Mi Gustas

19

Malaki.

If I have to describe the whole house in one word, 'malaki' is all I can say.

May dalawang malaking chandelier ang bubungad sayo at isang mahabang hagdanan that will lead you to the second floor.

"you okay?" napansin ata ni Dlane ang mabigat kong paghinga kaya napatanong siya.

"ayos lang..." sa sobrang hina ng boses ko ay siguradong hindi siya maniniwala.

"don't be nervous, I'm here" bahagya niyang hinaplos ang kamay kong hawak niya at ngumiti sa akin.

His parents are sitting in front of us. Disabled ang tatay niya at nakaupo na ngayon sa isang wheel chair at nakatitig lang sa amin. Dlane kinda looks like his dad pero mas maamo ang mukha ng tatay niya.

Ang ina naman ni Dlane ay siyang nakakatakot tignan. She looks so hard to please at napakaseryoso ng mukha. Nakuha ata ni Dlane ang kasindakan sa mukha niya.

"she's your what?" bahagyang nakataas ang kilay ng ginang sabay baba sa tasa ng tsaa.

"my girlfriend mom" ngumiti ako sa matanda at yumuko.

"hello po, ako po si Rina" ngumiti ako sa matanda na hindi naman sinuklian ng kahit ano.

"name your price" it was like a scene in a movie na kung saan tutol ang ina sa relasyon ng kanyang anak.

Tumitig ako sa ginang at ngumiti. "hindi ko po kailangan ng pera, pero to tell you the truth hindi po ako mayaman pero hindi rin naman ho ako mukhang pera"

Unti-unting ngumiti ang ina ni Dlane at sumimsim sa tsaa habang nakatitig sakin. "all of Dlane's woman never look at me like you do" binaba niya ang tasa at umayos ng upo. "I wont stop you, you're at right age after all. I won't say tanggap kita dahil wala namang ina ang gugustuhing isang babaeng bayaran ang mahalin ng anak nila"

Humigpit ang hawak ni Dlane sa bewang ko habang nakatingin sa ina niya. "you're words mom!"

Saglit siyang tinignan ng ginang at nilipat sa aking titig. "stay for lunch, join us" bahagya itong ngumiti at naglakad paalis habang tulak ang wheelchair ng asawa.

"you okay? I'm...sorry" agad akong napangiti at nilingon ang lalaki na may paagaalala sa mukha.

"it's fine, tama naman ang mama mo but at least hindi niya ako hinusgahan at pinalayo sayo, she's just being honest" hinaplos ko ang balikat niya at ngumiti. "kahit anong gawin natin, hindi natin maitatanggi na naging bayaran ako. Nasa sa tao na yun kung huhusgahan nila ako o iintindihin, and you're mom, she didn't understand me pero hindi rin naman niya ako hinusgahan"

"but still, I'm sorry for the words she used" ngumiti lang ako tumango.

Every people creates mistakes, has flaws, and are not perfect. I have lots of mistakes in life, lots of flaws and is not perfect. But those mistakes, flaws and imperfections will show how tough my journey in life is. It shows me lessons that makes me realize how strong I am for not giving up.

Prostitution is really a bad doing, but that doesn't mean we have the right to judge them, to judge myself, dahil may kanya-kanyang rason ang tao. And not because they commit mistakes doesn't mean, they can't have a second chance. Learn how to forgive for you to learn how to love.

You are someone I never knew I'll love,
Darling you are sent from above,
You're full of flaws and scars,
But still you're shining like the stars,

So hold my hands,
Give me your love and not just a single glance,
Cause with you I feel at ease,
Cause with you I finally found my peace...

Nakatingin lang ako sa malayo at nakahilig ang ulo sa dibdib ni Dlane. The cold breeze and the peaceful night witness his voice.

He shower my head with kisses bago hinawakan ang baba ko at pinatingin sa kanya. He smile and kiss me. It was gentle but full of love. It was soft but full desire.

Slowly he lift me up and carry me to the bed nang hindi pinuputol ang halik. Pumaibabaw siya sakin at lumayo saglit. "I want you right now, but I want to ask permission...can I?"

Ngumiti ako sa kanya at tumango bago siya hinalikan ulit. His touch, his kisses and every move of his body shows gentleness. The way he remove my clothes shows softness na para bang isa akong crystal na madaling mabasag.

He started to remove his shirt after removing mine. He kissed my neck down to my breast and play with it. It's getting hotter and aggressive but his gentleness never disappear.

Slowly he stop and look at me in the eye. It wasn't full of lust, but love. He kissed my forehead making me close my eyes. "I love you"

And the next thing I knew, we were having sex...no...it's not sex, it's making love.

And making love with him, is the best thing happen to me...

An: two more chaps including the epilogue and the story will come to an end. Thank you in advance for loving my story and for being with me throughout my journey:))