APART (S.M)

part 16

molly pov

"Shawn you are so funny" the short brunette girl giggle's and playfully hit's Shawn's shoulder, which Shawn then returned a slight laugh. 

Ugh this Hailee girl i swear i don't know how much longer i can deal with this and she has only been here for 3 day's. Ever since the night in Shawn's hotel room we have been good, i sneak into his room at night and we don't really talk we just hold each other. Honestly i think that is just what we need right now, time to adjust and forgive, we have both hurt each other with our stupid action's and i think we are both just scared to lose each other again that we don't want to let go, and it's lovely. We steal glances from each other throughout the day, soft smile's and smirks. whenever people arn't looking Shawn wIll brush his hand on the small of my back or squeeze my thigh with his hand. But because people don't know about us Hailee is trying to ignite something between her and Shawn behind clothes doors, and it isn't like he can shut it down either. so he will make up stupid excuses or awkwardly try shift away from her but she just wont give up and honestly it is sickening to watch, not only do i have to deal with Shawn holding hands and kissing her in public but now i have to watch her try do it in private as well. 

"Molly, are you listening" Andrew snap's his fingers in front of me to gain my attention back. i didn't realise i had zoned out and was practically death staring hailey for about 3 minutes. i nodded my head then looked back at Andrew, god that was embarrassing.

After about 10 minutes the meeting was over and everybody had left the room, but i stayed on the couch and started looking at email's i had missed the night before, because i was too excited to get to Shawn's room.  i feel someone come up behind me and put their hands on my shoulders and their head down to my ear, i know who it is. 

"jealous baby?" Shawn whispered and i can practically feel the smirk on his face, i turned around to look at him and raised my eyebrow at him.

"obviously" i have to be honest, a part of Shawn and i's discussion about trying again was that we would have no lie's, so i guess this counts. he pout's at me then come's around and sit's on the couch and place's my leg's on top of his knees so i'm stretched out over the couch. what if someone see's us?

"everybody went out for lunch" god he can read my mind. "i wouldn't be happy seeing you do that with a guy either bub, but i promise-" i cut him off. 

"i trust you, i promise" i remove my leg's off him then crawl over to his end of the couch then place a kiss on his cheek, he blushes which is so incredibly cute that i can do that to him, i then turn away from him and lie on my back so now my head is resting on his leg's he smiles down at me and starts running his fingers through my hair. i close my eye's and enjoy it while it last's. 

"bub?" Shawn whispers, and i hum back so he know's i'm listening but i keep my eye's closed "i told Andrew about us" he said really fast, almost so i wouldn't understand him but i did, as clear as day. i shot up so quickly and turned to face him. 

"w-what did he say?" he giggled at my scared facial feature's, he think's this is funny? i am about to kick his ass. we were supposed to keep this a secret. 

"he asked why you were staring at me for so long in the meeting" he then smirked and winked so i hit his chest playfully "so i said we were seeing each other and we are really happy" i couldn't help but smile sweetly at him, i am so in awe of this boy and honestly i was over the moon that he had finally told someone about me. 

"so what now then?" i grabbed the strings on his hoodie and started pulling at them and fidgeting with them. 

"he said that we have to keep it really low key, because if the wrong person find's out then it will ruin the contract with hailee" he rolled his eye's. he had told me multiple times within the past few days that he didn't care about the money he was getting from it anymore, he felt like he was cheating on me and he said it made him feel like an awful person, most night's are me convincing him that i'm okay with it and understand. but i know, he know's that it hurt's me. i sigh at what he said about the contract. 

"i get it bub, but at least we can be ourselves around the team" i gave him a sympathetic smile while shrugging my shoulder's, he held my face with both of his hand's and gave me a kiss, a reassuring kiss that everything was going to be alright. 

"everyone but hailee, Andrew dosent want her to end the contract" i mentally groaned at this comment, i couldn't rub my relationship all in her face and it infuriated me, Shawn must know exactly what i'm think because he starts laughing, i tell him to shut up then hit him playfully. 

"i was going to ask you to be my girlfriend, but i decided against it" Shawn randomly said, that made my heart sink. we just had a really good conversation then he has to go and say that, we had been so good the past few day's, god this boy is stupid. 

"sorry why?" i asked with a bit to much attitude, Shawn laughed. why is this man laughing, but god his smile is so gorgeous. molly stop. 

"because i didn't want to ask you, i wanted to tell you" he raised his eyebrow at me, then smirked playfully. i caught on to what he was saying and my whole mood changed. 

"so what does that mean then huh?" i decided to play dumb

"i think... it mean's you're my girlfriend now babe" Shawn said with the stupid goofy grin that i love so much. 

a/n

happy filler chapter for you all