The Change In Reality (Book 2)

Chapter 3: Real Love (Millie's PoV)

I could feel it throbbing in side of me, as it felt so good. But it also felt so boring to me. As I was so used to stuff like this at this point for me. If it was that I was not going to lie to my self either.
I moaned... As it was a moan of pleasure... Not a moan of any sort of satisfaction at all... I was not really satisfied with what it was that was going on just now.
His penis was fairly large... At least what it was that they liked to say was large... As it was about 9 inches...
They said the average was about 5 inches... But I felt like that surely had to be a lie... As the smallest I had ever had sex with was simply 6 inches... And I had had sex with at least 50 different men in my life time.
Many of them I had done it with several times. Such as the guy that I was doing it with just now. As it was that he was a very boring one, if it was that I was not going to lie to my self.
Yes, the penis did in fact feel good in side of me... I was not going to lie to my self, all at the exact same time too, all at once, at that. But it was not all that fun for me, all at the exact same time as well.
I was not sure why it was that I had in fact chosen this guy for tonight. This guy for me last night... My last night as to just what it was that I felt like I had in what ever it was that I felt like I wanted to call a normal life, all at the exact seme time too.
I was in a rush... I was sure that was what it was... As it was that I knew that the sex with this guy was for sure not the best in the world...
He did none of the work when it was that we had sex. It was always me who had to do every thing for him, as he put in no effort at all. As it was that he either wanted a blow job, or he wanted me to ride him.
Which of course was what it was that I was doing just now, all at the exact seme time too, at that. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to go right on ahead. And I just then did in fact just seem to speak a little bit to my self, all at once, under my breathe.
"Come on... Just get this over with... I want to go home..." I said to my self, as I knew that it was that he normally did in fact not last thing long, all at the exact same time too, at that. As I kind of just grunted a little bit to my self, all at the exact same time too.
I knew exactly what it was that I needed to do if it was that I did in fact just want him to finish. And I knew that it was that I did in fact want him to finish, never the less. So that it was that I could just go back home and get in to my bed for the early day that it was that we had tomorrow, all at the exact seme time too, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have thought on all of that for just a little bit more time, all at the exact same time too, at that. That was when I just then did in fact do my best to try to get him to finish, all at the exact same time too, at that. As I just then did in fact begin to let out a very fake moan at the top of my lungs, all at the exact same time too.
"Oh yes! Daddy! It feels so good! Keep going!" I said, as I was not all too sure as to just why it was that I had in fact told him to keep going. When it was that I knew that he was not putting in any of the work what so ever, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to shake my head a little bit to my self. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to roll my eyes a little bit to my self, all at the exact same time too. As it was that it did in fact not seem to matter what so ever, all at the exact same time as well, never the less.
As the guy just then did in fact just seem to groan very loud, all at the exact same time too. As I figured that was always the trick that it was that seemed to work on him. When ever it was that I did in fact seem to call him daddy. That was always what was what did in fact make him finish.
As he just then did in fact just seem to start to yell back on over towards me, all at the exact same time too, never the less. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to go right on ahead, all at the exact same time too, never the less, all at once. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to begin to listen as to just what ever it was that he did in fact feel like he had to yell, all at the exact same time too, at that.
"Oh God Millie! It's about to! Oh! Oh shit!" He said, as it was clear that he was about to cum, all at the exact same time too, all at once, at that. As it was that I knew that it was that he was not the best at holding that kind of stuff in what so ever, all at the exact same time too, all at once.
As I just then quickly then did in fact just seem to slide off of him, all at the exact same time too, all at once, at that, never the less. And I just then did in fact turn my head right back on over towards him, at that. As I showed a little bit of a fake smile on my face as it was that I did in fact just seem to do as such a thing like that.
As if it was that I was simply pretending as to the fact that I was in fact having a good time just now. As I knew that it was that it was not in fact the case what so ever, at that. As it was that I seemed to simply just blink my eyes a few times, all at the exact same time as well, never the less.
