APART (S.M)

part 10

Time skip..

Molly Pov

shawn

Did u land? u ok?

Molly

just landed, have a good tour x

standing at the front door of my flat i knew i would be bombarded about how the trip was, so i was mentally preparing myself. i don't really know where Shawn and i left off. all i know is that we are basically dating just without the label and without the whole world knowing. and honestly, i'm ok with that. the last few weeks with Shawn were pure bliss, he spoilt me rotten. I am most certainly going to miss him, him as a person but also the really hot sex and his really hot fucking body. when he dropped me off at the airport he made me a promise.

"Molly, i promise you that when i am back, we will make this work." he had doe eyes, and grabbed my small hand that was sitting on my lap, bought it up to his mouth and kissed it. 

"are you sure? don't make promises you cant keep Shawn" i rolled my eye's and giggled slightly at him being so over dramatic, but at the same time it had truth behind it. i don't want to get my hopes up and he isn't helping with that. 

"baby.." he grabbed my jaw with his hand and turned my face to him "I want you, that is something you can trust" 

I smiled lightly to myself thinking about that memory of almost 12 hours ago. I am going to hold him to it, when i trust, i trust hard. if it is broken, there is no going back. i never told him that, but why do i need to, i feel like he is being 100% with me. I pulled my keys out and opened the door, i dropped my suitcase near my bedroom door then kept walking towards the living room. as i walked in it was not what i was expecting, they were all sat on the couch and when they realised i was in the room they all looked at me with sympathy in their eyes. what is going on? 

Lucy walked up and hugged me. "oh molls, i am so sorry" followed by all the rest of the girls doing the same. i took a step back to sort of take in this weird situation. 

"what do you mean?" i awkwardly laughed, while i crossed my arms on my chest and started rocking back and forth on my heels. it's a thing i do when i start to feel uncomfortable in certain environments, this was now one of them. 

"you haven't seen? oh girlfriend.." Lucy quivers, as she grabbed my arm and pulled me down to the couch.... what the fuck?!

Shawn Pov

Molly

*image attached* - not even 12 hours i'v been gone. Thank's for the trip. please never contact me again. 

FUCK, i seriously can not believe she found out. and so fast? it looks so fucking bad, walking into my apartment with Camila holding hand's. but it wasn't like that at all. i texted her just as i had dropped off  molls letting her know that i was happy about her new relationship and that if she ever needed any support that i am here for her. Camila making her newest relationship so public has been hard for me and i have had to keep it under control in front of molly because i knew she would take it the wrong way and get upset. i just had to see Camila as soon as i could, just to talk that was literally it, nothing happened. Camila was a big part of my life and if molly expects me to disregard that, then that is something we will have to talk about. i need to text molly and explain. 

Shawn

It's not what it looks like, let me explain x  *message not delivered*

She fucking blocked me? already? what the actual fuck? okay now i am fucked off, i wouldn't say i have anger issues but my anger does get the best of me. i walked over to the flowers molly had bought that were in a vase and knocked them onto the floor causing the glass to smash everywhere. 

"FUCK" i screamed, at the top of my lungs, as i put my fingers in my hair then pulled at my curl's. definitely causing a scene but who cares. If this is how molly want's to play the fucking game, i will play her fucking game. she is so overdramatic and insecure, how could she. she is such a child. I wanted molly, i want molly. but this is ridiculous, i know what you are thinking Shawn you were playing her, but i wasn't, i just needed time to figure it all out. i was going to tell people about us eventually, just maybe not for the next few years. i don't know why she is acting like the victim when she is clearly being over dramatic, it is insane. 

She wants to act like children? fine let's act like children. 

a/n

sorry for not updating. iv been super stressed with uni. and not going to lie kind of lost the flow, i don't really like writing "filler" chapters as some may call it as i think it is a waste of time and people just want to read the important dramatic stuff. i dunno maybe that is just me, lemme know.