I Don't Need You

Chapter 23: Goodbye

"Fuck, Theo" I growled once he slammed into me with my back on top of the counter.

We've been having rounds in every corner of this apartment fucking like wild animals. The pure list in his eyes mixed with my love drives our hormones insane. Right now, he is drilling into me on the kitchen island.

My legs wrap around him feeling his hips grind harder. His hands glide up my body leaving my body on fire. I moaned softly when his hand wrapped around my throat. I taste blood from biting down on my lips too hard.

Theo groans staring down at me and it was something about the way he was looking at me that made me chase my orgasm. I bend my knees closer to me feeling a new wave of pleasure.

"You look so gorgeous with my dick pounding into you" Theodore leaning over me making his lips hover over mine.

My breath hitched when I feel two fingers rubbing my clit in tight circles.

"You like that, lia" he asked and I nodded my head. " how about this' he asked making a gasp escape my lips when he pinched my clit.

"Fuck" I moaned nodding my head. " do it again, dore" I whimpered making him smirk.

His lips capture mine and pinching my a clit a little harder. My knees nickeled over his waist pulling him closer.

The kiss becomes sloppier and exciting with our tongues battling for dominance. Butterflies start to unravel in my stomach. A shudder of moans escapes followed by Theodore's groans. His face buried into my shoulder holding me in place to do faster strokes. My legs start to tremble feeling squeezing my walls around his dick.

"Ohh oh oh, yes"I moaned and panted while he comes right after me. Moving in and out of me with his arms around my waist.

My body unravels beneath him in defeat riding out my orgasm. I kiss his shoulder and stayed there in his arms feeling satisfied. I wanted this to be forever.

Theo pulls out of me slowly kissing my forehead and grabs a towel to clean me up. I watch him take care of me with pure bliss.

"Theo" I said grabbing his attention. He lets a soft mumble to make me continue speaking. "I want to talk." I continued.

His eyes stared into mine with complete anger when he helped me off the kitchen island.

"No" he said in the a stubborn tone. He slipped on back his clothes and walked towards the stove. He started to crack eggs into a bowl and stir them vigorously. 

We were in this apartment for like 48 hours so far and none of us had said a word about our reality. I tossed my hair into a pony tail and pulled one of his t-shirts over me.

He pushed  my cup of coffee toward me which was probably cold.

A brief moment my eyes filled with regret staring into his sulky eyes.

"Are you hungry?" Theo asked and I could not think about food at the moment.

"Theo" I urged on and he looked away from me. Disinterested in what I am about to say.

"Lia, I don't care" He said with bitterness. "Your apologies mean nothing to me. I can't deal with this right now." He said making my blood start to boil.

"So you can fuck me but you can't have a conversation with me?" I asked raising an eyebrow. I clutched my mug in anger.

"Listen sweetheart." He chuckled mischievously making my heart start to pound a little faster. "You betrayed your own best friend for money. I would've helped you with anything in a heartbeat, Amelia. I only cared about you." He said crossing his arms over his chest.

"Theodore but I am sorry about everything and you know that. If I have to spend the rest of my life apologizing I will. It was stupid. " I said making my voice crack at the end. I sip my coffee to hold back the lump forming in my throat.

"I want you out of here. Our fun is over" He said and my breath hitched to his words.

"So you just used me for a good fuck and toss me to the side" I asked him and he nodded his head. 

"No, you know it would have never worked out." Theodore said. "I don't know how I can trust you, again. It kills me inside that I have to say goodbye." He continued.

The teardrops sprinkled down my cheeks making my vision blurry. I felt my skin grow cold and with shivers down my spine. The word goodbye was not what I intended on.

 "I don't want to end like this. Please" I begged and his eyes grew cold. "I love you. You are all I have left. My best friend." I said with a tired voice. My words filled with sorrow. I was hoping it would have saved us. However, our love for each other wasn't enough for him.

"I don't need you in my life. Amelia, I don't know where in between the lines that we got lost. I thought I found my person to build a life with." His words spilled out like thorns being pulled out. He was at the brink of tears but controlled his reaction. He has a right to be angry but part of me hope he would fight for me. It was really selfish to think that. " It was all fake. Forcing yourself to talk to me and pretending to want me back in your life." He ended with his voice stern. His whole body was stiff but he was gripping the counter tightly. 

He let out a low sigh from under his breath.

I did not think about what was happening. He helped gather my things and called a car to drive me back to my apartment. I was grateful Aria and Kayla were not here because I was a mess. I climbed into bed allowing my tears to spill and feeling the pain in my chest grew.