As just as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have sat on the bed and stared for just a second or so, all at the exact same time too. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to all of the sudden begin to go right on ahead. And I just then did in fact just seem to start to speak right on over towards the guy, all at once.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to see that it was that he had a very excited smile on his face as it was that I did in fact just seem to do as such a thing like that. As it was fairly clear to me that it was, all at the exact same time too. That he was in fact beginning to start to listen as to just what ever it was that I did in fact feel like I even needed to say on over towards him, all at the exact same time too, at that.
"Oh yes daddy! All over my face please!" I said to him, as that was the trick once again. As just as soon as it was that he was about to lift his head up and try to control the nut, all at the exact same time too, at that. That was when I just then did in fact just seem to notice.
That just as it was that I had in fact said daddy... With out a single hand on his dick, at that. He just then seemed to explode like a volcano, all at the exact same time too. As it was that nearly none of it got on me what so ever, all at the exact same time too, all at once, at that.
As most of it seemed to just fly up in the air, hitting the ceiling of the room that we were in just now. As it was that I kind of just seemed to let out a bit of a disappointed sigh to my self. As only just a little bit did in fact just seem to barely graze my face, all at the exact same time as well.
As I kind of just seemed to blink my eyes a few times, all at the exact same time too, at that. As I just then did in fact seem to have said as to just what it was that I had said to him. And the cum had in fact seemed to have stopped, all at the exact same time too.
I kind of just seemed to dip my head a little bit low to the ground, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was even doing, and I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was even thinking just now.
As it was that I kind of felt like it was that I had in fact just seemed to have wasted my time here, all at the exact same time too. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to go right on ahead, all at once. And I just then did in fact just seem to hop off the bed, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I just seemed to quickly begin to put my clothes back on, all at the exact same time too. Feeling a little bit embarrassed about my self that I had in fact decided to do as to just what it was that I had done. As I just seemed to feel like I wanted to leave, and pretend like none of this had in fact ever happened, at that.
As I just then did in fact just seem to start to go right on ahead, all at the exact same time too. And I just then did in fact just seem to start to do as such a thing like that. That was when I just then did in fact hear the guys voice, all at once, at that. As he just then did in fact just seem to start to speak on over towards me.
I almost felt like I wanted to completely ignore as to just what it was that he was saying to me. But out of simple respect, I did in fact just seem to turn my head on over towards him. And I just then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what ever it was that he felt like he even needed to say on over towards me just now.
"Where are you going Millie? It's pretty late! Aren't you going to stay the night here?" He said, as it was clear that he was in fact confused as to just what it was that I was even doing, all at the exact same time too. As I suppose that he did in fact have a little bit of a fair point on what it was that he had even said, at that.
As I knew that it was that I usually stayed at his house when ever it was that we finished up. As I kind of felt bad for the fact that it was that I was leaving him. As I could tell that he seemed to be a little bit hurt about it, all at the exact same time too.
But I felt like I really just did in fact not seem to care what so ever just now, all s the exact same time too. As I kind of just then did in fact just seem to start to go right on ahead. And I just then did in fact just seem to start to just suddenly shake my head on over towards him, all at once.
I knew that it was that I did in fact not want to seem like an ass hole to him what so ever, at that. As I quickly then did in fact do my best to fix what it was that I was doing just now. As I just then did in fact begin to start to speak right on over towards him, all at the exact same time too.
As I knew that I was not going to tell him the full truth. But that did in fact not matter all too much to me what so ever, at that. As I knew that it was that he was in fact beginning to start to listen as to just what ever it was that I did in fact feel like I even needed to say, all at the exact same time as well, never the less.
"I'm sorry... I just kind of forgot... I have to be up early in the morning for some thing..." I said to him, all at the exact same time too, at that. As I knew that I was not lying to him what so ever, at that. As much as it was that I knew that it was that for one thing.
I knew that I could not tell him as to just what it was that I was in fact doing with the scientist, all at the exact same time as well. But I also knew that it was, all at the exact same time too, at that. That I knew that it was that I could in fact not stay here for the night, even if I wanted to, at that.
