My life is turned upside down

My Life needs to change

Jays pov: this last couple months has been crazy first of all one of our CEOs. Anna went crazy and stabbed a major cartel person and then when she was a standoff with Hank, she shot him and then Haley how to shoot her. She later died at the hospital., sensory incident Hank has been doing things his own way lately. I've been very distant toward Haley myself I don't know why but a couple days ago I went to go find the drugs someone was looking for and when I found them, somebody came after me. We got into a huge fight, and I had to stab him to death so that I didn't die, once I did that I turned around and saw that Haley was standing behind me and then five minutes later Hank showed up I was why did you take responsibility for what I just said, but then Hank and Haley decided to come up with a lie, so I am not guilty at all but the idea didn't sit well with me so after I slept on it, I decided I was done playing the Hank Voight way so I went straight to the cheif to tell him my side of the story and then I also decided to not be a cop anymore so I turned in my badge because I decided that I needed to go back to the army to see what was right and what is wrong because my life has been crazy lately, I then went home, told Haley she wasn't very happy with me, but then we said goodbye and I headed off to the airport

HV= hey
J= I thought you hated long goodbye
HV= you can have any job you want in our department I'll tell you I'll make sure of it but you don't need me you're pass that if you don't want to be me
J= no it's worse than that I do I do want to be but it's like you've always told me I'm not, and I shouldn't try

Once I shake Hanks hand I'll head inside to get ready to leave what has happened in the last year to be in my rear view mirror. 

WH= wow you decide to leave town without even saying goodbye to your brother not even a text. Wow what a great brother you are.
J= oh wow hey what are you doing here will
WH= well, some little birdie told me you were done being a cop and was going to resisted to the army
J= wait let me guess Kevin told you
WH= oh, yes he did. I wish I didn't hear it from him in for my little brother himself.
J= yeah, my bad this whole decision came about really fast. I didn't have much time to make sure I told everyone.
WH= well I'm not everyone I'm your brother
J= I'm so sorry. Well it's been a crazy 24 hours for me.
WH= oh, really why is that
J= it's a long story, but also something you probably shouldnt know
WH= all right enough said
J= pretty much what has happened made me think I need a little break from everything
WH= makes complete sense, so what about you and Haley?
J= I don't know will, but we will work things out the best we can
J= so are you mad about me leaving?
WH= no I'm not mad about that. I'm still very mad that you got married without telling me or you didn't even invite me to the wedding
J= yeah, my bad again things were crazy then to this more of the reason why I needed to leave town for a little bit
WH= I really don't blame you
J= why thanks

Me and we'll talk for about another 30 minutes then I say goodbye to him after talking with well I decided I need to make a quick pitstop before I go to Bolivia, so it goes up to the counter to see what I can do

AL= hello sir how may I help you?
J= hello so I have this ticket to believe you, but I want to go somewhere else first is it possible I could trade in this ticket to go to New York?
AL= well let me see what I can do for you
J= all right thank you

Within 10 minutes the airport lady get something figured out now I go to in the area waiting on the airplane to go to New York

