The Change In Reality (Book 2)

Chapter 36: For This (Amelia's PoV)

Judas seemed to stare at Jesus with his eyes wide, all at the exact same time too, all at once, at that. As it was clear that it was that he was trying to act like it was that he did in fact not have a single clue as to just what it was that Jesus was talking about just now. But how ever, I could in fact see quite a bit of a guilty look on his face just now, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have stood there and stared for just a few seconds more time, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to shake my head a little bit to my self. As I then did in fact just seem to breathe in quite a bit to my self as well.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have done as such a thing like that, all at once. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to hear the voice of Judas. As it was clear that he felt really guilty, but it was that he seemed to act like it was that he did in fact not seem to have a single clue as to just what it was that Jesus was talking about right now.
"What do you mean? I don't know who these people are... And they are lying to you! I would never do any thing to betray you!" He said, as it was that he did in fact seem to have a bit of a panicked voice, just as soon as it was that he had said as to just what it was that he had said. As it was that I wondered if what was coming up in the next fews days, that if it was that it was not the first time that he had done as such a thing like that. As it was that he just simply just seemed to continue to stare at Jesus with his eyes wide for just a few more seconds. As it was that it was clear that Jesus was in fact not believing as to just what Judas had in fact said to him. In which, Judas did in fact just seem to start to realize that it was in fact the case just now. As it was that he just then did in fact just seem to start to continue to speak, all at once, at that. "You are the Christ! You are the heavenly prophet! I would never do as such a thing!"
He said it again, almost as if he did in fact not believe as to just what it was that he had even just said, all at the exact same time too. As it was clear that it was that he really did in fact not have much faith in Jesus at all just now, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I just simply did in fact just seem to start to squint my eyes right on over towards the man, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have stood there and stared at the man right in to his eyes. It was clear that he was feeling conflicted just now, at that. As it was clear that it was, that he did in fact not seem to have much faith in Jesus just now, all at the exact same time too.
Which it was that I was not all too sure as to just how it was that he could in fact be that way. When it was that it was actually crazy to me as to just how much it was that Jesus had said to me in the short period of time. That it was that we had in fact just so happened to have been together, all at the exact same time too, at that.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to stand there and stare for just a few more seconds of some time, all at once, at that. That was when it was that I then did in fact just seem to start to speak back to Judas. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to see that the man then did in fact just seem to start to turn his head on over towards me, at that
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have stood there and stared for just a few more seconds of time. I then did in fact just seem to start to see that the man just then did in fact just seem to start to squint his eyes right on over towards me, at that. As it was clear to me, that he was in fact beginning to start to listen as to just what ever it was that I felt like I even needed to say right on over towards him just now, all at the exact same time as well.
"Don't lie... I can see it in your eyes... It is clear that you are lying... You do not believe in Jesus... Which is why that you are going to betray him..." I said to him, all at the exact same time too. As it was that it was in hopes that it was that I was going to get the man to give in, and that I was going to get him to fold, all at the exact same time too.
It was clear that the man was in fact still holding that same guilty look that it was that he did in fact just seemed to have had on his face long before now, never the less. As it was clear to me that it was that he was in fact not going to give in that easily. As it was that it was clear that the man was a lot more strong than it was that I had expected him to be of course.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have continued to have stood there and stared at him for just a few more seconds, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to hear the voice of Jesus. As it was that he just then did in fact just seem to start to speak just now, at that.
As soon as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have realized that it was in fact the case, all at once, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to all of the sudden just go right on ahead, at that. And I then did in fact begin start to listen as to just what ever it was that Jesus did in fact feel like he even needed to say just now, at that.
"Alright... Enough Amelia... This is some thing between me and Judas..." He said, as it was clear to me that not only was he speaking to me just now. But it was also clear to me that he was letting me know that it was of course. That he was in fact putting the foot down on just what it was that I was even doing just now, never the less.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have thought on that for just a little bit more time, all at once. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to breathe in quite a bit to my self. As I just then did in fact just seem to just shake my head a little bit to my self, all at once.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have stood there and stared for just a few more seconds, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to just blink my eyes a few times all of the sudden. As I just then did in fact just seem to just blink my eyes a few times.
I just then did in fact just seem to start to look right back on over towards Judas all of the sudden. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to see that he did in fact have a smirk on his face just now. As it was that he just then did in fact also begin to start to speak right back on over towards me as well, such as it was that Jesus had in fact just done.
