Trying to be happy.

Chapter 29:

I drive in circles for about an hour before deciding to head home.When I get there Drew is asleep on her couch,so I try to be as quiet as I can.I walk into our bedroom and lay down.This has been such a long day,i really hope my dad comes around,maybe he is just still mad.I sigh and turn on my side and try to sleep.I can't seem to just close my eyes and sleep.I grab my keys off my dresser,pack a small bag,and walk out of the house.I start to drive and I find myself at home.I get out of my car and sigh I remember I don't have a key.Then I remember I have a key in my glove compartment.I get the key and open the door.One million memories flash in my head and I start to cry.Why did I leave home,Drew isn't what he made himself to be he always yelling and he acts like he's doesn't care about the wedding.He only cares for my pregnancy when it comes to finances.I walk up to the room that was once mine.I run my head over the bed and think of all the sleepovers Trina and I had.I lay down in the bed and close my eyes,finally I am asleep.
When I wake up the next morning,it takes me a moment to remember where I am.I look around the small room and get out of the bed.I walk out of the room and my dad looks at me with wide eyes when he sees me.
"What are you doing here!"He yells and I want to just run out of the house and never look back.
"I didn't have anywhere to go dad and I-"I begin to say.
"Out!"He yells and I nod.I hastily get my things and start to run down the stairs.On the fifth step up I slip and fall down the stairs.The baby was moving and all of a sudden he just stops.I fear all the air leave my lungs as I fall to the end of the stairs.My hand moves to my stomach and Dylan is not moving.No,this can't be happening.I hear the clicking of heels and I see Kayla grab me,but I don't feel a thing.They put in my dad's truck and we start to drive,to the hospital.When we arrive at the hospital they immediately take me to a room.
I lay down on the table and close my eyes while they give me my ultrasound.If Dylan is gone,how will Drew and I make it.That child is literally the only reason that I am with him.The doctor looks closely at the ultrasound.
"Mrs.Williams I am so sorry."He says and I sit up and cry.
"No you don't know what your doing!"I accuse.
"Jasmine it says it clearly there that the baby had really bad head trauma."Kayla interrupts.I feel my heat rip in pieces with every syllable.
"No please!Don't go Dylan!please!"I feel so much anger and sadness.
"Jasmine I mean sure the baby will have some problems but he's not dead."She explains.Wait what?
"He's not dead?"I ask and she shakes her head.Well that's a relief I was so worried.I sign all of my paperwork and we are sent on our way.They drop me home and tell me to call then later.When I walk in the house Drew is pacing back and forth on floor when he looks up,a scowl sets on his face.
"Where the hell have you been?"He booms.
"My dad's and the hospital!"I yell back,mocking his tone.
"Don't sass me,why the hell were you talking to your dad!"He yells even louder.
"Because he's my dad you phyco!"I almost laugh at his audacity of him.Before I know it he grabs me and pulls me to him.
"You don't need to be talking to anyone but me.When you had no one I was there!Your mine!"Oh my God,he had gone crazy.I jerk my arm away and run into the room and lock the door.All I hear is banging on the door while I run to closet and get my suitcase.When I am done packing I hear something repeatedly hitting then a crack.Then the beating stops and I try to sneak out and I hear him come up the basement,I have to hide I run to the kitchen and go inside the cabinet.
"Jasmine!"He yells and I try my best to stay quiet.
"Oh ok you wanna play hide and seek.That'll be fun."He says in a chilling voice.I hear his heavy foots coming towards me in the kitchen.Oh no!He's opening cabinets now,he's only one away from me.Then a phone rings and he walks away into the living room,I'm guessing.This is my chance,I slowly open the cabinet and as soon as it is fully open,I make a run for it.He looks back and before I can reach the door he grabs me.
"Stop your gonna hurt Dylan!"I yell and he goes into living room and comes back with a weight.He presses it to my stomach slowly.
"Is this what you want!"He yells and I shake my head.
"Stop please."I cry and he laughs.
"It's funny how when I act like this,you get some sense."He says.
"I'm gonna go take a shower,if your not here when I get back,"He presses me harder with weight,"well I think you get the picture."He says and I nod.He walks out of the room and five minutes later I hear the shower start I run to the kitchen,grab my suitcase,and leave.I can't take my car because I'm sure he has some kind of tracking device on it.I decide to start walking.I tell Siri to take me home.When I get home I knock on the door and Kayla answers.
"Jasmine are you ok?"She asks and I shake my head.
"No,I think Drew lost his mind."I say and she giggles and even though I cried the whole walk I laugh.
"Are you okay Jasmine?"My dad asks and I shake my head.
"Drew went crazy and threatened to kill the baby with a 35 pound weight."I tell him and he gasps.He grabs his keys off of the black granite counters.
"I'll be back."He says and I nod.
"So are you hungry?"Kayla and I shake my head.
"Come on,you shouldn't starve the baby."She says and I nod.She gives me some of the casserole she made and I thank her and eat two bowls within twenty minutes.When I get up to my room I take a shower and lay in my bed.How do you fit so much into one day.
(Hi!So a lot going on!I've been writing this all day literally no inspiration,but I hope you all enjoy.Please vote it only takes a second!I love you guys!😘)