GM= hey there stranger
J= wait no way mouse. What are you doing here
GM= well first of all can you please give me a hug
J= of course I can ( hugs ) oh man it's so good to see you
GM= oh yeah, same
J= all right then please tell me what you're doing here mouse
GM= well I came in town to do something I went to go see you at the district and then ran into platt and she said you don't work there anymore so I'm wondering how come
J= well, it's a long
GM= oh really well we have time, so please tell me
J= all right so this whole thing started about a year ago and everything started with Kim getting kidnapped
GM= wait no way
J= oh yeah, so we were tracking down this big group of bad guys in when Kim went to go check on this one house by herself she got knocked out and drive somewhere and then at some point someone came by and shot her twice and left for dead
GM= oh man poor Kim
J= yeah so we all learned she was kidnapped and we all started going to look for her
GM= let me guess Adam was going crazy the whole time
J= oh yes, he was well that's when the team got divided
GM= oh, really wby
J= call me and Kevin wanted to find her the legal way and Hank and I don't wanna not to go about it the legal way, but then Haley was more in the middle
GM=  wait a minute who the hell is Haley
J= oh yeah, I forgot you never met her
GM= oh no I didn't
J= well Haley is my wife
GM= wait a minute you are married and where the hell is Erin
J= well short story Erin move to New York, about eight months after you left then Haley came into the unit we were friends for about three years then we dated and got married less than a year ago
GM= oh wow that sounds crazy
J= yeah well anyways back to the real story after a few hours me and Kevin ended up finding Kim we got her to the hospital just in time
GM= OK that's good, so did you catch the guy that kidnapped her?
J= well Kinda of
GM= what do you mean Kinda of
J= well Hank decided to find him the way Hank likes to
GM= typical Hank
J= well Hank found him, but I guess at one point Haley also decided to start seeing where the guy might be in. Followed Hank and came across Hank and the bad guy.
GM= what did they do?
J= well I'm telling you what I heard from both of them since I wasn't there, so it may or may not be right
GM= all right makes sense
J= well I guess Hank made Haley believe that Roy The bad guy had a gun at him so Haley shot and killed him and Hank moved his body so that nobody could find him.
GM= oh wow
J= and I didn't find out till about a month later when I noticed that Haley wasn't acting like herself but when I confronted Hank, he blamed everything on Haley
GM= but it wasn't the case
J= like always he did this with Erin and now he did it with Haley
GM= I bet you were pissed
J= oh yeah, I was I even punched him in the mouth
GM= wait no way you did that
J= oh yeah and to be honest, it felt pretty good
GM= I bet it did
J= well from the moment on, I decided that hank, can't control me anymore so I pretty much took charge of hank hank
GM= oh, I bet he didn't let that
J= yeah probably well anyways at one point FBI started to look into the bad guys death so the one FBI dude came after me
GM= because they need a fall guy and it was you
J= oh yeah, well me and he came up with a plan to blackmail him and it worked
GM= well that was good
J= yeah but I decide me and Haley should get married so we can still protect each other just in case something fell through with the blackmail
GM= makes sense
J= well from that point on everything was going good until a couple days ago
GM= what happened a couple days ago
J= well pretty much ended up in a fight with this dude he was choking me out, so I use my knife that I hadn't started, stabbing him to death, and I ended up killing him
GM= wow at least you remember what the Rangers always taught us about always having an knife on us
J= oh, yeah, well Hank and Haley came to me right after I killed the dude and decided to come up with this lied and and I didn't like the slides that they were coming up with so I decided the next day to turn in my badge and go join the army, because I got tired of feeling like I was turning in a hank, and also not knowing what was right and what was wrong
GM= wow I'm surprised
J= I am too but with how my life is felt like the last couple months, I need to do something that is clear on what is right and what is wrong
GM= makes Complete sense, but why are you at the New York gate? Is there a connecting flight from New York to Bolivia?
J= no there isn't but I ran into well when I got into the airport we were talking about stuff and it made me think about my life and I decided I need to make a quick stop in New York and see Erin
GM= why do you need to go see her?
J= I need to see her because Erin has always made me see things clear so I need to see her before I make a big like decision that could affect me
GM= all right I'm glad you have someone like her, but how long since you have seen her or even heard from her last
J= why I haven't seen her in about five years and I haven't heard from her in about 4 1/2 years
GM= wow that's a long time
J= oh yeah
AP= Chicago to New York is boarding now
J= well that's me
GM= oh yeah well glad I got to see you for a little bit and catch up with you
J= same here( hugs ) hey mouse
GM= yeah what's up
J= could you do me a quick favor
GM= yeah sure what's up
J= so since I haven't heard from Erin in forever I don't know where she works or even live, so could you see what you could find?
GM= yeah I can I'll text you the information by time you land
J= why thank you mouse you are the
GM= that's what they say