dear diary,
i've seen happiness in my family after a long time. siddharth is such a nice person, dadi loves him more than me, uncle and pappa are like brothers and aunty and mumma shares a lot's of gossips and fun, my sisters started calling him brother. he brought that smile to everyone's face i've always wished for, he's more of our family than i am. yesterday ruchu handed you to him, he read everything i wrote about my spouse's eligibility criteria and also saw my drawing of my most loved ones which included my sisters and him. he was blushing i saw. the entire class has started seeing us as a couple, we both race to the class together, we get late for the class almost everyday and yesterday sid was made fun of by muhammad sir about his cute weird behaviour. omg, his sense of humour lol, i just can't control my laughter when he presents his absolutely hilarious jokes. yesterday, he slept in the backside of van while on our way to school and kept explaining how he couldn't get enough sleep last night because he had to prepare for our maths exam. when we reach near highway he surprisingly got up and sat and the reason mr. hilarious gave was khan sir must not see him like that or he will roast him again in the class. god i'm laughing my ass off, this boy is my own subscription of daily memes and stand up comedy, my daily dose of laughter. god knows how much he swear man. he is seriously not too nice trust me, THIS BOY CAME STRAIGHT OUT OF A BOLLYWOOD ROMCOM. HE IS SOULFUL, ENERGETIC BUT SARCASTIC AND A BIT OF CRACK, HE IS IMPERFECT BUT HE MAKES EVERYONE'S LIFE PERFECT. HE IS FAT BUT HE FITS SO WELL. i gave him another nickname, "bhoot" because he annoys the shit out of me...
"dhvani"
"coming mumma"
"before you go out to play, bring me some tomatoes from the shop."
"okay ma." i brought her tomatoes and went to look for my little idiots. siddharth is batting again, he fools us and make us all do fielding in sake of "learning cricket" then he scores over a century and feels proud about himself. this is like his way of bursting stress of all his unsolved mathematics sums. along with sid and my sisters played viren, sid's friend from the same society. viren claims himself to have shifted to this place many weeks before us and so he knows the place well. i didn't really cared tho, only cockroach i cared for was "sid".
"why are you guys always playing cricket?"i shouted
"right, let's play truth and dare", sid said.
i got this very nervous feeling i don't know why.sid's sounded different when he said that, sky was changing colour, perfect shade of blue and torque with purple highlights made this evening look like it came straight out of a fairytale. i could see crescent shaped moon over my head.
the way moon stays up whole night just to witness the sun wake up every morning and makes time to come visit her every night before she leave him reflect the exact scenario of my feelings for sid. just like sun and moon, we are both two very different personalities.
"HE IS A CALM MOON, BRIGHT AND BEAUTIFUL. HE HAVE GOT SCARS BUT DON'T LET THEM TAKE HIS LIMELIGHT." on other side,
"I AM SUN, BURNING IN AGONY AND EVERYTHING THAT TRY TO TOUCH ME, I TURN IT INTO ASH."
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