APART (S.M)

part 24

molly pov

i woke up wrapped in Shawn's arms. to say i had missed this was an understatement but also to say i was going to let him back in this easy is was wrong. i wanted to i really did, but my respect for myself was greater than that. i looked over to Shawn who was still fast asleep, his tired little snores and his curly brown hair over his face was something i wanted to wake up to every morning, and i still do unfortunately. last night was horrific, and i dont ever want to speak about it again, i just want to move past it, what austin did to me was appalling but i don't want to start a lawsuit or any drama so the best idea is just to leave everything alone. 

my phone started to ring. which woke up Shawn. 

"who is it?" he groaned into the side of my neck, i rolled back over to check the caller id. 

"it's Sam" i whispered. his eye's shot open and now he was more awake than ever. 

Of course i awnsered the call. 

"hey you" i smiled lightly as the words slipped off my tongue. Shawn mouthed at me to turn it on speaker so i did. 

"morning beautiful, did i wake you?" sam giggled, Shawn however rolled his eyes. 

"no it's okay, what's up?" i playfully nudged Shawn on the shoulder to let him know he is being ridiculous. 

"i just wanted to call to check up, i haven't talked to you in forever. when are you coming home?"

i leant back into the bed as i thought about my awnser. sam is overprotective, he would hate if i said i'm currently sitting in bed with Shawn. 

"my contract states i have to stay for another 4 months, so i got leave with uni so i'm just kinda chilling right now." 

"oh damn okay" he whispered. then there was an awkward 10 second silence which caused Shawn to have an annoyed look on his face which was him wondering why i was just sitting silently on a call to sam. 

"i know this isn't great timing, but i don't think id have the balls to do this in person" he paused, my eye's shot up to Shawn who had walked back into the room, with an eager expression on his face

"i love you molly, please be with me, officially" i swear my eyes nearly fell out of my head, Shawn however laughed/snorted abruptly through his nose which i know sam could hear.

"what was that?" sam asked. 

"oh sorry, the TV. is this why you have been acting so weird, with parker and stuff" i mumbled

"yeah, so yes or no" god i felt the pressure, i loved sam and didn't want to lose him but at the same time i had Shawn standing in front of me who i clearly am also in love with. i panicked so all i could think about doing was hanging up the phone. 

"did you just hang up on the poor guy?" Shawn was bursting out with laughter losing his breath as he tried to laugh and talk at the same time. god he was gorgeous. 

"i uh- didn't know what to say" i cracked a smile and shrugged my shoulders back at Shawn as i sat cross legged on the bed, he walked over to the dresser and started getting changed.

"hmm, how about no" he smirked at me then winked. 

"i don't wanna be with him, but he is my best friend, i don't want to lose him" we both rolled our eyes at the same time, which only made us both giggle. 

"well what about me?" Shawn asked again with a smirk on his gorgeous face, i got out of the bed and opened the door for him and started ushering him out, as he walked out of the door he turned back to me. 

"is that even a question?" i stated then smirked at him. 

a/n

sorry for the really shitty chapter and also for not updating, not only am i in a writers block, i have zero motivation and am currently very very sick. i promise ill get back into it soon, i probably just have to start feeling better again. thank you to 

wnderflies for voting so much, i really appreciate it x