APART (S.M)

part 9

Shawn Pov

I had to fly to New York today, I didn't have to but i wanted too. I was having an outdoor dinner and drink's with my team and close friends, i told molly that it was for press so she wasn't suspicious why i didn't ask her to come. i felt awful, but at the same time i knew i couldn't bring her. after last night's conversation with molly i knew i had to talk to Andrew. He is like my second dad, except he deals with a different aspect of my life. If anybody would know what to do about the situation i'm in, it would be him. I texted molly when i landed and she replied telling me she was out exploring and to be safe, she told me she just needed to be alone and out of the house. It hurt a little bit but it also helped me not feel so bad about what i was doing when she said she wanted to be alone.

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"i feel bad for the poor girl, you can't do this to her Shawn" Andrew stated as he sat straight in front of me with his legs crossed drinking a rum and coke, me a gin n tonic. I was looking at him through the massive sunflowers going along the table. it was honestly beautiful, i wish molly could of seen it, she would of loved it. it was like we were in a movie.

"but i don't want to let her go" we both sighed at the same time "there has to be a way around this without ruining my image" i looked down at my hands and started rubbing them together, something i realised molly does as well, and she said i was the only person who has actually been able to calm her down. thinking about that made me feel worse. i was hurting her because i was being selfish. this is not who i am.

"now is not a good time to be with her, you're going on tour in a month anyway" i lifted my head back up, almost snapping my neck off it was that fast. he kept talking "you'll forget all about her, and everything will go back to normal"

this was perfect, more time with molly before she actually figures everything out. I can tell her that i don't want to go public yet because i'm going on tour and that we should wait until afterwards to make the announcement so we can be seen together. this way i can still keep in contact with her, fly her out sometimes, maybe. i'll still be keeping her close, without anybody finding out, and her not knowing i'm hiding her. I don't think life has ever aligned for me like this, god this is so perfect.

"Andrew you're right. I'll tell her it is over before tour. then i won't have to worry about this anymore"

Molly Pov

As i walked, through the city of Toronto, i couldn't help but smile. Maybe this really could work, I did want it to work as well. Shawn is great and i'm glad he was finally in the end honest with me. i do feel a bit silly for acting the way i did, but i don't want to dwell right now. all i can think about is the way he kisses me and holds me. I want it forever.

I must have been so lost in thought because i didn't even realise i had walked into someone.

"oh my, I am so sorry" i gasped as i leant my hand down to help him up. when he reached my eye level i could see his face, he was really attractive. he seemed really familiar.

"no! you've spilt coffee all over your shirt. I'm sorry, let me buy you another" i quickly looked around for a coffee shop.

"hey hey" he laughed through his nose and put his hand's on my shoulders, i stared into his eyes "it's okay, i was on my way home anyway. don't worry" he smiled at me so i awkwardly smiled back to let him know i was still sorry.

"i'm Hero" he smiled at me sweetly and put out his hand for me to shake. i giggled at the gesture but shook his hand as well. "i'm Molly"

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i woke up alone, to the sound of the front door closing. Shawn must be back. Yay! i got up and put his shirt on and ran out the bedroom door, i spotted him.

"Shawn!!" i squealed out of his excitement, he turned to me with the goofiest smile. i ran up to him and jumped in his arms, he held my thighs as my legs wrapped around his waist and my hands around his neck. I leant in and kissed him, a kiss that let him know what he missed last night in bed. he caught on and pulled back and smirked to me.

"i missed you" he whispered, still with a goofy smile, pinching my thighs with his fingers. it tickled and gave me a fright so i let go of Shawn and just stood in front of him instead. i put my hand up to his cheek and rubbed my thumb over his lips.

"i missed you too" i winked at him then smirked. he smirked back. i turned around and walked to the bedroom without saying anything. he knew, he followed.

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we were both sat on the couch, we had just eaten dinner, spent the day in the spa, drinking a lot of wine, then having a lot of sex. to say we were exhausted was an understatement. i was cuddled into his arms, his chin resting on the top of my head.

"hey molls, i need to talk to you" Shawn said really quietly

"oh no" i giggled, as i sat up and looked at him. he grabbed both of my hands, tight. i couldn't really read his face

"i'm going on tour, in a month. which means, i don't want to go public until afterwards so we can be seen together all the time. is that okay?" he looked into my eyes, i could tell he didn't want to wait this long and he felt bad. which comforted me that it was upsetting him as much as it was me. i have to be ok with this, i signed up for things like this when i agreed to all this. he is a celebrity.

"i can wait, for you" his smile grew, i continued "at least we have a month together before you go, perfect timing with uni starting again as well" something about his face changed when i mentioned uni, he seemed to get a little bit happier, i couldn't tell what it was, so i left it. maybe he was just happy that i would be busy and not mopping around waiting for him.

"there is one thing though" i stated, he nodded as if for me to continue "when you're on tour, are we staying loyal to each other? i mean i will, i just want to know if you will" i blushed out of shyness, i felt weak asking him this but i had to know.

"molly, don't be silly. I am committed to you. you don't have to worry" he smiled at me and i smiled back then he leant forward and gave me a kiss, this kiss made me feel safe and it was a reassuring one, something that i needed. My phone binged.

i pulled away from the kiss and grabbed my phone to see a message from someone on instagram.

hero_ft I'v changed my mind. You do owe me coffee x

he must be the guy from earlier, i noticed Shawn looking over my shoulder so i switched my phone off and turned back to him and smiled.

"whose he?" he bluntly asked, no beating around the bush. i don't blame him.

"just some guy i ran into today, he must of stalked my instagram." i replied. i wasn't lying, i didn't want to not after the conversation we just had about being committed to each other.

"i'd stay way then, seems weird" Shawn scoffed, he was jealous, and it was turning me on.

"babe" i whispered into his ear, he turned to face me, still a little mad which was so hot.

"take me to the bedroom" i whispered even closer into his ear. i'm letting him know that i am all his no one else's. he grinned from ear to ear, sweeping me off my feet and carrying me over his shoulder into the bedroom.

"mine" was all he said.

a/n

another long chapter, i dunno it was just flowing, i'm tryna slow down the book a bit. and also not have so many arguments between the two of them eek i dunno, i need feedback yall.