I simply just seemed to stare at the man with my eyes wide. As it was that I was not all too sure as to just what it was that he was even doing just now. As it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what ever it was that he did in fact feel like he even needed to say to me just now, all at once, at that.
"Yeah Amelia... Listen to him... He knows it all..." He said, as it was that he did in fact just seem to have a mocking tone of voice as soon as it was that he had said what it was that he had in fact even just said, at that. As it seemed like not only was he mocking me just now, but it was also the fact that it was, that it seemed like he was in fact mocking Jesus just now.
I was fairly certain that it was that Jesus had in fact noticed that it was in fact the case, all at once. But it seemed like he simply just seemed to have chose to ignore as to the fact that it was in fact the case as well. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to simply just shake my head a little bit to my self, at that.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm, and as normal as I felt like I possibly could do in the mean time. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to continue to just shake my head a little bit to my self all of the sudden, at that. As I just then did in fact just seem to look right back on over towards Jesus.
As it was that Jesus was in fact just seeming to speak towards all of us once again, just as it was that he had in fact done earlier, at that. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to blink my eyes a few times, at that. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to begin to listen as to just what ever it was that Jesus did in fact feel like he even needed to say to all of us just now, never the less.
"Listen Judas... I know that one of my disciples are going to betray me... You can own up to it... And I can forgive you... I know you have lost faith in me my brother..." He said to Judas, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I was not all too sure as to just how Jesus could in fact still seem to talk in such a calm tone of voice on just what it was that he had even just said, at that, never the less.
As it was that I felt like it was that I could not forgive some one for the fact that it was. That not only was it the fact that I knew that they were in fact going to betray me, at that. But it was in fact clear to me that it was that they were in fact going to get me killed, all at the exact same time too.
Perhaps that was why it was that Jesus was such a good person how ever, all at the exact same time too. As it was that it was hard to not feel the nice and positive energy that it was that the man did in fact just so happen to bring around, at that. As it was that I kind of just seemed to calm my self and relax my self.
Just as soon as it was that he had in fact just said what it was that he had even said, at that. No matter what it was that the topic did in fact even just seem to be about, at that. As it was that I just seemed to close my eyes for just a few more moments of some time, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that, all at once. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to hear the voice of Judas, at that. As it was that he just then did in fact just seem to start to continue to speak back to Jesus finally.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have realized as to the fact that it was in fact the case. I just then did in fact just seem to start to open my eyes, all at the exact same time too, at that. And I just then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what ever it was that the man did in fact feel like it was that he did in fact even need to say back to Jesus just now, all at once, at that.
"Look... I don't know what you all are talking about... I would never do as such a thing like that..." He seemed to have said, as it was that he tried to act a little bit innocent as to just what it was that he had in fact even just said, never the less. But it was clear to me that no one was in fact buying a single thing that it was that the man was in fact even just saying just now, at that, never the less.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to simply just stand there and stare for just a few more seconds, all at once, at that. As it was that I kind of just then did in fact just seem to start to roll my eyes a little bit to my self. As it was that I felt like I was not all too sure as to just how it was that this man could have got away with lying for this long, never the less.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have stood there and stared for just a few more moments of some time, all at the exact same time too. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to hear another angry voice begin to speak, all at once, at that, never the less. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to turn my head on over towards just who it was, never the less.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have stood there and stared for just a little bit more time, all at once, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to just breathe in quite a bit of a rough sigh to my self, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to see that it was that it just so happened to be Peter who was speaking just now.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have looked at Peter right in to his eyes. As it was clear that he was in fact fairly upset as to just what it was that was in fact going on just now, never the less. That was when it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what ever it was that he did in fact feel like he needed to say to Judas, all at once, at that, never the less.
"You're a liar! We all know it! You can't get away with it any more..." He said, as it was clear that it was that he did in fact just seem to have a whole lot of emotion. On just what it was that he had in fact even just said, never the less, at that. As it was that I kind of just blinked my eyes a few times, all at once, at that.
As it was that I kind of felt like it was never the less. That it felt a little bit strange to me that it was in fact the case, never the less. As it was that I felt like I remembered hearing about in the Bible. That Peter had in fact kind of betrayed Jesus, all at the exact same time too, never the less.
