APART (S.M)

part 29

Molly pov

"I'm thinking about growing my hair out again, what do you think?" Shawn asked from the bathroom while i sat on the couch in the hotel room. 

"Yeah sure" i replied with while looking at my phone as i was trying to cancel my flights back to New Zealand. Shawn walked out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist and no shirt on. also may i add, wet hair. 

"how many times do i have to apologies about last night?" he was trying not to sound annoyed and angry but it was seething through his voice. Shawn had been on my back with sorry's after last night and i appreciated it at first but now it is just getting annoying and i have forgiven him anyway. I stood up and put my phone down on the table. 

"you don't have to apologies anymore, i want to just forget about it and move on" i accidentally raised my voice and i think me standing up so fast caused me to gain a bit of dizziness as i quickly had to sit back down. 

"okay you're right, are you okay bub?" Shawn said while rushing over to me. 

"yeah i-" and then i was cut off by vomit flying out of my mouth. "oh my god" then i quickly stood up and ran to the bathroom and threw up all in the bathroom. 

"wow you really drank a lot last night missy" Shawn said as he walked into the bathroom grabbed my hair and started rubbing my back for comfort. i collapsed next to the toilet with watery eyes and that toxic burning feeling in my throat. god i am never drinking again, as everyone says during a hangover. 

"you know babe, i think growing you hair out is a good idea" i whispered while trying to swallow really hard to fix my dry throat. 

"really? you think?" Shawn whispered back while laughing as he rubbed my leg with his hand. 

"yeah, it'll look sexy" i winked at him while slumping further back onto the wall as i started to get dizzy again. 

"i'd kiss you right now but i think i'll wait till you brush your teeth" he smirked at me which made me giggle. 

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few days later..

"i don't know kels, i have just been feeling so sick recently, at first i thought it was a hangover but it's still going" kels, Shawn's hairdresser and i are currently out for coffee in Greece. I'v really grown to trust her and she is the friend i need on a trip like this. 

"i'v also been gaining weight, i thought it was the carbs from Italy but it just keeps adding, for like 2 months now" i took a sip of my herbal tea then looked back up at kels who looked as though she was contemplating what to say. 

"i know your situation but maybe you are actually pregnant?" she whispered as she knew people around us may know i'm dating Shawn.

"that is literally impossible kels" i scoffed while rolling my eyes

"wouldn't hurt to just check babes" she winked. she has a point, at least this way i can properly check it off the list and maybe go to a doctor. 

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"okay so now we just wait?" i turned to kels while we both stood next to the bathroom sink after i grossly peed all over my hand while trying to pee on the stick. 

"only 60 more seconds honey" she whispered while rubbing my back to show support.

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"how is this real?" i whispered with my eyes wide open. 

"oh my molly, you're pregnant" she grinned from ear to ear, while grabbing my hands in excitement. 

"i don't know wether to be happy or scared" i'm still whispering out of shock "like i'm 19 am i too young for a kid? but then i may never be able to get pregnant again" 

"whatever you decide to do i am here for you, but you do have to tell Shawn before you do anything"

fuck Shawn.