APART (S.M)

part 21

molly pov

it had been exactly 21 day's since i had met Austin, thing's were going great, but he wasn't Shawn. I felt bad that i was using Austin as a rebound, but he would never know that because no one knew Shawn and i were actually together. I cant believe i have also quite literally been counting the day's, i think i am going insane. Being around Shawn 24/7 hasn't been good for my moving on process, especially since Hailee and him have been all of each other, i think they actually may be dating now, for real. She's a nice girl, but for some reason i think she knew something used to go on between Shawn and i because she is constantly death staring me. 

We were currently in Spain for one of Shawn's shows but arrived a day early so we have a relax day where we can do whatever we want. I was wearing my hair tied up in a bun and had on a hot pink bikini and was laying on my stomach in a sun chair by the pool at the hotel.

"nice fucking neck tattoo" i heard a deep voice growl above me. Shawn. 

"what do you mean?" i question without rolling over to look at him. 

"you copied my neck tattoo, you physco" he wasn't joking when he called me that either, i could tell he genuinely thought i had copied him. when in reality i got it years ago. 

"i got this a year ago, it symbolises good zen going into my mind" i huffed in annoyance at the fact i felt like i had to explain myself "i got it when i was diagnosed with-" i stopped talking then rolled over and sat up "actually don't worry" i rolled my eye's at him then grabbed my stuff off the ground the started to walk off until i felt a hand wrap around my wrist. 

"diagnosed with what molly?" he asked in annoyance that i didn't just tell him because now he knows that i know that he still care's

"you already know" then i ripped my arm away from him and stormed off. 

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we were all sitting in a prepare for show meeting, it was about an hour long until i realised i was actually the only one left in the room, i must of got distracted awnsering emails.

Austin

can't wait to see u again x

i smiled at my phone as i read his text message, he was a sweet guy. he was also incredibly sexy.

"text from Austin?" i heard a female's voice from across the room which caused my to raise my head and realise hailee was sitting on the couch at the end of the room the whole time. i just nodded in response, which caused a blush to come across my face, maybe i am into Austin a lot more than i thought i was. 

"That's cute, does he actually know how old you are" she smirked at me, god this women. 

"yeah, i told him. it's not that big of a difference only 4 years" i smiled softly back at her to make her feel bad for trying to intimidate me.

"You know, Shawn told me something pretty interesting" she was still smirking at me. 

"oh yeah? what'd he say?" i questioned while still typing on my laptop to convince her i really wasn't that interested, even though i was.

"he said, that you are freakily obsessed with him, you tried to convince him to be with you and how Andrew tried to fire you about 3 weeks ago, i'm surprised you're still here" is she being fucking serious, i am literally going to kill that guy. 

"that is interesting, because i tried to quit 3 weeks ago. i guess he must of just heard the situation wrong" i smirked back at her, that shut her up. i grabbed my laptop and stormed out of the room, time to quite literally scream at Shawn. 

Molly to Shawn

meet me on the rooftop. now.

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"so i'm freakily obsessed with you?" i said calmly as Shawn approached me on the roof. "and i tried to convince you to be with me?" i cocked my eyebrow at him then crossed my arms over my chest while he stood there clearly embarrassed. 

"oh so you're at loss for word's now?" he went to go open his mouth but i cut him off "because if i remember correctly, i left you first" i smirked at him again, i know i had gotten to him. 

he tried to regain his confidence "only because i said i didn't want to go public with you" he scoffed as if he had gotten to me. "i know you, you are obsessed with me" he rolled his eyes, what a fucking douchebag

"don't think i'm afraid to show everyone the picture's of us and the text's of you begging for me to come back" his eyes dropped, his face went pale and his mouth went ajar, he knew there was nothing else he could say to hurt me or get me back because i was winning this race and there was nothing he could do about it. i scoffed at him to let him know how pathetic he is. then i started to walk off, but decided to get one last thing in, so i turned around to face him again. 

"oh and Shawn?" he turned around facing me "i know you are only with hailee to try get a reaction out of me" he rolled his eyes but i knew i was right, i carried on "but with what you have just done and said, you will never have a chance with me again" i looked him dead in the eye's and i saw one tear trickle down his cheek. i feel sad that i hurt him but he is hurting me, i cant crawl back to him. not when i have been so strong. 

a/n

hey guys. i am sorry for not updating i'm on holiday right now but also in a massive writers block. if anybody has any ideas i would love to hear them. also, thank you

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