's losers? Huh? Who's losers?" I said and I tried to tickle her
"Your going to fall if you keep doing that" she said as she laughed but I didn't stoped

Then she started running with me on her back and I couldn't tickle her anymore

It was amazing. Euphoric.

I love how we don't care. We're actually living. I'm actually living. I'm living with them. And not surviving. I'm actually enjoying life.
It's fucking amazing.

She ran in circle with me on her back and my stomach hurts how much I'm laughing, I'm believing hers do to

We saw flash but we didn't care

Mason was taking photos or videos of us and I can't wait to tell him to send it to me

After a while we were all laying or sitting on the ground, talking about stupid things

Ria's head was in my lap and she was talking with her hands

"Who doesn't like cheese" she almost yelled, little bit frustrated at James and I laughed
She looked at me, shrugged and laughed to

"Well I'm right, right Stas?" And I nodded
"Of course. Who doesn't like cheese bruh" I said and James told us to fuck off as he laugh

It started raining and I enjoyed it.
We didn't move
"You see James, even mother nature is agreeing with us" she said and laughed and then stood up

"Let's dance!!" She said and told us all to stand up, she came to me and grabbed my hands and started dancing with me

We all danced together and it was amazing, Ria started singing one song and we all joined her

We all screamed together
Laughed together
Danced together
Didn't cared
Together

We enjoyed life together.
And it was fucking amazing.

"Guys! There's festival in town! I totally forgot! We should go!" She yelled beacuse we couldn't hear her as it was storming

"Let's go!" I yelled back and we all started running, all soaked and wet but we didn't cared

We all ran in the way Ria is running to. We weren't dressed like we would if we're going on a party, carnival, amusement park or festival. But did we cared ?

Nope.

I was wearing little black top with red joggers that were big on me but it looked cool. Also, almost all scars and bruises faded away so it's okay. I'm finally happy.

Ria was wearing black top and some shorts

(A/N: um guys..I don't know what month it should be right now, in the book I mean, so um let's say it's summer ?💀😭I don't know. Think what you want)

We stop running and we walked instead. Ria's arm was around my shoulder and my arm was around her waist as we walked together

It stopped raining too

"Let's go in this store. I need to buy new camera" she said and I made our way to the store

We looked around the store to find some digital camera

We picked one and we got everything so it can work. Batteries. Not film.

We bought it together and we got out of the store. Boys were waiting outside, smoking.

I came to Kayden as Ria came to James asking them to give us

Kayden gave me his cigarette and I inhaled it

"Okay let's take a pic" Ria said and we all turned to her and camera

It was little bit hard for her to take pic with all of us, meaning her too but she managed to take photo

We laughed and we were happy.
We deserve it.

After a time, walking, talking and laughing we finally made it to this festival.

Some local band was singing, lights were everywhere,teenager's and little bit older people everywhere

Everyone was full with life and joy.

Ria and I laughed, I don't know what boys were doing, and started dancing or better said jumping with people

We didn't have alcohol with us, but that didn't ended the fun.

In another second Ria was on Mason's shoulders

After a while with them, I walked closer to Kayden and he smiled at me

"Are you having fun" he asked me and I nodded "yeah, are you?" I asked and he looked besides him

"Meh, not really." He said "But you do, so it's okay" he said and showed at me with  red bull in his hand

And I froze.
"Um should you drink that? Beacuse of you yknow" I said and he shrugged

"I mean, not really. But it won't damaged it that bad I guess. I'm also smoking so" he shrugged

"But if it's damaging you then you should stop"

"But why would I ? I mean, there's no way I can beat it and I mean this brings me joy s-"

"Stop. You will beat it. " I said and really looked at him and he nodded
"Yeah, yeah I will" he said but he looked like he was lying to me, to himself.

I believe he will beat it, it's just that he looks like he's lying. He's also not looking at me.

"Do they know?" I asked and he nodded and I nodded too

I don't want to make this awkward so I grabbed his arm "let's go have fun with others" I smiled and he followed