Chapter 8: Just A Bad Dream (Millie's PoV)

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I got home, as it was in fact very late for me to be home, all at the exact same time too, at that. As it was that it was a normal thing for me, so I was not all too worried about it. As it was that I just then did in fact put the key in the lock, that way it was that I could in fact open the door, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have done as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too. That was when I just then did in fact just seem to start to get my mind and my focus off of all of the rest of that other stuff that I had in fact even been thinking on long before now.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to speak to my self as soon as it was that the door was in fact unlocked, all at once. As it was that I felt like I was in fact feeling really down on my self, at that. As I kind of just had my head down, all at the exact same time too, at that.
"Maybe they are right... Maybe I really am just a slut..." I said, as I kind of just shivered as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have done as such a thing like that. As it was that I felt like it was that I was being far too harsh on my self with just what it was that I was saying to my self just now.
Though, I also felt like if it was that I was not going to lie to my self. It was in fact true, all at the exact same time too, at that. As it was that I knew that few dudes actually wanted to date me. As it was that they just wanted to hook up with me and have one night stands, at that.
I kind of felt a little bit sick about my self as to the fact that it was that I was in fact thinking as such a thing like that, all at once. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to go right on ahead, all at the exact same time too, all at once. And I just kind of began to cry a little bit to my self all of the sudden, at that.
As it was that I knew that the one guy that had actually liked me. And that the one guy who had actually wanted me all at the exact same time too. I had of course had to be a terrible person. And I went and cheated on him, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I felt worse than ever now that it was that I had kind of began to have thought on such a thing like that.
As it was that I kind of just seemed to stand there and stared at the ground for just a little bit more time. As it was that I felt a few tears seem to drop, all at the exact same time too, all at once, at that. That was when I just then did in fact do my best to try to wake my self up all of the sudden, all at the exact same time too, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have done as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time as well, never the less, all at once. That was when I just then did in fact just seem to start to all of the sudden go right on ahead, all at the exact same time too. And I just then did in fact just seem to start to all of the sudden just begin to start to speak to my self once again, all at the exact same time as well.
"Come on... Wake up! Wake up damn it!" I said to my self, as it was that I knew that I needed to stop being so damn stupid just now. As it was that I kind of just seemed to start to get my mind. And I kind of just seemed to start to get my focus off of all of the rest of those other thoughts that it was that I had in fact even been thinking on long before now.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time as well, at that. That was when I just then in the end, did in fact just seem to start to begin to put my hand on the door handle. And I just then did in fact begin to start to open up the front door of my own place, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have done as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too. I just then did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, at that. And I just then did in fact begin to start to see that there was in fact a bright light all around me, all at once.
I kind of put my hand in front of my eyes to block out the bright light, as it was that I was used to the dim street lights that were in fact in the city, at that, never the less. As this was in fact some thing that it was that was in fact completely different from all of the rest of that other stuff. As I was not all too sure as to just why it was that the lights were in fact on in my place just now, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have held a hand over my eyes for just a little bit more time, all at the exact same time too. That was when I just then did in fact just seem to start to go right on ahead and do as to just exactly what it was that I was in fact doing a few seconds before now, all at once, at that.
As I just then did in fact just seem to start to speak a little bit to my self under my breathe. As that was due to the fact that it was that I felt like I did in fact not have a single clue as to just what it was that was in fact even going on all around me just now.
"What the hell?!" I said to my self, as eventually after just a little bit more time it was that it did in fact feel like it just seemed to be. I just then did in fact just seem to start to all of the sudden wake my self up, all at the exact same time too, at that.
As it was that my eyes then did in fact just seem to start to get used to the bright lights, all at the exact same time too, at that. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to all of the sudden go right on ahead. And I just then did in fact just seem to start to all of the sudden just kind of calm my self down, at that.
As it was that I kind of just seemed to have done as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too. That was when I just then did in fact just seem to start to see that it was. That for what ever reason or another the both of my parents were in fact wide awake just now, never the less. As it was that they were in fact sitting on the couch just now, never the less.
I kind of tilted my head a little bit on over towards the both of them. As it was that I was not all too sure as to just what it was that they were in fact doing just now. Nor was I all too sure as to just what it was that was in fact going on with the both of them, all at the exact same time as well. As it was that I knew that they were not usually up this late, even if it was that it was in fact a day that they did in fact not have to work the next one.
I kind of just seemed to stare at my parents for just a little bit more time, as it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to all of the sudden go right on ahead, all at the exact same time too, at that. And I just then did in fact begin to start to all of the sudden just seem to speak right back on over towards them, all at the exact same time too, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have done as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too. That was when I just then did in fact just seem to start to see that the both of their heads then did in fact just seem to start to turn over towards me, all at once. As it was clear to me that they were in fact beginning to start to listen as to just what ever it was that I did in fact feel like I even needed to say on over towards them, all at the exact same time too, at that.
"What? What are you guys doing up so late?" I said to them, all at the exact same time too, at that. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to see that it was that their smiles just then did in fact just seem to start to go away, all at once. Just as soon as it was that I had in fact even just said as to just what it was that I had in fact even just said to them, never the less.
As it was that I just continued to see that it was that the both of them just then did in fact begin to start to squint their eyes on over towards me, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have stood there and stared for just a little bit more time. That was when I just then did in fact begin to start to see that it was that my father did in fact have an angry look on his face, all at the exact same time too.
