Let me in

19 | Let me in

Lucas melihat Luna yang terlena. Dia tak mampu tidur sepanjang malam sekali lagi.

Dia mahu lihat wajah wanita yang mengubah dia hingga dia mahu meninggalkan segala yang telah dia lakukan selama ini. Dia hanya mahu isterinya gembira pada saat ini. Dia mahu lihat wajah luna tersenyum selalu.

Lucas menggenggam tangan Luna perlahan. Dia mahu genggam jari jemari wanita itu selamanya. Dan dia mahu wanita itu mengandungkan anak ia setelah Luna membuat permintaan tadi.

"I want to have everything with you. Happiness, success, smiles, laughters, hugs kisses, babies. I want everything."

"I love you, Luna. I love you more than anything else. I want to protect you, I want to go far away from this place with you for the first time. I just thought about it, Luna. I want babies with you. I want to.. hold you all day, hug you, kiss you and I'm going to see your smile every day."

"I've never loved or care anyone else more than I do for you. Do you love me as much as I do? But seriously, I don't care much about that because I love you. Selagi aku hidup, aku nak kau bahagia. Selamanya dengan aku. Aku janji, kita pun akan ada keluarga kecil yang bahagia seperti yang kau nak. I promise."

Lucas mencium dahi dan kedua dua pipi Luna. Ia tersenyum.

"Demi Allah aku tak sangka, aku akan ada isteri secantik bulan. I'm asking this every night, how did I land on you, moon."

Lucas berkata. sebelum melihat ke arah bulan di langit. Dia mula membuat rancangan kehidupan agar dia dapat memulakan hidup baharu.

Luna terjaga dari tidurnya. Dia melihat Lucas di sisinya yang terlena sambil memegang tangan ia lalu dia tersenyum.

"Sayang.."

Luna memanggil Lucas kerana dia belum pernah mencuba memanggil lelaki itu 'sayang'. Laju saja Lucas terjaga.

"Yes baby? You're awake? Nak makan? I can feed you."

Luna menggeleng.

"Sleep here with me."

Luna memanggil Lucas untuk tidur di atas katil bersamanya.

"It's okay. I'll hold your hands while sleeping on this chair." "Pleasee sayang. For me. Sleep here."

Lucas terkelu. Dia melihat Luna. Comel sahaja isterinya memanggilnya sayang. Apabila Lucas mendengar perkataan itu, dia tersenyum.

"Okay.." "Thank you."

Lucas mengambil tempat di sisinya. Luna terus memeluk Lucas. Dia membaringkan kepalanya atas dada Lucas.

"Thank you for taking care of me, sayang. I know that I am sooo in love with this human. Thanks. I will continue loving you till the end of my breath. Plus.. saya nak dengar degupan jantung awak ni, sampai bila bila. So, this is my place."

Luna memeluk Lucas erat. Lucas terkelu. Entah kenapa dia terasa sebak. Dia mengusap rambut Luna perlahan.

"I thought I'll die alone in this forest but now.. I have someone to call mine. I'll never ever regret taking you with me that day. Aku cintakan kau."

Luna tersenyum.

"Then do one thing for me." "What is it?" "Stay with me. Don't leave me. Pleasee."

Lucas menarik nafas panjang.

"I have a better idea." "Hm? What is it?"

Lucas memegang tangan Luna erat agar ia dapat mengumpulkan segala kekuatan untuk suarakan pendapat ini.

"I want to bring you somewhere far away from this place and.. start a new life with you. Boleh ke? Kita.. pergi ke mana mana saja. Far away."

Luna terkelu.

"A.. awak nak keluar dari sini?"

Lucas mengangguk lalu memandang Luna. Dia yakin, dia mahu keluar demi Luna.

"I like you, a lot. More than I've liked anyone for a long time, and to be honest, it kinda scares me. I don't wanna screw up what we have whatever it is and I've fallen pretty damn hard for you. I just hope that whatever happens, we don't ruin what
we had before this and now."

Lucas berkata lalu memandang Luna.

"Can we go far away?" "Ofcourse we can! I love your words. I love your wise attitude. I love this man entirely."

Let me in | Continues