My worst nightmare
Is not spiders or centipedes,
Nor is it falling endlessly.
I am not afraid of the darkness
That lurks in the corners of my room,
But I am afraid-
No, terrified of it.
It prowls , waiting for my lashes to flutter-
And pounces,
Bringing tears to my eyes.
Sinking its sharp-as-knives teeth into my flesh-
Eating me alive and tearing me apart,
It gnaws on my brittle bones.
I am not afraid off being outcast,
But I am afraid of the silence that joins it.
It suffocates me,
My cries for a savior choking me.
I am not afraid of the lies and rumors
That sprout in my souls garden like weeds.
It is the provoked thoughts,
Who scream and wail.
I am not afraid of my nightmares,
I am afraid-
Afraid of the reality that I have to wake up to.
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Daisies & Lightning
ПоэзияSmall, big, short, long, and strange poems, created and edited by Taelum Elizibeth Starborn.