(Wills POV)
it feels like we've been driving four days at this point. That sinking feeling is still i my stomach i get it every time he is near every time Mike is here. When Will he realise I know Johnathan has and I'm pretty sure that Max is a bit suspicious at this point when because we were back in Hawkins I think she was about to ask me but then Lucas came in and told her to help her go pack. Suddenly I'm back, I'm back in the upside down the dark red sky, the vines on the floor I know this is just a flashback they have been happening more and more frequently lately but it still feels the same as all those years ago the cold that feels like no mater how many layers you are wearing it won't help it goes all the way to the bones. I'm snapped back to reality with a touch from Mike on my shoulder.
"Are you okay Will?" He says in a scared tone.
"I- I'm fine."
My stomach feels like it's on a roller coaster spinning in circles it happens every time he touches me I don't think he realises what he does to me.
(Mikes POV)
Flashback to the beginning of the chapter
The grounds around here are so boring, so dry, so... dead. I look over my shoulder to look at Will what is wrong with him he looks sick.
"Will? Will? Are you okay?" As soon as I touch his shoulder he snaps back at replys
"I- I'm okay"
He's not i don't believe him what if he's seeing things again from the upside down. Mt thoughts start to race and i end up thinking about that night when we found El in the woods and how I instantly fell for her but then I can't help thinking, do I still like her like that? I don't think I can answer that question I mean I still like her but I don't get that feeling when I'm around her, I don't get that feeling when I kiss her. What if I dont like like her anymore then my mind snaps back to will and my stomach does a little happy dance. No, no, no mike stop thinking like that you can't like will 1. He's your best friend and you don't want to mess that up 2. He's a boy you aren't supposed to like boys. But I get that feeling when I'm around him that feeling I used to get when I was around El. I- I think I might like Will.
Shit. What would my dad think he'd probably kick me out of the house or maybe even worse I'd be the outcast of the school i mean not that I'm not anyway but even in middle school Will got teased and he isn't even gay I don't think. I mean he would've told me if he was I'm his best friend I think. He would've told me, right?
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Sorry for the short chapter but I'm starting to get more into the Byler bit now.
I think chapters 4 and 5 are switched around so just be mindful of that
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When will you realise (byler)
FanfictionThis is set just after (and in) season 4 but feel free to skip season 4 because it's not very good
