APART (S.M)

part 31

molly pov

"god last night was insane, i am crazy hungover" Shawn groaned as he rolled onto his back and rubbed his face with his hands then put them through his hair as he then stretched out his legs under the blankets of the hotel bed. i hummed with agreement and then rolled over onto my other side facing Shawn then put my head on his chest and cuddled into him. 

"yeah everybody looked as though they had a good time" i whispered as i was still waking up, then i started drawing patterns on his chest with my finger. 

"yeah such a shame i literally can not remember a single thing" Shawn laughed to himself. whereas i didn't find that comment so funny. i snapped my head up to him and he looked down at me confused and asked me what was wrong as he tucked a piece of hair behind my ear. 

"you seriously don't remember a single thing? like at all?" i asked him. 

"nope, i remember Andrew ordering a third round of shots and that was it" he giggled again. crap, the pregnancy announcement was around the 6th round of shot's so that means that he dosent remember the conversation in the rain where he said he was okay with it. fuck. Now i have to tell him all over again, and his reaction to the news sober is probably going to be very different to what it was drunk. 

"you must of had a lot of fun then" i awkwardly laughed. I am not telling him right in this very moment. 

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currently we are in the hotel restaurant having brunch with the whole team. No one has said anything to me about last night so i think everything is okay. I see Shawn walking up to me with a second plate, god he's so cute.   

"hey you" he whispered and then leant down and kissed the side of my head. 

"hey bubba" i whispered back as he placed the plates down then took the seat next to me. 

"why does everyone keep coming up to me and saying congratulations?" Shawn asked. Okay shoot, so not everyone was as drunk as Shawn last night. 

"oh weird, i dunno" i shrugged "maybe just on your show last night" then leaned over and kissed him on the cheek. he just nodded with agreement then turned back to his food. kelsey came and sit across from us at the table, we both said good morning to her. 

"so Shawn, congratulations" kelsey said and then winked at Shawn, Shawn chuckled. 

"on the show?" Shawn asked kelsey and then laughed a little again. oh god i can feel my soul come out of my body, fuck kelsey is going to drop the news again. i try to open my mouth but nothing is coming out. 

"no silly, on the baby" she grinned with delight then moved her eyes towards me to indicate that she was talking about me, i knew she wasn't trying to be mean or try to ruin my secret she genuinely thought he knew. Shawn dropped his fork. 

"oh my god, it's all coming back to me now" he whispered. and i just shrugged my shoulders. 

"oh no, he forgot?" kelsey asked me in front of Shawn as if he wasn't here. and i just gave her the look that said, are you serious? i still couldn't manage any words out. i was literally frozen. 

"well are you going to say something" Shawn said as he nudged my shoulder. that snapped me out and i finally had the courage to speak. 

"what am i supposed to say? i told you last night and you forgot how is that my fault" i was getting defensive, maybe it was my hormones going crazy or maybe it was the fact that i was pissed off that Shawn was angry at me. 

"i don't know" he shrugged "maybe remind me, when we were talking this morning" 

"okay well you have been reminded now" i shrugged back but making it over exaggerated so he knew i was mimicking him. "so do you want to keep it or not?"  his face went pale with shock. 

"what the fuck molly, you can't just ask me that when iv known sober for literally 2 seconds" his face was now red with anger. and now i was getting even more angry. 

"well, last night you said you wanted to keep it so if you feel differently now, tell me" he grunted at him. kelsey looked awkward and she knew she wasn't welcome in the conversation so she got up and left even though she should of left a bit earlier. 

"i don't know molly, let me think about it" 

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a/n

sorry for short chapter, just getting back into a slump, i dunno if im making the book go to fast or not. lemme know