When will you realise (byler)

Chapter 15

(Wills POV)

I should've planned what i was going to say before this oh god i can see Lucas telling Mike that it's his turn so that means i might have 40 seconds tops to figure out what i'm going to say i want to mention something about the swings and maybe about when he stayed with me when i was getting possessed by the mind flayer but ten i also want to mention something about last year and just how horrible i felt because i don't think he totally got it because of everything that was happening.

"Hey Will." Mike says once again interrupting my thoughts.

"Hi Mike sit down."

"Thanks Will."

"Okay i wanted to thank you for coming up to me on the swings on the first day of kindergarten and also for staying with me when i was possessed by the mind flayer when nobody else did."

"It was no problem Will you are and always will be my best friend but i did want to ask you what you saw in your vision because it seemed to mess you up a lot."

Why did he have to ask me that i can't tell him he would hate me for my last few hours left alive.

"I c-can't Mike you would hate me." I say as tears start to well up in my eyes.

"Nothing could make me hate you Will."

"This could, and it will."

"Don't be silly Will i have been through everything with you nothing could make me hate you okay?!?."

"NO, YOU HAVEN'T!"

"I haven't what?"

"YOU HAVEN'T BEEN THROUGH EVERYTHING WITH ME."

"Well yeah you moved i was there for everything when you were in Hawkins."

"Really then tell me who i like?"

"Well i couldn't know because isn't it some girl from your new school?"

"God you really are an idiot Michael."

"What do you mean?"

"I've already told you Mike i'm gay!" Sometimes his pure stupidness really does blow me away. "So now that you have been reminded tell me who i like."

"I don't know."

"See you haven't been through everything with me! YOU CAN'T EVEN TELL ME WHO I LIKE!"

"Well how am i supposed to know if you haven't told me!"

"COMMON SCENE MICHAEL! IT'S YOU MICHAEL I LIKE YOU AND I HAVE FOR A LONG TIME! BUT I WILL KEEP PRETENDING LIKE MY FEELINGS FOR YOU DON'T EXIST IF IT MEANS THAT WE EVEN HAVE I CHANCE OF BEING FRIENDS!" I stop talking and look at the shocked expression on Mike's face. "I'm sorry i didn't mean to yell." I say as i stand up from the couch and run out the front door slamming it behind me.

I can hear Mike screaming my name as i walk out the door how could i be so stupid why did i tell him that but more importantly where will i stay because i can't stay there i could really use i forest right now like back in Hawkins and i could also use castle Byers again so i would have somewhere to stay.

(Mikes POV back to when Will told him that he likes him)

"COMMON SCENE MICHAEL! IT'S YOU MICHAEL I LIKE YOU AND I HAVE FOR A LONG TIME! BUT I WILL KEEP PRETENDING LIKE MY FEELINGS FOR YOU DON'T EXIST IF IT MEANS THAT WE EVEN HAVE I CHANCE OF BEING FRIENDS!"

 I can tell he's mad but i just don't know what to say or react knowing that my crush likes me back the boy i think i may have liked for years at this point but i just didn't want to admit it mainly because of how my father would react, when we were maybe about 6 or 7 we used to hold hands all the time and i would always get a funny feeling in my stomach. Then when we were about 7 again we were talking about marriage during recces and then people were talking about how you have to marry one of your friends. When i got home that day during dinner mom asked me about school and i made the mistake of saying that i was going to marry Will, my dad got so mad that i thought he was going to burst he face turned bright red and he sent me to my room for a whole hour or two all i could hear was my dad yelling not necessarily at my mom more at nothing just enough so i could hear from my room.

"I'm sorry i didn't mean to yell." Will says as he gets up from the couch and runs out the front door slamming it behind him.

"Will? Will?! WILL?!" I scream after him and run outside to try to catch up to him but it's too late he's already out of sight.

"God he's a fast runner." i mutter to myself.

"Who's a fast runner?" Lucas asks.

"Will, he just went outside and now i can't see him."

"Well what happend? what did he say?"

"He told me he liked me and then he ran outside."

"Well we have to go find him if he is going to die he can't die alone, WE HAVE TO FIND HIM!" Dustin says as he runs outside and we follow him.

"Where could he have gone there's no woods to run to like there is in Hawkins."

i need to find him is there anyone or anything he's told me about Lenora? I don't think there is come to think of it i don't think he told me anything about school or if he has any new friends. We are screwed.

"I think he mentioned something about a girl named Shawnee in his class that he talks to sometimes but then something happend and they don't talk as much anymore and i think she lives around here." Dustin says.

"So all we have to do is knock on every door in the neighborhood until we find her." I say

"Exactly." Dustin says.

well this is going to take a while but i guess it's the best option we have to find Will i hope we find him.

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