I Don't Need You

Chapter 19: New Year

Theo's P.O.V

I smoked a blunt in my black tux waiting outside the porch. I hated these kind of events where I had to act like everything is perfect. In reality, my eyes struggling to stay open and I couldn't get rid of this pain in my chest.

Shawn was hosting a New Year's Eve Party at his apartment. It was Great Gatsby theme making everyone dress up extra fancy tonight. 

It was worse treating Amelia like a stranger when she fucking consumes all of me. I hear her laugh and picture her smile when I close my eyes. I can smell her delicious perfume and crave her lips. Fuck, I hated that I got so attached to her.

"Would you like a cocktail ?" A waiter asked and I nodded taking the drink off the tray.

Heading to the courtyard garden, Miles is already sitting down smoking a cigar. He was too busy flirting with a blonde girl in his lap. Kayla and Miles stopped dating in December. Miles never cared about relationships so he was fine with it. 

Shawn was sitting across from him on the phone near the fire pit. He looked like he was having a serious phone call. His eyebrows scrunched together and he spoke faster than usual.

"Everything okay." I asked taking a seat across from him and sipping my drink.

"Yeah, just my parents. Calling for the holidays." He said casually and I nodded. Both of our parents always traveled back and forth. However, my parents always made an effort to come home.

"You ready?" Miles asked the both of us. I sipped my drink and looked up at the stars to brace myself to go inside.

 "Cheer up, Theo." Shawn said lightly shoving me.

"Let's just get this over with." I said and started walking towards the doors. Entering the grand entrance makes me put on a thin smile. Cameras flashing in my eyes making me annoyed. Shawn always loved great press at events. He was born into a role of pleasing a crowd. 

The drinks were pouring down fountains and waiters came by with champagne flutes. Music booming through the speakers with everyone dirty dancing in the  living room. Most people were drunk or high. I felt like a walking zombie.

"Almost midnight." Shawn brought another round of shots to Miles and I. He was spending half of his time with us and then the other with Aria.

I took the shot midway but nearly dropped my shot glass watching a girl enter my grand entrance. Her black sequence dress shimmers across the room. My eyes trailed down to the slit on the side starting at mid-thigh to ankle. 

"Things just got interesting." Miles said and I gave him a confused look. He raised an eyebrow at me and my eyes went back to the woman when she turned around. 

Amelia. Her bold red lipstick and pearls around her neck made my dick twitch.

I felt like I could breathe again and the pain in my chest vanished.

"Lia." I said softly. Her eyes connecting to mine filling the void in my heart. Our eyes filled with bittersweetness and the energy shifting to comfort. I did not know what else to say but I wanted to tell her everything. 

" If you need her, go after her." Shawn said before making his way to the bar.

I wanted to tell her about how much I missed her. I miss her smile. I miss her lips. I miss talking to her. My legs started to move me passed the crowd and up the stairs stopping in front of her.

"Hi, Theo" She said softly.

 I pause for a second and felt an overprotective part wash over me.

"You should be resting. You are still hurt." I stated and softly touched her arm to find any bruises.

"I am okay, Theo. I needed to see you " She said making me smile.

Amelia's P.O.V

After finding a room with a lock, Theodore kissed me slowly making me hum lowly in excitement. His hand holds on to both sides of my face leaving no space in between our bodies.

Angling my head to the side to get so my tongue can unravel with his. Groaning with anticipation, he bit my bottom lip making me moan. His hands glide down in between my breast feeling my body on fire by his touch.

I can't help but moan into the kiss when I feel how hard he feels. We stopped kissing at the same time, trying to rip our clothes as fast we can.

We stared at each other breathlessly, feeling my mouth water with his eyes seducing me. His arms wrapped around me kissing my shoulder to my neck. Before kissing my swollen lips and guiding himself down. He kneels beside me and my stomach flutters when he separated my legs apart. His fingers stroked my throbbing clit making me whimper.

"So wet for me, Amelia." He groaned. "I can't wait to taste you, again." He said pushing two fingers inside me. I was already a mess in front of him and rested my arms on him for support.

My knees go weak feeling his tongue in between my folds. Slowly, sucking on my clit and swirling around it. He repeated the movement making me helplessly let out soft moans. I threw my head back grinding on his face and feeling his tongue inside me.

"Put one leg around my shoulder" He demanded making me obey and he held me down with more pressure. 

I cried out in pleasure feeling this angle hitting everything at once. My fingers gripping his hair and felt the wave of orgasm hit me. However, that didn't stop Theo as he continued to swirl his tongue in and out of me lapping up my come.

He pulled me down on his lap watching me in a dazed. I quickly recouped starting to undo his belt. His eyes watched mine making me nervous fidgeting with his zipper.

He was already hard making me swing my leg to the other side. I gripped the back of his neck kissing him and groaning from the sloppier kiss. Our tongues reuniting and tasting myself.

I moaned against his lips feeling him inside of me. He spanked me making me jump with excitement.

"Ride me, Lia" He demanded and I bite the bottom of his lip making him groan.

I slowly ride him and gripped his shoulders for support. He looked fucking hot leaning on the wall and our eyes watching me take every inch of him.

I rotate my hips feeling his lips smirk against my neck.

"Such a tease" he said grabbing my hips firmly. His eyes scanned my breast bouncing in his fast feeling his mouth in my chest.

I slide all the way up and then slowly down feeling a wave of sensation.

Fuck, my walls clenched around his dick making us both moan. That feeling drive us both crazy making me bounce faster on his dick. Our hands roaming each other in the dark making it more intimate. The breathless kissed driving me insane.

"Theo" I moaned riding him faster and it caught his attention knowing I was really close.

His grip tightens in my waist making me fuck him faster. I started to softly pant when he pulls out of me all the way and pounded right back into me.

He started to meet me half way drilling in and out of me. The sound of our skin slapping against each other and moans continued to turn me on. I wrapped my arms around him closing every proximity in between us.

My knees burned with the friction against the carpet. I swallowed the air in between feeling the sparks shoot up in my body. Feeling the electricity in between us leaving my mouth hung open.

"Oh, Amelia" Theodore finished in my ear as I ran my hands through his hair. I stared into his eyes taking in this moment.

It was weary feeling of his hands caressing my cheek. His smile making me smile since I missed those dimples. Theo took advantage of kissing my lips as I rode out my orgasm. I leaned my forehead against his forehead when I was over the waves.

Our eyes meeting in between the dark.

"I love you." He slipped out.