My worst nightmare
                              Is not spiders or centipedes,
                              Nor is it falling endlessly.
                              I am not afraid of the darkness
                              That lurks in the corners of my room,
                              But I am afraid-
                              No, terrified of it.
                              It prowls , waiting for my lashes to flutter-
                              And pounces,
                              Bringing tears to my eyes.
                              Sinking its sharp-as-knives teeth into my flesh-
                              Eating me alive and tearing me apart,
                              It gnaws on my brittle bones.
                              I am not afraid off being outcast,
                              But I am afraid of the silence that joins it.
                              It suffocates me,
                              My cries for a savior choking me.
                              I am not afraid of the lies and rumors
                              That sprout in my souls garden like weeds.
                              It is the provoked thoughts,
                              Who scream and wail.
                              I am not afraid of my nightmares,
                              I am afraid-
                              Afraid of the reality that I have to wake up to.
                                      
                                          
                                   
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Daisies & Lightning
PoetrySmall, big, short, long, and strange poems, created and edited by Taelum Elizibeth Starborn.
 
                                               
                                                  