APART (S.M)

part 13

Molly Pov 

our meeting finished just on time for my coffee date with hero, i was honestly quite excited, hero was really attractive and seems like great company. I walked into the elevators and just as the door was about to close a hand stopped them from closing and Shawn walked into the elevator. oh boy here we go. he waited until the door's were fully closed before he turned to me and then opened his big mouth.

"what the fuck do you think you are doing?" he whispered yelled at me, he is so gorgeous, everything about him is so perfect but molly you have to be strong.

"i didn't know you worked for island" i smirked at him, so he understand's i was being sarcastic

"cut the shit molly" he said, i scoffed at him and then sarcastically laughed "fine, just try not to be jealous when i am fucking a different girl every night who are 10x better than you" he smirked at me, i know he was only saying that to get to me but it kind of hurt a little, took me back to how i felt when i found out about him and Camila. i almost broke character for a second but i couldn't let him realise and so i quickly snapped out of it. The door's to the elevator opened and as i was walking out i thought of the perfect thing to say as he followed closely behind.

"when you come crying back to me, just make sure to take an STD test" i laughed as i swayed my hips a little extra in front of him to make him drool, i then looked back to him to catch him looking at my ass, when he realised i was looking he snapped his head back up and when our eyes met i winked at him, which only made him more furious and he sped up to catch up with me.

as we walked outside he opened his big fat mouth again.

"don't think i am even going to acknowledge you on tour" he again whispered yelled at me so bystanders couldn't see Shawn Mendes yelling at a poor innocent girl. as i was thinking about something to say i heard someone call my name from a few metres away, both Shawn and i looked and it was hero.

"oh hey hero" i turned away from Shawn and started to walk away Shawn grabbed my wrists and pulled me back to him.

"is that the guy who texted you when you were in Toronto?" he asked, obviously jealous and also obviously really fucked off that i am getting to him.

"yeah it is" i winked at him then walked off and grabbed hero's hand. hero looked at me confused but i just smiled at him, which made him smile back and relax a bit more. I really wanted to enjoy this time with hero but all i could think about was having angry sex with Shawn.

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I need that angry sex, i couldn't stop thinking about it the whole time i was with hero. I felt guilty but at the same time a girl has needs. it would low key go against my plan, but at the same time fucking him, letting him back in and then ditching could also hurt just as bad so that is what i am going to do. I had managed to see where Shawn's LA condo was when i was looking over some documents, i know showing up unannounced is a bit weird. but i am horny and he is all i have right now. 

i walked up to his door and knocked. nobody awnsered so i knocked again then i heard footsteps. "i'm busy Brian, go away" he think's i am Brian? and he is busy? fuck it i don't care. 

"it's not Brian" as soon as i finished my sentence the door whipped open. 

"what the fuck are you doing here?" Shawn whispered as he stood in front of me with no shirt on. 

"so are we going to fuck or not?" i cocked my eyebrow at him and put my hand's on my hips trying to act all sassy and confident. which i hope is working. His eyes light up and i see that glisten that i hadn't seen since i met him the very first time, before everything was fucked up.

"hang on 2 seconds" he runs away from the door and then comes back with a girl, telling her that she has to leave and not to come back and that he was very sorry. he is kicking a model out for me? oh my god, he misses me, aw that is so cute. No Molly stop. i am snapped out of my thoughts by Shawn's hand grabbing me and pulling me through the hallway of his house. he looks back to me as he open's his door. 

"i didn't fuck her by the way, i haven't had sex in a week" he was trying to make me feel good, i missed this, i always knew he was a good person. but i have to stay strong. "you don't have to reassure me, i don't care" i shrugged then pushed past him into his bedroom while pulling my top over my head, i look back at him and he his standing at the door still like a statue. sadness and heartbreak written all over his face. 

"wait so you're not here to make up?" he shyly asks, he is embarrassed. my poor baby, i want to say yes, trust me i do, but my stubbornness wont let me yet. you hurt me Shawn. And my friend's would kill me. I start to unbutton my jeans then sit on the end of his bed to take my shoes off. 

"no Shawn, i am here for i hate you sex" i scoff to make him feel stupid for even considering i was here to make up, god i am such a bitch what am i doing? 

"i missed you molly, did you not miss me?" yes. 

"no, you hurt me" i roll my eyes

"molly put your clothes back on, i am not fucking you" i am mentally cheering that he is being such a good guy, but what comes out of my mouth is a bratty groan. he walks closer to me. I have to stop this, before i give in. 

"i'm going, i will see you at work" i put my shirt back on and put my shoes back on. "goodnight Shawn" i walk straight past him and i hear him mumble goodnight to me too, i turn back to look at him but he is just standing facing away from me with his head down. 

This is not going to be as easy as i thought.