This is exactly what I needed

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Authors note: this is based off of season three episode 23 the season finale were Justin voight gets killed, It picks up about two hours after Erin leaves Hanks spot at the Shilohs

J= ( hears the door open ) hey Erin is that you
E= yeah it's me
J= did you ever find Hank
E= yeah I did ( see jay)
J= so what happen with him why didn't he show up to the location he gave us all to go to
E= um .... ( starts to have a panic attack) he ..... was
J= wow Erin ( comes closer ) Take a breathe what's wrong
E= I .... Try...... to ..... stop
J= easy babe don't speak focus on your breathing right now
E= I told
J= here grab my hand ( she does) Focus on me and take a deep breath nice and slow ( she does) good job babe can you sit down on the couch for me
E= sure can ( she does)
J= Let me go and get you a water
E= all right
J= ( hands a glass ) here you go babe
E= why thank you ( take a few drinks )
J= do you feel any better now
E= yes I do thank you
J= you're welcome so do you want to talk about it
E= not really
J= all right don't really want to push you tonight
E= thank you
J= you're welcome is there anything that I can do for you or anything I can get you
E= can you just hold me ( starts to cry )

Without saying a word Jay just pulls Erin into a hug and hold her tight. After a while Jay commences her to go to bed at first they just snuggle but then lay separate the west of the night. The next morning Jay wakes up first and goes to make coffee about 10 minutes later a knock comes at his door

J= ( opens door) oh hey hank
HV= hey Jay Is Erin here I went to her place she wasn't there
J= yeah she is here she's sleeping at the moment though
HV= well that's good did she tell you anything
J= Not really before she could she kinda had a panic attack when she walked in the door
HV= oh man that sucks
J= oh yeah I cut her calm down after I fe then she has been sleeping ever since
HV= that's good she needs her sleep
J= yes she does um May I ask you a favor
HV= sure can jay
J= so before you came I was thinking about this I know this might be a little last minute but do you think me and Erin could take a few days away I want to take her to my grandfather's cabin in Wisconsin maybe fresh air will help her after the last few days of what has happened
HV= I think that's a really great idea Jay
J= oh really
HV= yeah you both need a break
J= oh yeah how does a week sound can we have that
HV= yes that's totally fine I'll leave you and go put the paperwork in for you guys to have a week of furlough
J= all right thanks hank
HV= it's no problem ( he leaves)
E= hey baby
J= good morning sunshine how did you sleep
E= I slept pretty well
J= well that's good to hear
E= so was I still sleeping or did I hear Hanks voice was he here
J= yes you did hear him actually you missed him he left right before you walked out here
E= oh really why was he here
J= he said he wanted to check in on you
E= oh okay
J= so I made coffee would you like some
E= is that even a question because I always need coffee
J= yes that was a question
E= FaceTime don't you know me by now I love me coffee every morning all day long
J= you would think ( hands some over) here you go
E= why thank you handsome
J= you are so welcome ( kiss her cheek)
E= ( takes a drink) just the way I like it
J= so I have a crazy idea
E= you do what is it
J= so remember about two years ago I mentioned my grandfather's cabin
E= yes I remember but I'm pretty sure I turned it down
J= yes you did but I think after what happened this week me and you could use a little vacation and maybe some fresh air
E= yeah maybe but what about work we can't just leave to go on vacation
J= well when Hank was here I asked him if we could have a couple days off and he approved it
E= oh really he did I'm surprised
J= I was too so what do you say we go away for a week to Wisconsin
E= I guess that sounds fine so when do you want to leave then
J= how does here in a few hours sound
E= all right that works
J= okay but there is one thing you may not like
E= okay what is it
J= you have to let me drive us up to the cabin
E= wait no way I always am the one that drives us
J= yes you do but you don't know where the cabin is exactly
E= oh yeah but that's what GPS is for
J= come on Erin justice ones let me drive and I'll let you drive home besides wouldn't it be nice to relax your ones in the car
E= I guess so

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