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SakuAtsu

"Omi" Atsumu called crying as he stood behind Kiyoomi and holding Sakusa's both arms tightly. The blonde buried his face into the latter's back.

The raven head started tearing up himself. He just got out of the shower, and his hair is still dripping with water, though he tried drying it with a towel over his head.

Atsumu's hold gets tighter as he cries.

"Atsumu... I have to go." Kiyoomi began trying his best to sound calm.

"O...Omi.. No.. Please... Don't leave me... Please..." Atsumu begged crying harder.

"Atsu... You know... I couldn't stay here." Kiyoomi replied feeling his heart being crushed into pieces.

He didn't actually thought that their almost perfect relationship will be ruined like this. At first, Sakusa was fuming with anger, but there are things they couldn't do anything about... Eventually, he calmed down... He needs to stay calm.

"Why? We.. We could... we could just run away... together... Please, Omi..." Atsumu cried more making Sakusa breathe out heavily.

 

"No... No, Tsumu..." Kiyoomi replied, choking with his words

"But... But.. Omi.. I love you... I only love you." Atsumu pleaded more, now wrapping his arms around his boyfriend.

"You shouldn't run away from your responsibility, Atsumu." Kiyoomi said clenching his jaw in pain and disappointment.

"Don't.. Don'tya love me anymore, Omi?" Atsumu questioned wishing to hear Kiyoomi's positive response.

"I love you... There's no doubt about it but-..." Kiyoomi replied then was completely cut by the blonde.

"Then... There's no reason... to... give me up... no reason to.. let go... Omi ... Please.. I love you... Don't leave me." Atsumu sobbed almost shouting.

"Atsumu... You know... there is... a reason we have to be apart..." Kiyoomi said slowly facing the fake blonde.

Sakusa caressed Atsumu's cheeks, and brushed away his tears.

"Omi.."

"You have to marry her." Kiyoomi continued

"But... it was a mistake! I didn't intend to... get her pregnant! It was a big mistake, Omi! Please, believe me!" Atsumu yelled

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"That may... be... the case... but... we are talking... about... a life here... a life of... an innocent child, Atsumu." Kiyoomi tried explaining... trying to convince himself as well that this is the right and best thing to do

"Omi... Please... I don't wanna get married to a person... I don't love... Please.. Omi... Let's do something about it... I... I... I couldn't.. Please... Omi... Omi-kun... Please..." Atsumu sobbed harder and slowly slumping down the floor. Sakusa knelt in front of the crying setter.

"Atsumu... You know... I grew up without a father... I was abandoned... and was even considered as a mistake... I know how painful that is..  I.. don't want that child to feel alone, and hated. He doesn't deserve it... He... needs to grow up with his parents.." Sakusa said remembering all the memories of his own past... his heart clenching

"But, Omi.. I don't want to lose you!"

"I don't want that either.. But, Tsumu..."

"Please, Omi... Ask me anything else, but not to marry someone I don't love! I want to marry..only you!!" Atsumu cried holding to Sakusa's shirt.

Sakusa lowered his head. Confusion and hatred make his chest hurt.

"Please, Omi... Don't push me away...." Atsumu pleaded leaning his head to Sakusa's chest.

"You think.. I want this to happen, Tsumu?"

"No... No... I'm sorry... Sorry... Sorry.. Omi... I'm sorry..." Atsumu cried more, making Sakusa hug the blonde.

"Tsumu, you know... apologizing won't change the fact that you got someone pregnant, right? This is hard for me, too..." Kiyoomi said tears rolling out of his eyes, he caressed Atsumu's cheeks, and the latter lifted his head.

Now, they are facing each other, they both couldn't help but cry and whimper.

"Omi-kun.."

"Atsumu.. I love you. Don't ever forget that, okay? Part of me hates you... but... Atsu... another part of me says I'll always love you..."

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Number of Words: 630 words
Date and Time Published: May 11, 2022/ 9:12am