since i've come to canada a lot has happened. and i don't just mean in terms of movement or my birthday. oh no no no. where would be the fun in that for whoever had the remote to my channel? nope. moving and starting my new life peacefully was never an option. and so ladies and gentlemen i give you, social dramas!!! starring yours truly, A! guest stars include the old favourite... pod!! and a new addition to the show! i present to you... cam!
during the 2nd week of my moving here something weird began to happen. pod called most every night. he had a break from uni so finally could call more often. and now that our time zones are far apart his morning was my night, we still made it work. but it wasnt your regular calls. we played games, had phone sex, talked about our dreams, and at once i think i feel asleep on call. ok ok, im not one to drop a bomb and ignore it. i may have been a little horny those days and proceeded to seduce him somewhat. . hey dont come at me, we did it all strictly as friends! he knows im a fantasy he can never have and thats not gonna change. anywho so after those few days of constant calls there has been quite a change in his behaviour, he no longer is jokingly mean. doesnt call me names anymore. ive made sure to train him during our calls. now he only refers to me in sweet terms and names. before we knew it his new semester began and we couldnt call much anymore.
but one thing. during these times we talked about the bridge dream quite a bit. last week tho he tells me hes met someone names kiki and he thinks she the bridge girl. i found it improbable cuz well i dont think youd meet your soulmate so early with so much time ahead for mistakes and shit to happen andy yall drive them away. bottom line i didn't react that well to it... perhaps it was partly because i was shocked at the idea that he found her and so quickly and the thought of that being true didnt make me feel that good. so i took time to acknowledge that and why i felt the way i did. maybe a sliver of me that was always fantasizing still shough that there was a change that he and i could be each others bridge ppl cuz why tf else would two complete strangers meet and have the exact same dream???? but anywho i let it go because i know i deserve the best of the best and if hes not the one for me its because something even better is. and about the kiki bitch i was right not to trust her because today pod texts me that she hid her insta story from him saying happy 5 months to her relationship. which is strange cuz they've only been together for a month. but oh well.
cam now. so i went back to my daily life and the hubub of moving etc after the week of calls with pod. and then another thing happened during the last week of march. my brother has this online friend he made thru discord named cam. cam's many years older than my bro, 15 turning 16 this nov. so cam is a businessman, yes at his age. i could go on and on about his impressive portfolio and achievements but that wouldn't be any fun now would it? no, we wanna get to the juicy part. my bro introduced us a few months ago and we had a few dry txts here and there, nothing that special. but me being me wth my ambitions and goals i had a business idea/proposition and i wanted him to work with me on it. so scheduled a meeting with him. he agreed and on march 26th we set the date and time. i expected it to be a 10 min call with me pitching my idea, settling on a number and that's that.
we talked for 3 hours...
and holy fucking shit. just like how pod and i clicked instantly this was one of those times. he and i are so alike its ridiculous. same dreams, same goals, same values, same principles, same thoughts and ideas like fuckkk. and that's not even the big part! ready?
HES ALSO HAD THE FUCKING BRIDGE DREAM!!!!!
we both went berserk over that realization.
and it wasn't just a dream ofc. it was a fucking vision just like me and pod! how does he know? cuz hes had them before and had them come true just like pod and me. at this point im just throwing my hands up in the air and giving up that i know anything for sure. but anywho the call was very eventful we talked into the late hours of the night and had the best time, both of us admitting that neither expected the other to be like this.
we also proceeded to make a plan to fake date to fuck with my bro. that went amazing and fun. allowed me to train cam to give me gifts and compliments. the charade of fake dating ended just this week cuz of a big fuckup that shant be mentioned but all is well now.
since then weve called 3 more times. another audio call followed by 2 video calls. our second call was 5 hours long! our third was the first time i showed my face on video call he complimented that i was very pretty and since then he hasn't stopped complimenting my smile everytime we call. which is ironic because his smile is fucking gorgeous but im not gonna say anything about it anytime soon. our last call was this thursday night, again 30 mins turned into 5 hours and we ended up sleeping with the video call on.
during our first video call i talked t him about my dream house that i plan to build and he has an uncannily similar house he wants to build and in the same fucking location!! but then we talked about travelling and i proceeded to tell him about how id love to backpack through europe and visit the most underrated and obsolete locations and the things i wanted to do. that must've really resonated with him because after i was finished he proceeded to reach around his desk while saying "wheres my wallet, you want a ring? what cut do you like? princess? pear?"
did i mention he has a girlfriend? lmaoo
he then proceeded to tell me how he wants me to take him with me and that he will pay for all the food and tickets. and that he really wants me to try a pina colada lmao.but overall fun time. mind you i just turned 17 last month so hes almost 2 years younger than me. but let me tell you he doesn't act like it. fuck me its crazy. he dresses oh so fucking fine, and his sweet talk is a whole different level. and he talks to me very differently than he does my brother, maybe its because im a girl? nah i don't think so. he said its scary how close i've gotten to him so quickly especially since he's now apparently telling me things he hasn't told more than 2 or 3 very close ppl which includes family. i also got him to let me call him by his full name which only 1 other person does.
he has come to nickname me cherry specifically apart from calling me princess, sweetie, sweetheart and angel. id be lying if i said i didn't adore the nicknames.
he also thinks hes figured me out lmao. he thinks i don't know when im making huge doe eyes a specific moments and why, says i look like a scared little deer in headlights. he thinks he discovered that i begin to fluster and roll my eyes when im lying. poor thing. thinks he knows all my expressions and their meanings behind them. little does cam know i engineered those expressions and traits for his benefit. and i have completely refrained from any dirty talk or mentions in front of him. to him i'm an innocent angel who doesn't even like it when he cusses or even mentions the talk about fucking.
he's so funny and adorable i wanna keep him. he genuinely seems to have a sense and direction in life unlike the other mindless idiots i've come across. if he becomes the high quality man he aims to be i might just consider him. especially since im well on my way to becoming the high value woman of my dreams.
his bridge dream however was different to mines and pods. pod and i dreamt of a bridge on an ocean that went as far as the eye could see but at the same time you could see as far like foggy yk. cam however dreamt of being up in the mountains on a bridge and meeting the girl there.
ive asked him if he has nay clue as to who it might be he said it could be me or his ex. i've told him that it couldn't possibly be me and to not even consider the idea, cuz what you can't have you want even more. so ill keep telling him that me being it is an impossibility without ever offering a concrete reason as to why i think that. truth be told i very well think it could be him. whereas pod was a stark contrast to my bridge guy, cam fits the details near perfectly. but i've been pushing him to reconsider his ex as to keep suspicion off me and off the fact that i'm working on him for the long term.
we were supposed to watch a movie today via zoom precisely 48 mins from now but he called in a rain check last min cuz he has to work. and asked if i wanted to watch it later today. but my time is valuable just like his so i told him it was alright and that we can move the date to next sat. also he himself offered to prep a whole 50+ slides presentation for me regarding our business venture.
regardless im applying the same philosophy i did when pod and i were in question of the bridge dream. if cam is not the one than someone even better than him is. i have faith. and i know i deserve the best of the best and that things are constantly happening in my favour whether i am aware of it or not.
best part is i still haven't even started school yet. and who knows what kind of characters i have yet to meet there.
more updates soon.
-A
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