Fighting Chance ⭐️

Permanent Stain on My Heart

I was sitting on my couch contemplating calling Ransom and asking for the gifts to stop when there was knock on my door and I knew this would be something from him. I opened the door and was stunned.

"Ransom..." I said and she sighed.

"I don't know what else I can do Faithy, you know how I feel and everything I have done for you. I love you and I cant be without you." Ransom said and held out a flash drive.

"What's that?" I asked and Ransom sighed.

"Just take it and watch it please." Ransom said and I sighed but nodded.

"Ransom...I need you to know something....-" I stated to say and he held up his hand stopping me.

"Just watch the flash drive and take everything else into account." Ransom said and I sighed but nodded.

"Bye Faithy." Ransom said, leaned in and kissed my cheek. He walked off my porch and it took everything in me not to call him back and just kiss him. I walked in my house and immediately grabbed my laptop and plugged in the flash drive, I saw file name.

-I love you Faithy-

I clicked on the file and instantly Ransom killed me he used a Backstreet Boys song, he knew how much I loved Backstreet Boys.

🎵Out in the rain, looking for sunshine
I call your name, but you're like a ghost
I let you disappear, should've never let you go
I want to say just for the record
That you still got my heart and my soul
And though we're worlds apart
Yeah, I gotta let you know
You are the piece I can't replace
You left a mark that won't erase

No one else can teach me how to love again
Cause you left a permanent stain on my heart and I've been feeling it
Never mind what people say cause they don't understand
How you left a permanent stain on my heart, you're never leaving it

Some tried to break through the walls that
I built up, but they don't compare to you
One chance, and I swear I'll never let you go
You are the piece I can't replace
You left a mark that won't erase

No one else can teach me how to love again
Cause you left a permanent stain on my heart and I've been feeling it
Never mind what people say cause they don't understand
How you left a permanent stain on my heart, you're never leaving it

Wash away the tide
Never gonna fade, no one can touch the flame or tame the fire
You are the piece I can't replace
You left a mark that won't erase

No one else can teach me how to love again
Cause you left a permanent stain on my heart and I've been feeling it
Never mind what people say cause they don't understand
How you left a permanent stain on my heart, you're never leaving it🎵

As the song play pictures of Ransom and I came up on the screen. He made a video of all of our photos. I had been working on something like this when we broke up and he never seemed to care about it. Once it was over a video of Ransom came up on the screen.

"Faithy, I don't think you would take a phone call, text are impersonal and we know what happens when I just show up to talk to you. This is the next best thing and honestly last option I have. I know you are tired of hearing it but I love you Faithy. I know I screwed up and I know things were said the night when you packed that I cant take but you know none of it was true and I have tried everything I can to make you see that you are everything to me. Please Faith, please search deep down and find that love you had for me once in there. I know you are suppressing it because you don't want to believe it but I know it's there. Harlan told me one time when you and I started dating that if both people felt love in this relationship there would always be hope and once one person stopped the other would as well. Thing is love, I still feel so much love for you so I know you still love me. Come back to me Faith, please. I know I fucked up and I want to make it right, not just to get you back but you are right, it's always meant to be us, we need to build a future. I love you." The video turned off. I sat there taking in everything he said. He was right, I love him. I loved Hugh Ransom Drysdale with all my heart but them my brain kicks in and started beating up my heart making me remember the night I left.