Oh jesus christ. A lot has happened these past 3 months. i started school i finished school. became completely obsessed with this one boy lets call him dan. dan is no longer an infatuation of mine tho i suspect it may be crawling back on me slowly as the summer comes closer to its peak. i now currently have a friend with benefits which might turn into a relationship or not i don't know but i got 0 feelings for him so its ok. also did i mention the said friend with benefits is dan's best friend? ive had my first kiss with a girl who is now like a best friend/ sister to me. i have given another boy his first kiss. and for the first time in my life i have kissed 3 people within the span of 2 days. ive also become more physical with said friend with benefits and god i am loving life rn and couldn't be more grateful. i am currently grounded but thats fine it's only for a month. but yea i now have the freedom to go where i want when i want with who i want and i am so grateful and so appreciative and happy for this i cannot even explain. i have everything i have ever wanted including my own fabulous room which i design and redesign often and make prettier and solely mine. i am also allowed to lock the door when my fwb comes over my dad is being very lenient with me and i really appreciate that. also i havent talked to my mother in about 2 to 3 weeks now. since she left for her brothers wedding in may, weve had calls and video calls and stuff but shit went down and no more. also it was my grandfather birthday on july 10 and i just couldn't do it i couldn't talk to him or wish hm i have made peace with my life and him not being in it and i refused to go back to square one. what else? its currently summer and im enjoying every second of it the best summer of my life really and yeah life is amazing and awesome at the moment and really busy and i am super grateful. also pod is deeply in love with me to the point that he has even proposed and i said no cuz im so young but i might mary him one day. also the fwb, aka George, seems to love saying will you marry me as a joke alot i realize this is a really rushed entry i wish i could give more juicy details of the hows and whys and whens but truth be told i have repeated the same details and stories to multiple people so many times that i just dont have it in me anymore to go in-depth about said events anymore so i will just have to be brief and hold onto the memories in my mind for however long they are fated to last.
Lots of love,
A
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Life Of "A"
Non-FictionEver think nobody can relate to your situation? This is my story, and how i thought this so often that i have resulted to writing this. Truths, thoughts, experiences i have, all laid bare and raw. This is A Diary . THIS IS NOT FICTION.
