Chapter 12

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Originally Written: Aug 2, 2016 
Updated: Feb 7, 2022

A month later had passed and I had just gotten done showering at Vic's house. Looking at myself in the mirror I notice for the millionth time this week how big my stomach has already gotten. I'm already having to wear extra clothing to hide it, which is proven difficult every time I do. I can't spend more than ten minutes outside without my body getting way too hot due to the weather. I've got to find the time to tell my mom. That's probably the hundredth time I've told myself that, and yet I still haven't listened. Any time I think i'm ready to tell her anxiety comes sitting at the pit of my stomach, and I can't even bring myself to tell Vic. I slightly push open the bathroom door calling for Vic. I have yet to show him the progress the baby has made already, and before I put on clothing I'd like to show him. "What's up baby? Whoo-" He paused seeing my nude state, his eyes raking up and down my body. "I'm about to be up if you're not careful. My heart nearly stopped at the sight of you," he ran a tongue over his top lip.
Immediately I felt my cheeks glowing, and I shook my head at him with a laugh. 

"That's not what I called you in for bad man. Look," I chuckle turning to the side so he could see the difference better. His eyebrows raised as he noticed himself, my hands becoming clammy, and the pound of my heart filling my ears as he further examined my tummy.
"Wow...that's," he came over to me and put his hands on my tummy, "Incredible." He finished his sentence. The man lent down and butterfly kissed my stomach all over the tickles of his lips making more giggles leave mine, my hands finding their way in his hair. It's little things like this that tell me that Vic loves my body, which surprised me at first because I don't. I'm worried about all the changes to come while he embraces them. That filled me with hope and confidence for myself, and the future I hope leads to me loving myself.

After he stood he looked at me in the mirror, fully wrapping his arms around me before he pressed more sweet kisses to my temple, "You're so beautiful."
I'm gonna turn into a tomato if he continues.
"You're so handsome," I hugged him back with a soft smile on my face.
"I love you," he whispered. Those words ignited an excitement that I had to push down to not outwardly react with screaming and jumping around like I normally would. That was one of my favorite things to hear him say.
I look up at him saying back, "I love you too." I then cupped his cheeks in my hands and pressed a sweet kiss upon his soft pink lips. With his arms still situated around me, he rubbed my back soothingly while our lips moved against each other's in sync. We continued for a few seconds before pulling away fully.
I wrap a towel around my body purposely situating it above my belly button to hide my bump. "You make me so happy," I tell him as we walk into his bedroom.
"You make me happy too, Princess. It's made me even happier if we would go see the baby, if the internet is right you're getting past the second trimester." Vic mentioned as I dropped the towel so I could get dressed.
"Can we handle one thing at a time please, babe?" This time I was the one to turn on the puppy eyes.
"Fine, we'll talk about this more later then. Everyone's outside when you're ready," I nodded and he left the room.

I couldn't help but sigh in relief at the silence, running my hands over my face. I know things are really starting to get serious now, and I've been pushing the conversation back every time he brings it up. Truth is, when I see the baby this will become ten times more real than it feels right now. That terrifies me, because everything might kick into gear when I'm faced with it.

It was a Friday night and Vic's parents were gone on a business trip. My boyfriend decided we'd have a little get together with the boys just so we could tell them the big news. I thought it would be good practice for when we tell our parents. I put on a pair of cute black joggers and a hoodie to go along with it. I looked at myself in the mirror turning my body making sure my tummy wasn't noticeable. I looked down at my tummy running my hands over it.
I do wonder how they're doing in there. Baby is getting a bit big already...I will admit from all the pictures I've seen online this is different. My baby seems so big compared to other people's. Since I'm a man, is the process sped up? If that's the case, are there side effects I need to be worried about. The only other possibility I could think of is that I'm pregnant with more than one baby.
That thought causes my stomach to flip.
We're already preparing for just one but even more than that? I feel like I'm gonna send Vic running for the hills. Maybe I should go, but I don't want Vic to worry more now that I'm worrying. Let's not think about this too deep yet. I don't want to get caught up in my thoughts while we have friends out there.

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