I knew, I knew- I'm pretty sure I knew.
I knew if I stayed with him I'd be stuck into my 40s, with children I didn't want, pretending to be a trophy wife of a woman, the little lady he always knew, the first baby girl of my family in decades.
I knew I knew I knew that we'd have a basic wedding. black suit and white gown in a church. boring music and only our families there. drink all night to avoid having sex because I knew I knew I knew
I KNEW this would happen. now I live and love in peace as the husband I was meant to be, rightfully so let me sleep, but I knew I knew I knew he was a bad person.
and I'm sorry for leaving you with him, because I knew.
