APART (S.M)

part 8

Molly Pov

"you're not going anywhere" he said, really calmly, which was kind of scary. 

"what the fuck do you mean Shawn" i blurted out, wide eyeing him. he was scaring me but at the same time i know he wont hurt me. he isn't like that. 

"if you're not a kid, like you say. you'll stay here and talk about this with me maturely" he shrugged. he was right, but at the same time he was wrong because i gave him a chance to be honest, and also i had nothing to prove to him now. i was tired of being angry at this point, so i slumped down my back against the wall sitting on the ground with my legs out. 

"i gave you a chance Shawn, to be honest with me and you weren't" i sighed, "you're making me look stupid" i looked down at my hands and started rubbing them together again, anxiety kicking in and i wouldn't be surprised if i had a panic attack, but i start deep breathing so that dosen't happen. He walked over to me and sat in front of me, pulling me forward so my legs went over his behind his back, he placed his hands around my waist but i kept mine to myself. 

"i want to be with you, yes. But-" i cut him off  "you're being mean, Shawn" i looked at him. stared into his eyes and he looked broken, i could tell he was upset that he was hurting me, which made me feel a little bit better. i just wish i could know what was going on in his head. 

"let me finish, you're age yes is tricky" i sighed, but he placed his hand over my mouth as if he knew id interrupt "so i have to make sure, that me and you are for real and this isn't just a fling if i'm going to make this public" my eyes went wide, what does this mean? so he just wants to make sure that we are going to be together forever before he introduces me to the public?

"what does that mean Shawn" i rolled my eyes. 

"if me and you will be judged about the age thing, this needs to be real. there is not point in getting heaps of shit just for us to break up a few months later" i understood what he meant and he had a good point. at least now i knew that he personally didn't care about my age. 

"so how long do you need, before you'll know" i whispered to him. he placed his hand on my cheek and rubbed his thumb against my jaw, he leaned in and gave me a sweet kiss, short but meaningful. 

"i don't know, but i'm getting there, i promise" he said and i could tell he mean's it. 

"ok" was all i managed to say as i fell into him, my face in his chest as he pulled me closer with his hand on my head. 

Shawn Pov 

i dont plan on ever going public, hopefully that excuse will buy me a little more time, to actually figure out what i'm going to do about this age situation. i want molly, but i don't want anybody to know about her. it would be embarrassing. 

a/n

short but sweet chapter hehe, also let me know if you actually like the shawn pov parts because if you dont i can just stick to molly :)