ok ive hade some freaky shit dreams over the past 2 days.in one we were like in a weird only building where this terrifying witch lived on the top floor and that floor was all rotten wood boards and decay and insects and sand and shit. very scary overall because for some reason the elevator was on her floor and we had to go there to get in it?? made no sense what's so ever.
the other one was one ive had before this was like a prequel scene to this dream i had months ago where i was in my old house bedroom and outside the window was all water, as if the building had gone underwater. and there was this duffle bag on my bed which happens to be right against the wall with the window. and i shuffle thru the bag and find a torch which i then turn on and hold up against the window to see whats in the murky green water and just then a huge fucking shark swims past. that was the old dream. this one was a scene just before this in which im outside the building and people start screaming because of this huge freakin tsunami coming our way. and that was it.
another one i had was like i was shooting someone? something? dont really remember.
but it was todays dream HOLY SHIT. that scared the fuck out of me. well not scared per say. what it revealed about me scared the fuck out of me. guess ive know about it for a while i mean im not that oblivious. but here was the dream. but in order to know whats going on. STORYTIME.
so i used to have a friend who lived in my neighborhood and i knew quite well. lets call him austin. so a few years back he moved away. got his own place. he was one of the 2 people in my dream.
Then there's this friend of mine. a complete bimbo. lets call him sam. now sam was fun at first and i enjoyed his riddles way of speaking and not funny lame jokes which he thought were hilarious. now i only put up with him for my own means. whenever i was horny i would make a dirty sketch and send it to him or ask him for an idea. sext a bit. mostly dirty talk. so yea you get the idea. but then it got to a point where i was done with the Bullshit and started making excuses and leaving him on read. he got the hint. but hes comeback lately with some picture saying this reminded me of you and basically nothing much. then acted as if he was busy and couldnt talk to me. left him on read.
so now this dream. ok so it had sam and austin were both there. in my dream im lying on a bed and im not just lying to relax. i am intentionally sticking out my ass and chest. and im making sure they see it. and then i remember sam coming up to me telling me he wants me and likes me etc. and there was a brief picture of the contexts of our texts making sense but i was like no buddy. sorry. not interested.
then austin comes over to me later im standing now but again im making sure to use my curves to my advantage. and austin comes over and proposes a friends with benefits idea. and i remember asking him, whats in it for me? and he says something like pleasure? idk but i wa son the verge of agreeing when i woke up.
like this isnt the first time ive had such a dream where im trying to seduce people without reason. and i implemented it the other day when there were guests over at our house. and i remember laughing and feeling giddy at how it made me feel. like the person was sitting on the sofa and had a view to the doorway to the kitchen where the fridge was. the doorway was always open so if i opened the fridge door and bent down to get something he would have full side view of me. and i was wearing heels. and he was in the middle of a conversation with someone and could do nothing about it which was the best part. so yea.
and this isnt new. i remember when i was in 6th grade i had a dream of my ex-crush and current crush (henry at the time) who were at my house and in my room. they were sitting on my bed behind me and i was at my dressing table looking in the mirror fixing my hair or something? and i remember sticking my ass out in the dream because i knew they were staring and drooling like puppies. and i loved it.
so i dont know what this is. i dont know why i do it. all i know is i like it. im just so fucking horny these days. like i want sex 24/7. but i dont fucking have it. ive already masturbated like 6+ times in the past 3 days. And here i go again.
-A
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