As it was that I felt like it was that he had in fact been trying to tell people that he did in fact not know who Jesus was. When ever it was that Jesus was in fact on the cross. And that it was that he was in fact telling people that he was in fact not one of Jesus's disciples, never the less, at that.
Though, I knew what it was that Judas had in fact done was a lot worse than the fact that it was that I knew as to the fact that it just so happened to be, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I knew that it was that he had in fact given away Jesus's location, at that. Just for the simple fact that it was that he had wanted a few coins in return, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have thought on that for just a few more seconds longer, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to hear the voice of Jesus, at that. As it was that he just then did in fact just seem to start to continue to step up and speak all of the sudden, all at once.
Just as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have realized as to the fact that it was in fact the case. I just then did in fact just seem to start to turn my head right back on over to Jesus, just as it was that I had done before. As it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what ever it was that he did in fact even feel like he needed to say just now, all at the exact same time too, at that.
"Judas... Just admit to it... And we can get this over with... And Peter... Please don't add on to any of this..." He said, as it was that he just then did in fact just seem to start to turn his head right on over towards Peter. As it was that he had in fact even just said as to just what it was that he had even just said to him, in the end, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have realized that it had in fact even been the case. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to look away from Jesus, at that. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to look back on over towards Judas, once again, at that.
As it was that I was in fact a little bit interested on to just how it was that he was going to react all at the exact same time too, at that. As it was that I just simply just seemed to have seen that he did in fact have his head low to the ground just now. As it was at least good to see as to the fact that he knew that what it was that he had in fact been doing was wrong, at that.
As it was that I just simply did in fact just seem to stand there and stare at the man for just a few more seconds, all at the exact same time too. As in the end, he just then did in fact just seem to lift his head up. As it was that he did in fact seem to have a guilty look on his face just as soon as it was that he had said that, never the less.
As it was that he had in fact just seemed to have seemed to have acted the way that it was that he was acting just now, never the less. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to continue to hear him speak all of the sudden, at that. As it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what ever it was that he did in fact feel like he even needed to say back to Jesus, at that.
"Oh... I'm sorry Jesus..." He said back to Jesus, as even though it was that he did in fact just seem to have a guilty look on his face just now, never the less. He did in fact just seem to have a bit of a sarcastic tone in his voice, all at the exact same time too, at that.
As it was that he had in fact just seemed to have just acted the way that it was that he was in fact even acting just now, none the less. I simply did in fact just seem to start to tilt my head a little bit to my self, at that. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to all of the sudden just seem to breathe in a  bit to my self, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have done as that it was that I had in fact even just done, never the less. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to continue to hear the voice of Jesus. As it was that he just then did in fact just seem to start to speak back to Judas all of the sudden, all at once.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have heard the voice of Jesus, as it was that he just then did in fact just seem to start to continue to do as such a thing like that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start do as such a thing like that, never the less.
I did in fact notice that it was that Jesus did in fact just seem to be a little bit worried just now. As it was that I just simply did in fact just seem to continue to stand there and stare at Jesus my self for just a little bit longer. As it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what ever it was that he did in fact feel like he even needed to say to Judas just now, all at the exact same time too.
"Sorry for what? You need to explain better than that..." He seemed to have said, at that. As it was that it was clear that it was to me. That Jesus was in fact just as lost as it was that the rest of us just so happened to seem to have been just now, never the less.
As it was that we all simply did in fact just seem to start to turn our heads on over towards Judas for just a split second, at that. That was of course until it was that we just then did in fact all begin to start to hear that it was, that, never the less. That there was in fact a bunch of noise at the front door of Judas's home, all at the exact same time too, never the less.
As it was clear to me that there must be some one that was in fact at the front door just now. As it was that I kind of was in fact a little bit lost as to just what it was that was in fact going on for just a few moments of some time. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to begin to turn my head on over towards that area.
But just as it was that I just so happened to even have began to have done as such a thing like that, never the less, all at the exact same time too. That was when it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to hear the voice of Judas once again. As it was that he just then did in fact just seem to start to speak back to us all, all at the exact same time too, at that.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to look on over towards Judas. I did in fact just seem to see that it was, that the man did in fact have a smile on his face for what ever reason or another, at that. As it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what ever it was that he did in fact feel like he even needed to say just now, never the less.
"I'm sorry for this..."