APART (S.M)

part 30

molly pov

Shawn had just run off of the stage in Greece, he was ecstatic, his show went so well. His hair was drenched with seat and his white singlet was practically see through now but i didn't mind, he is gorgeous. And honestly right now, he looks so sexy. 

"i was thinking maybe we could go for after show drinks" Shawn says as he walks into his dressing room while he was drying his hair with a towel.

"i'd love to come but i wont drink" i said as i walked up behind him putting my arms around him from behind and giving him a hug. Shawn put his hand's on top of mine and gave them a little squeeze, then he turned around so he was facing me and placed his arms around my waist. 

"still feeling a little sick?" he pouted at me, but not as if he was making fun of me, i could tell he was genuinely concerned. I just nodded in response. "i think we should go see a doctor honey" he whispered sweetly at me as he grazed his hand over my cheek then kissed my forehead. 

He let go of me and walked towards his clothing rack to find an outfit for tonight, i went over to the black leather couch and sat down, my feet were killing me. 

"i think i'll be fine, probably just a bad case of food poisoning or something" i felt bad about lying to Shawn and not telling him what i really knew but now was not the right time to tell him. i need to figure out the perfect time to tell him. 

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We were currently at this really fancy restaurant but not for food, for drinking. i was just sipping on a coke no sugar as that is literally the only thing that was sitting in my stomach. this baby must be so picky because honestly everything i have eaten so far, they have hated. 

Everybody was really drunk and they looked as if they were having such a good time. it did make me feel a little bit fomo but it was nice seeing Shawn so happy and relaxed he deserved this more than anyone. he would constantly catch my eye from across the table to make sure i was okay and every time i would nod, even though i definitely feel nauseas there is no way i am ruining this night for Shawn, that would kill me, because i know that if i said anything he would make us go home. 

"hey molls, why arn't you drinking and joining in on the fun" Andrew yelled from down the end of the table which caused me to giggle as he was clearly so sloshed. 

"because she's preggo!!!" kels screamed at the top of her lungs before i could even say anything and oh my god i cant believe she just fucking said something. the whole table went quiet and i think i literally felt my heart drop out of my ass, i turned to face Shawn and he just had wide eyes and his mouth was ajar as if he was literally frozen. then all at once everyone started saying their what, whens and hows. 

I couldn't take it, this was not how i wanted Shawn to find out, and i also did not want everyone to know. I wanted to do this in my own time. i started balling my eyes out and instantly got up from the table and ran out of the restaurant and just my luck it was pouring with rain. The hotel was only a block away so i just decided to walk. 

As i was half way to the hotel i hear my name being shouted from behind me, at first i ignored it but then it kept going so i turned around. I saw Shawn running towards me in the pouring rain. i stopped walking. when he reached me he engulfed me in the biggest hug. then he leant back to face me whilst still holding me. 

"so is it true? the baby?" he asked while wiping wet hair off my face. 

"yes, i'm so sorry" i cried whilst he just stared at me processing his thoughts. 

"this definitely isn't the most perfect time" he laughed out of his nose, which caused me to frown, he then grabbed my chin with his face and titled it up "but i wouldn't want to be in this position with anybody else" he smiled at me which caused me to smile aswell.

"me neither" i leant up and kissed his lips soft and sweet. 

"i want to keep it, i know this is probably a rare thing with your condition and i want to be apart of it with you" he said with his forehead pressed to mine. 

"thank god, because i want us to do this together" i cried of joy now. 

"i love you molly" he whispered in the pouring rain. 

"i love you Shawn"