The Monster Within Us

Chapter 92: The tests of sanity, blood and hunger

After me eating a few humans I went back home and start to train myself and give myself challenges. There is one thing I need to learn and that is my sanity. I feel like I haven't fully control my sanity yet. Worse thing I can find is me losing control over myself during school. I was training a few things: Magic, fighting, close combat, and my vampire abilities. I was somehow able to master them a few days later.

During college, it was the same as always, I did not go for friends this time so I immediately was given the title of a outcast, someone who doesn't talk to anybody or at all. A new title to my name means new insults being thrown at me...great. It is already annoying enough as it is. Swimming class was very different since I killed Professor X. The teacher was much more worse then X and the class is much more brutal. There was times a few students almost drowned and was given detention for failing class. The professor was really trying to ruin the class not just for me, but might also make the students dead. Not everybody is a good swimmer, let alone people who can actually stay in water for that long. The assignments itself has been the same before Professor X revealed herself, swimming and tests. That's it.

When class was over, I wanted to do a few things to test my sanity and hunger. So, I decided to grab some ropes from my room when entering the house and kidnap actual humans that isn't drunk and people who are innocent or people who are shady. Depends on what they do, and if they allow me to fully finish the test, they won't die. It's a life or death sentence for them.

I waited for a few hours, it was 11 PM when they woke up. I put them both in areas far away from each other but not in completely different areas. I put signs for both of them next to each other. One of them has the sign of a knife on it, that shows I have to control my sanity. Another sign has a blood drop on it, that shows I need to control my hunger. During the sanity test, I force myself to not drink blood or eat anybody, so it will show how well I can really do on these tests.

The first test was sanity. My vision was getting red slowly and the person was starting to turn to pitch black in my eyes. My mind was racing at me, commanding me to kill them. I was keeping my cool until my sanity was trying to take over me. I was groaning and slowly screaming. The person in the test was terrified about what is going with me. Finally my vision was going back to normal, but the person was still pitch black. My mind was still telling me to kill them. And then, the person was no longer pitch black and I can no longer hear the voices in my mind. My head was still twitching, but I was able to fully control myself.

Before I release the guy, I asked him what are my eye color, it was bright red. I then turned my vampire side and tried using a power to get rid of the memory of what I just did, and told him to leave. It was kinda like me telling him what to do and it worked. Then I walk over to the next test. During the walk, my hunger was getting in the way. Finally when I made it there, my hunger is at the bottom of the breaking point.

I was staring at them, with my cold bright red eyes. Waiting till the hunger sets in and wait till my hunger literally cannot control me. Even after all of that, I still waited. Finally, I managed to overcome it and fully was able to control it, just by looking at the victim alone. My vision was normal but from the sanity test, my eyes never changed to red and pitch black. I was able to see the guy clearly well and trees all around us. Once I was done with the test, I released him and told him to never speak of it again and he did just that.

I finally head back home after what I just done, and was proud of it myself.