Ok so its been a while again since ive written an entry here and thats because there hasnt been much going on really. Ive been painting and sketching alot these past 2 days but thats probably because i felt art deprived. I also made art using AI called midjourney on discord and made some really cool shit, especially reference photos.
Anywho, that was fun. Moving on i finally finished my english course at school, now im just waiting for my teacher to give me the green light to grab the next course but i cannot decide whether to get psychology first or history first.. guess itll have to be an impulse decision. Maths however still has me by the balls (its a figure of speech dumbass) and i thank thor made it to chapter 10! only 6 more to fucking go.
I have been watching alot of this new show i found on youtube called Helluva boss. its amazing, life changing and im addicted to it. idk even how to describe it, its almost like ive found my people?? like the language the behaviour the freedom and absolute shitshow of the environment is like a huge welcome cue to me. The dark comedy is chef's kiss. Then i wanted a similar show so of course the algorithm hacked in to my mic heard me and the next day recommended me harley quinn on yt. made me see the whole season 1 ep one and got me hooked. now im set to watch season three. also gotta say chef's kiss as well.
other than that i dont really have much else to report on. ive been going on my night walks again, tryna be consistent and shit. Pod and i are talking a bit less than we usually do but I get that we all need some space from time to time. May's first year of college has ended and she is ecstatic, i was supposed to cal her yesterday but the god damn net ran out so boo fucking hoo. Guess ill wait 2 more days.
Also i have been watching some yt vloggers who just make random ass vides that are just like a peek in thier lives and psyches and it makes me wanna have a yt channel which is ironic because i hate putting myself on camera cuz i dont have a good camera i mean for fucks sake i dont even have a fucking phone but oh well. its also ironic because i couldve done yt while ago but ive always hated the idea of such a slow increase and i hate turtles pace n shit so it never felt like the thing for me. Still doesnt tbh but eh. So bottom line ill stick to watching only on yt.7
That reminds me last night i finally watched house of the dragon and why i watched it this late was because initially i was worried that it was gonna be a black hole that sucks me in like GOT did and than fucks with me at the end of the last season. Basically i had PTSD from GOt but i ended up cavin with my net down and having shit to do. And it was actually really good, im just gonna put it out there, i dont trust the broad with the brown hair, the white haired bitch who didnt get to be queen and the white haired man-slut. But im so happy for the princess to be named heir! And the backtrack of the GOT plot as being a dream aka prediction of Aegon Targaryen was neat.
MY households shit is at a low a the moment, nothing record breaking but still low. Also side not im having alot of fornicating dreams these days, idk whether that's the influence of the shows im watching or the depraved fantasies ive buried coming to the surface. either way they're increasingly fun dreams.
So yea that's pretty much it, i am in a bit of a limbo at the moment, though i dont know with what. My head is clouded these days, im not as productive as id like. mostly just wasting my time and i hate time wasted and if it happens i go to bed feeling like shit as if i haven't accomplished anything for the day so eh.
At any rate the end of the month is approaching and new month means SHOPPING! Art supplies here i come! Is it a coping mechanism? Yes. Do i care? No.
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