It Lives No More

New Fear

Zinnia's POV

It's been over a week since Issac left and I've been sending him some messages and voicemails, at first I was worried where he was and than Tom let it slip what happened and now I really hope he's doing okay. Issac didn't get the chance to take his meds for his insomnia, if he's staying with Arthur, he probably told some lie to be there, but I can't stop worrying about him with everything that's been happening. I can't ignore the feeling something is going to happen but I don't know what. In the meantime with Issac been gone, Tom and Imogen stayed in Redwater, to keep me company as Elliott came home with Robbie. However Robbie had to leave home and suggested Elliott could go with them and spend some together which I find really good. I convinced him to go and maybe this way I wouldn't worry what would happen with Elliot. However I will still worry, Danni had to go and do her own search of the whole town and people who might know the mayor. Or know his name, so I haven't seen her in four days, I spent trying to information by working as his assistant.

However didn't find anything so I stopped going and gave up, the job was boring and so not for me. I've been getting tired alot recently and sleeping has been hard, especially with Isaac there.

Imogen was cooking something when I got home, "Hey how's work? Your home early."

"Yeah I quit the job. Didn't find anything and I don't know what to do. I can't focus right now, my head is spinning."

"Well lunch is almost ready, Tom went out to get some stuff and he'll be home soon. Hey I know things have been hard but I found a well-known club and I thought we could go."

"I don't know Ginny."

"I know we're on the edge and I believe clubbing is great to let out some stress, come on you looked you need it and it's what we need."

Clubbing sounds really good and I've been dying to go out and let some stress out. And hopefully have fun and not thinking about everything else that's happening. I agreed and she was so happy and I want to be happy and yet I feel some kind of dread, although I let it go and tried to enjoy the night.
Sadie was jumping up and down for me and I can tell she missed Issac, I wanted to give her as much love as I can for the both of us.

Tom came home and later that night we decided to go out, we went to the club Imogen mentioned and it was crazy with the music, smoke machine all around and the colorful lights. I felt the beat and I started dancing with Tom and Imogen. Rocking to the beat of the song, I kept thinking of Issac and wishing he could be here and dancing with him in the club.
Enjoying ourselves, missing him so damn much but I held my ring closer to me, these times can be hard apart but we can overcome it. We'll be together again soon and when we do, survive from this mess, we are so going to live and travel.

The drinks were amazing although I do miss the way Issac does the drinks, he was amazing and him wanting to one day open his own bar sounds really good. A bar of our own with us living upstairs, sounds really nice and fun.

The thoughts went away when I caught glanced the girl who's been flirting with my husband, Jill. I ignored her and enjoyed the night with Tom and Imogen, Imogen and I went to the restroom for the moment, Imogen kept going on and how this club was amazing and if I'm having fun.

"I'm having fun and I'm enjoying myself. Thanks Ginny, I needed this."

"We all needed this and don't worry. We all need a break from the craziness."

"Yeah we do." We chatted a little bit when Jill and her friends came in, she laughed, "Oh I didn't expect to see you here, Zinnia. How you been?"

"Oh hello Jill." I gave Imogen the signal and immediately she knew, "So where's Isaac? You know I haven't seen him a while. Is he okay?"