50 Shades of James

Chapter ten

Vanessa gasped when she saw the scene in front of her.
Emma kissing James.
Never trust the angel because the devil was once an angel.
They pulled away. Emma had this stupid grin on her face, James gasped for air.
Vanessa really had no words. They had met not even for a week and James was already bored of her.
But all soccer players are the same. Have different girlfriends every day.
She thought he was different.
But he was just a heartbreaker like all of them.
"Okay. I see. I just leave and suddenly you're all over Emma?" Vanessa demanded. James looked nervously at Emma.
"She's the one who caused me!"
He's lying. He thinks I'll buy his story that he's innocent.
Please he was enjoying that stupid kiss. I just saw it. Does he really think I'm that stupid?
"I'm not stupid James! I saw you. You would've struggled to break free from her but you looked like you were enjoying it!"
James' jaw dropped shaking his head. He couldn't believe what she was saying. The story had not been nowhere near that.
Emma had basically started it not him.
"She started it not me! Ethan left to get something then she closed the door when we were alone and she locked it on purpose! She had this in-"
Vanessa couldn't even wait till he finished his sentence. But she absolutely hated what she did next.
Without even thinking, her hand raised up, slapping James across the face.
It was like if the hand had a mind of its own.
Emma gasped reaching over when James turned, clutching his cheek.
"There. You both traitors suffer in silence. Miserable...." Vanessa left to her room but she felt guilty for that slap she had given James. Sure he didn't deserve it....
Yes he did. At least to her. Because she wanted him to feel how badly it hurt.
She went into her room, suffering in silence. She wanted to go over and comfort James apologizing a million times for slapping him.
But he hurt her so she returned the favor.
She hadn't wanted things to get that far but she had felt tempted.
She went back and saw Emma smirking when she came.
"Thank you for your boyfriend. Ugh he's so cute isn't he."
Now this girl needed the slap. Vanessa raised her hand up but Emma grabbed her wrist.
"Oh hell no. You may have slapped James but you're not slapping me. B the way he's really hurt."
Vanessa used her free hand and slapped Emma's left cheek. That's what the traitor deserved.
She left to her room again, locking the door. She felt a deep pain in her head she couldn't even stand up correctly. She laid her head on the pillow, falling asleep, as her tears rolled down her cheeks without her noticing.

"James I'm so sorry-" Emma tried being the good girl but failed.
James threw her a dirty look. He knew what the girl had been trying to do and he wasn't going to tolerate her anymore.
"Leave me alone."
"But you-"
"Emma! I freaking lost the woman I loved! Have a nice fucking life ruining everyone else's. Because trust me, you just ruined mine. I don't know what you thought the result would've been but you're certainly not fooling anyone." James angrily snapped storming away from her. Emma grabbed him by the arm and turned him to face her.
"Listen pretty boy, you are mine now! That stupid bitch didn't care about you. She didn't even let you talk! Just smacked your beautiful face...." Her hand reached for his cheek but he slapped it away.
"Stop! You just came and ruined everything! You made the person I love the most hate me! This is something I'll never forgive you. Go fuck off Emma!" He stormed away, leaving to Vanessa's room.

Vanessa hugged her pillow tightly. Her tears kept falling endlessly. She had suffered so much in the past and again she had another pain inside of her.
It was like if James had taken her heart out of her chest and kicked it across the room.
Or just threw it harshly on the floor. And took Emma's to do the same time.
He can do whatever he wants with her, I don't give a fuck. He can hurt her the way he did with me so that she can feel the pain.
A knock was heard on the door.
"Who is it?" She demanded pressing herself against the door so that they wouldn't try to open the door.
"James." He said softly from the other side.
"I'm not opening the door." Vanessa said sternly, wiping away tears.
"Please."
"Never."
"Vanessa I swear if you don't open the door I will stay here till you do." James warned. He was willing to do that until he at least got a chance to speak with her.
"Go away and fuck Emma! That's what you wanted didn't you?"
James shook his head immediately. What made her think that? It had only been a kiss.
A kiss he hadn't even wanted but Vanessa didn't believe him.
"Hell no I never wanted to sleep with her!"
Vanessa smiled shaking her head. She knew the fucking truth.
Of her point of view anyway.
"Please." She said sarcastically.
James felt pretty much hopeless. She didn't even give him a chance to explain anything to him. She just was believing what she saw not what she heard.
But Vanessa had seen enough. She knew what James wanted with Emma.
Or at least that's what she thought.
"Vanessa you're the only one I've loved. Not Emma. You have something she doesn't." James whispered. He had said it but he hadn't even meant for Vanessa to hear.
Vanessa however heard the comment. She sunk on the floor, her head against the wall. James sunk outside the room, on his knees.
I will get you back Vanessa I swear. I'd rather be blind than to see a world without you in it. I don't want to see anything if you're not there.

I'd rather be dead than without you.