Life Of "A"

2-6-22 Hot italian alert

oh my god 

oh my god 

oh my god

okkkk! so! 

yesterday was my meeting! for the teaching job thingy that i half knew about and oh my god!

ok so pardon me but i am grinning like a pathetic idiot as i write this mainly because of two things. A: yesterday was my first meeting and it went very well. and B: the man i talked to was the hottest man i have ever seen in my god damn life.

So backstory. i get ready for my meeting, i shower, make my hair , put on some lipstick, oepn the window curtains wide to let my face be all glowy with the 3 pm sun. and its great i join early wait for 5 mins and the name of the person is different. and i have no idea how to pronounce it. and so im like huh? but i join the meeting anyhow. also please tell me for the lov of god if others can record the google meet !!???? and if i would know if it was being recorder because i DID NOT! pay attention to tf was going on around me. 

ok so i join and i am greeted by this sexy ass man who looks like hes in his early or mid 20s and im straight off grinning like a fool. A FOOL I TELL YOU!  and so we greet and introduce ourselves. turns out the person i was supposed to initially meet was busy with other work so i got him hehehehe.  Can you tell im coo koo?? no? ok thank god.

so introductions are fun, i find out the platform is in europe, and hes currently in milan at his grandmothers house visiting which explained the fine ass paintings behind him. and hes an engineer with a passion for painting. and boy would i let him talk about passion to me. a-ahem. i meant- painting. i meant painting ok!!

so he gives me the all the info on what the platform is how it works and so forth. and now comes the embarrassing part. istg i have been playing too much of those episode games cuz my flirt meter was to the fucking max! so i tried not to talk much cuz i was nervous to sound stupid or like a blithering idiot and my heart was pounding but thats wasnt just cuz of him it was the first time meeting thing tooo. 

so anywho, while hes explaining stuff and he was really sweet and elaborate on everything. with a little accent too. so while hes doing the explaining i am holding a pen and i keep bringing it to my chin just to the bottom of my lip, keeping it there for a second or two before i remove it. trust me it just sounds weird. on the screen it just seemed as if i had a habit of doing that when i was really paying attention. so i tried my best not to smile over the top which was soo impossible at the time because my lips involuntarily kept pulling themselves. and mind you this was a legitimate job meeting and god damn my hormones. 

i was sweating so bad during the entire thing thank fucking god it wasnt in person. lord knows what i would've done. but im glad i wore the tee-shirt in which the neckline was a bit wide, not deep. wide. and so my collar bones looked sharp. lol can you tell im fucking deprived of flirting and fun?

oh my god even worse, i wass red as a cherry fucking tomato. i am not even joking, not being in the sun for 2 years like i dont like going out in the sun, its made me pale as a new born mole rat. and boy am i thankful for my glasses to be covering up some of the redness on my face.

but he was very kind and considerate when i told him it was my first meeting and i was very nervous. i also told him i did art and he was impressed and said i could teach art as well if i wanted to and i was like sound fun, ill definitely consider it. 

oh my go the funniest and most embarrassing thing happened. ok embarrassing first or funniest first? lets go with embarrassing . god im sweating even now writing about it. HEY! dont judge me it was my first time meeting a hot italian man. when i have met 10 more of them then im sure ill be fine so shush.