As I knew that I needed to be clean, and I needed to be bathed in some nice out fit for the morning, all at the exact same time too, at that. As I knew that I had to have a bunch of stuff packed, all at the exact same time too, at that. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to get my mind and my focus off of all of the rest of those other thoughts that I had in fact even been thinking on long before now, all at once.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have thought on that for just a few seconds of some time. That was when I just then did in fact just seem to start to go right on ahead. And I just then did in fact begin to start to go to the dudes bed room door.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to be about to be to open it. I just then did in fact begin to start to hear the voice of the guy. As it was clear that he felt like he did in fact have one last little thing that it was. That he felt like he did in fact need to say to me, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have turned my head around on over towards the guy. As I saw that it was that he did in fact have his eyes wide just now, as it was that he did in fact just seem to be staring at me. As I kind of just let out another soft sigh to my self, as I just then did in fact just seem to roll my eyes, all at the exact same time too, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have done as such a thing like that all of the sudden. I just then in the end, did in fact just seem to start to squint my eyes on over towards the guy. As it was that I did in fact know that it was that he was in fact beginning to start to listen as to just what it was that he did in fact feel like he even needed to say on over towards me, all at the exact same time too.
"Well... I guess I hope to see you around here some time soon! Goodnight Millie!" He said to me, as he had a huge smile on his face. Just as soon as it was that he had in fact even just said as to what it was that he had even said to me, never the less. As I kind of just seemed to let out another little bit of a soft sigh to my self, at that.
As in the end, I just then did in fact just seem to start to get my mind, and I just then did in fact just seem to start to get my focus off of all of the rest of those other thoughts. As it was that I was just about to open my mouth and speak to him. As it was that I was about to say that it was that I did in fact love him, at that.
Which was not the case what so ever, as he was simply a dude that it was that I had wanted to hook up with. And it was nothing other than that, all at the exact same time too. As I really did in fact not enjoy the guys personality what so ever, if I was not going to lie to my self. As well as the fact that it was that I was always kind of annoyed when ever it was that I was around him, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I kind of just shook my head a little bit towards my self all of the sudden, at that. As I did my best to try to get my mind, and to get my focus off of the rest of those other thoughts, all at once. As in the end, I just then did in fact begin to start to blink my eyes a few times, at that.
As it was that I realized that I was still staring right back at the guy, all at the exact same time too. Which did in fact kind of feel a little bit uncomfortable if it was that I was not going to lie to my self, at that. As I just then did in fact just seem to get my eyes off of the guy, all at the exact same time too.
As I knew that it was that I did in fact not want to be an ass hole what so ever just now. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to speak back to him with my eyes not on him. As I knew that he was in fact beginning to start to listen as to just what ever it was that I did in fact feel like I even needed to say on over towards him, never the less, all at once, at that.
"Yeah... Maybe some time soon... We will have to see..." I said, as I knew that it was in fact a complete lie, all at the exact same time too. As I knew that for one thing, the sex that it was that I did in fact just seem to have with him. It really was not sex that it was that I enjoyed too much.
But the more important thing was I knew that I was going to be far too busy to do as such a thing that it was that I was hoping on doing, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I kind of just seemed to shake my head to my self, all at once. As I knew that it was that I did in fact not hope that I had sex with that guy ever again, what so ever, never the less.
As it was that I knew that I also could not tell him any more about what it was that was going on. As the scientist had in fact told all of us that we needed to keep it all a secret. As it was that the mayor was surely going to put a stop to that if it was that she did in fact find out about it.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have thought on that for just a little bit more time, at that. That was when I just then did in fact begin to start to open the door to the bed room. As I just then did in fact just seem to walk right out of it, all at the exact same time too, all at once.
As I just then did in fact just before it was that I was about to go to the front door of the dudes little tiny apartment, all at once. I just then did in fact just seem to start to all of the sudden go right on ahead. And I just then did in fact quickly go to grab a glass of water, all at the exact same time too.
As it had taken quite a bit of energy out of me of course. As to the fact that it was that I had to do all of the work on just what it was that I had in fact done, never the less. As I kind of just seemed to let out a little bit of a rough sigh to my self, all at once. As I did my best to try to get my mind, and my focus off of all of the rest of those other thoughts that I had in fact even been thinking on long before now.
As it was that I did in fact just seem to fill up the glass of water that was in fact in my hand, all at the exact same time too, at that. That was when I just then did in fact just begin to start to cry to my self for some reason. Which it was that I was not all too sure as to just why that was in fact the case, all at the exact same time too.
