Molly meet's pop sensation Shawn Mendes on the night of his 24th birthday, which is the same night she happened to get stood up. They get along, but then Shawn find's out she's a lot younger than he thought.
"So Shawn Mendes, you were spotted recently with a mysterious girl at the airport, but then spotted with Camila? no more mystery girl?" the interviewer giggled, clearly in awe of the man in front of her, i get it, i was too. "some people you let into your lives are just pathetic. but i do have to thank her for teaching me on what not to like in a girl" he awkwardly laughs while basically eye fucking the young interviewer.
is he fucking serious? me, pathetic? what on earth would make him say that, this is not who Shawn is, i never in a million years would think he would behave this way. at least this helps the moving on process.
"well, ladies you heard it here first, Mendes is single" she giggles while looking devilishly into his eyes, she know's what he's doing and it is easy to see that Shawn is catching on, and loving every minute of it.
Molly
thanks for the video, def needed to see that
Lucy
girl, i needed to show you that so you know the kind of person he is. stop sticking up for him, none of this was your fault
Lucy
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i clicked on the photo Lucy texted me only to see, the interviewer from the video, leaving Shawn's LA apartment at 6am this morning. God does he not know that i will see these things, surely he wouldn't be doing this on purpose. no molly stop, stop defending him. Just after everything we did over those past 4 weeks i cant forget, and i just cant stop thinking that this is how Shawn would behave if he wasn't angry himself. does he think i did something wrong to him? he must do, otherwise i just don't understand. I don't know what to do anymore.
It has been like this for 3 weeks, the constant models leaving his apartment, the interviews where he makes snarky comments about me. If he is trying to hurt me, i have to do it back it is only fair right? i can be a bitch if i am forced to be one, and honestly it feel's like he is backing me into a corner and he is asking for it. I have to show him what he is missing.
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I walked out of the uni lecture absolutely exhausted. being away for so long, getting out of a routine has not paid off because i could basically keep my eyes open for the 2 hour long lecture about communications. The lecturer also told us about how she is going to give us 2 month abroad leave if we can find an oversea's internship that has to do with communication's and she is going to contact our other classes so they know why we wont be attending class in person. I am thinking maybe somewhere warm, like Greece or Bali for an internship. All i know for sure is i have to get away, i cant stop mopping around over Shawn.
as i was sitting on the bus i realised i still hadn't removed Shawn from my instagram, i clicked on his profile, and he still follows me as well, he must not have realised. Stage 1 of hurting the Shawn Mendes, commences. I went to my camera roll, to find a photo of me and my best friend Sam, sam and i have been friend's for year's since the beginning of high school. we have purely just friends. but whenever i have needed some one to help me make someone else jealous, he is always there, and i do the same for him. It is like a fun little game, i was smirking to myself until i found the absolute perfect photo to post on my instagram. Sam and i have kissed, purely for photos and because we were drunk. we love each other. but the kisses are nothing more than for fun. i used to like him, but i realised id rather keep him in my life as a friend, than lose him over a break up.
MollyParker
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MollyParker: Toronto would of been better with you, i missed you @SamLevi.
comments...
@SamLevi- i love you beautiful. missed u x
@LucyAdams- missed u two together
@ParkerCross- Sam was a mess without u dork
Thank god all of my friend's went along with it, including parker sam's best friend, he knows how we work. i didn't even need to tell them to do anything. god they are amazing, and this for sure is going to get under Shawn's skin. the comments and the caption make it sound like we had been together the whole time, which i know looks bad but is absolutely perfect.
Sam
hello u dork, tryna make someone jealous? need me to post anything?
god he is the best!
Molly
Yes please, u hero!! make sure you acc is public so he can see. i'll explain everything tonight.
Within 5 minutes, sam had posted. And god, his was even better than mine.
SamLevi
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SamLevi: Don't leave again.
comments...
@MollyParker: I love you sam.
@ParkerCross: she wouldn't stop texting me, saying how much she missed you the whole time she was away
@LucyAdams: god get married already, it's been a year!
God!! my friends are absolute gems, and parker what a god send. I can not wait to see sam tonight to explain to him the whole situation. he is going to love this.
Shawn Pov
the chick i was with last night just left, i am only in this for the sex, and i have to close my eyes because all i can think about is Molly. I dont talk or cuddle with them after, they fall asleep and leave in the morning, if it were upto me they would leave straight after. but i am not that much of a dick.
I am lying in bed later than usual because i only have an event that is on tonight. so i have most of the day to myself. As i am scrolling through instagram i notice that Molly has posted, i'm surprised she didn't block me, i should of thought to message her on here. ill do that after i see what she has posted.
as i click on her profile, i see it is a photo of her and some guy, with the guy kissing her cheek. i dunno he could just be a close friend. what the fuck is her caption, Toronto would of been better with him? oh shut up molly, as if. he commented i love you, i dunno still could just be friends. i have to see who this random guy is. so of course i clicked on his profile and he has recently posted as well. a photo of him and her looking at each other like they are in love, god she is beautiful, but that is the way she looked at me, and now she is looking at him like that. I'm still not sure maybe they were friend's and then they started dating when she got back, which honestly still isn't good and i feel slightly jealous. she is mine. i decide to click on his comments.
i read over parker cross' comment. is he fucking kidding, while she was here? with me? in my fucking bed? having sex with me? she was fucking texting this guy about this sam kid? who the fuck is she? holy shit molly, you are not who i thought you were. i see another comment from this girl called Lucy. holy shit, she has been with this guy for a year, and he knew she came here. she probably just did it just so she could go back and talk shit about me and my insecurities, this was real to me, obviously not to her. Molly, you're hurting me badly love, i am going to make you hurt.
