Our final exams are near and I can't focus in my studies. You're on my mind always. It's like you're slowly consuming me, my heart, my brain and my everything.
I feel so overwhelmed by these feelings.
They aren't supposed to be so strong, yet I always feel so weak when I'm fighting them. Is it perhaps because of you?
It hurts to love you. But then again, what kind of love is it if it hurts?
It hurts to keep you close.
It hurts every day and night.
It hurts every second of the day that passes by.
Just no matter how much I try.
It hurts so much in my heart.
It makes me feel so blue.
Now please, tell me, sweetheart.
What do I do?
-29.06.22
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I feel a little weird lately. Idk how to explain this shit. But it's distracting me so much honestly.. I haven't even been able to study properly and my holidays are over :(