As in the end, I just then did in fact just seem to all of the sudden go right on ahead, at that. And I just then did in fact begin to start to all of the sudden go right on ahead, at that. And I then did in fact begin to start to just speak a little bit quiet to my self. Just as soon as it was that I had in fact seemed to have regained a little bit of some control over my self, at that.
"They are all right... I am just a stupid slut..." I said to my self, as that was what it was that a lot of people did in fact just seem to like to call me, all at the exact same time too, at that. As it was that I kind of just seemed to feel like it was that they might be right with what it was that they had said.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to all of the sudden, just let out a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, at that. As in the end, I just then did in fact just seem to toss the glass of water in to the sink, at that. As it was a quite of a bit of a nasty sink, as the entire place was a mess, as it was that I had in fact began to realize.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to hate my self even more, all at the exact same time too. As I just then did in fact just immediately run over to the front door. As I felt like I just wanted to escape all of this, all at the exact same time too.
As I hated my self for what it was that I did in fact do a lot of the time, all at the exact same time as well. As I felt like I needed some change. Or at least some fresh air, which I realized was not actually all too fresh what so ever, as soon as it was that I had in fact got out side, at that.
As it was that I knew that there was no such thing as fresh air in this city, all at the exact same time too. It was not any thing like it was that the real world was actually like. Up there some where, as it was some thing that it was that I knew I was never going to see.
What was I talking about?! The scientist! Duh! He was in fact talking about his little time machine. And he was telling us all about how it was that we were going back in time to change some things, all at the exact same time too, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have thought on that for just a few moments, all at once. That was when I just then did in fact just feel a little bit of a smile pop up on my face, all at the exact same time too. As I just then did in fact begin to start to speak to my self, all at once, once again.
"I am about to be free!" I said to my self, as it was that I felt like it might be a little bit too loud if it was that I was not going to lie to my self either, all at the exact same time too. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to get my mind and my focus off of all of the rest of those other thoughts that I had in fact just seemed to have even been thinking on long before now.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have stood there and stared for just a slight bit more time, at that. That was when I just then did in fact just seem to start to begin to walk out of the apartment complex. As I knew that my home was only a few blocks away, all at once, at that.
As it was that I knew that whilst it was that it might be dark out. I was not all too worried about getting attacked in the dark. As that was some thing that just did in fact not really happen in this city, at that. As every one knew that it was that they did in fact need to play by the rules, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have stood there and thought on some thing for just a little bit more time, all at once, at that. That was when I just then did in fact just seem to start to go right on to where it was that one of the rare neighborhoods were at, all at the exact same time too.
As those were for generally the people who supposedly do the most for the city, all at the exact same time too, all at once, at that. As they did in fact get a home for them self, all at the exact same time as well. As I felt like I should be a little bit jealous, but I really was not what so ever.
How ever, what it was that I did in fact just seem to get a little bit jealous about was. That I saw that it was not a home that it was that did in fact seem to make me feel that way. As it seemed to be some thing that it was that I saw on the other side of the road, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I realized that it was a guy and a girl, at that. As it was not just any guy and girl, never the less. As I knew that these were familiar to me, as they were in fact in the group of people that it was that I knew that we were in fact working with the scientist with, at that.
It was Knox, and it was Lenore, as it was that I could tell. As I was not all too sure as to just why it was that they were so close to each other. As I was not all too sure as to just why any one would want to get close to that ass hole Knox, never the less.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have stood there and stared for just a few more seconds. That was when I just then did in fact just seem to start to see all of the sudden. That much to my own shock, and my own surprise, all at the exact same time too.
That Lenore just then did in fact just seem to start to kiss Knox, all at the exact same time too. As that was when I seemed to feel a little bit of some jealous. And I just then did in fact just seem to start to feel a little bit of some resentment, at that.
As it was that I did my best to try to keep my self as calm, and as normal as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, at that. As it was that I just seemed to blink my eyes a few times at first, at that. As I just then did in fact begin to start to continue to speak to my self, all at once.
"That isn't even fair... Why does that ass hole get to find real love?"