I was not all too sure as to just why it was in fact the case, all at the exact same time too, at that. As it was just as it was that I had in fact said before. As it was that the both of them did in fact know as to the fact that it was that I was often out this late, all at the exact same time too. As it was that they normally did in fact not think twice about any of that, what so ever.
How ever, this time it did in fact just seem to start to be a little bit different than the times that it was that it just so happened to be before. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to let out a little bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at once. As my father then did in fact just seem to start to speak right on over towards me.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have heard as to just what it was that he had in fact even just said, all at the exact same time too. That was when I just then did in fact just seem to start to stand there and stare at him with my eyes wide. As it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what ever it was that he felt like he even needed to say on over towards me in the very first place any ways, at that.
"Oh... Don't play stupid with us! We know where you have been you dumb slut!" He said, as it was that I was in fact quite a bit shocked as to just what it was that my father had in fact even just said to me. As it was that my jaw just then did in fact just seem to drop, as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have been lost as to just what it was that he had even said.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have done as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time as well, never the less. That was when I just then did in fact begin to start to freak out, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that was even going on with my parents just now. As they had never used that word over towards me before, even if it was that they did in fact know that it was true.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have heard as to just what it was that he had in fact just said, all at the exact same time too. That was when I just then did in fact just seem to start to all of the sudden begin to start to dip my head a bit low to the ground. As it was that I felt like it was hard for me to not have a guilty look on my face just now, all at the exact same time too, all at once, at that.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to continue to go right on ahead, all at the exact same time as well never the less. And I just then did in fact begin to start to speak back to my father, all at the exact same time too, all at once. As it was that I just then did in fact begin to know that it was that he was in fact listening as to just what ever it was that I did in fact feel like he even needed to say towards him, all at the exact same time too.
"Well... I hooked up with a guy... I am sorry... You know I am trying to get out of that habit..." I said, as it was that I just then did in fact kind of just begin to start to lift my head up, all at the exact same time too. In the hopes that it was that he would in fact under stand as to just what it was that I was even getting at, at that.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to stand there and stare at my father right in to his eyes, all at the exact same time too. He just for what ever reason or another, did in fact not seem to be phased as to just what it was that I had in fact even just said to him, at that. As it was that he seemed to have a little bit of an evil smile on his face, all at the exact same time too, all at once, at that.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to shiver a little bit towards my self, all at the exact same time too, at that. As it was that I could in fact tell that some thing was not right what so ever, all at the exact same time too, all at once. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to get my mind and my focus off of all of the rest of those other thoughts that it was that I had even been thinking on long before now, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have continued to have stood there and stared for just a little bit more time, all at once. That was when I just then did in fact begin to start to hear the strange voice of my mother, all at the exact same time too. As it was that she then did in fact just seem to start to speak back to me.
As it was that she had in fact just seemed to have done as such a thing like that, all at once. That was when I just then did in fact just seem to start to turn my head on over towards her, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to stare at her with my own eyes wide, just as soon as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have done as such a thing that it was that I was in fact doing just now.
As it was that I kind of just seemed to stand there and stare at my mother this time, for just a little bit more time, all at once. That was when I just then did in fact just seem to start to continue to hear her voice continued to speak right back on over towards me. As I just then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what ever it was that she did in fact feel like she even needed to say on over towards me, all at the exact same time too, at that.
"Oh yeah... The scientist? Is that where you were at? Yeah we know all about what you are doing there! It's not going to work! You are all going to die! I hope I watch you burn!" She said, as she had a huge smile on her face just as soon as it was that she had in fact said as to just what it was that she had even said, never the less.
As it was that I was in fact quite a bit lost about it, all at the exact same time too, at that. As it was that yes, I knew that the both of my parents did in fact know that I had been speaking with the scientist, all at the exact same time too, at that. But I also knew that it was that they did in fact not seem to know any thing other than that being the case, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I kind of just seemed to tilt my head a little bit on over towards my mother, all at the exact same time too, at that. As it was that I was not all too sure as to just whether it was that I should be shocked by the fact that it was that she seemed to know what was going on. Or as to the fact that it was that she had in fact just said as to just what it was that she had even just said to me, never the less.
As it was that I kind of just seemed to continue to just stand there and stared for just a little bit more time, all at the exact same time too. As in the end, I just then did in fact just seem to stare at my mother with my eyes wide for just a tiny bit more time. As it was that I also did in fact tilt my head on over towards her, at that.
As it was that I kind of just seemed to have done as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too. That was when I just then did in fact just seem to start to all of the sudden just seem to start to go right on ahead, all at the exact same time too. And I just then did in fact begin to start to hear the voice of my father this time. As it was that he then did in fact just seem to start to speak right back on over towards me, all at the exact same time as well, never the less.
"Oh... Let me guess! You were sucking him off too? Just like you do to every man to get on his good side?" He said, as it was that he did in fact have a huge smile on his face just as soon as it was that he had in fact just said as to just what it was that he had in fact even just said to me.
As it was clear that it was that he felt like he was in fact real clever for saying as to just what it was that he had even said to me. I was not all too sure as to just how it was that I should even take what it was that I was even thinking just now, at that. As I was not all too sure as to the fact as to just whether I should in fact be angry about it all, never the less.
Or if it was that I should in fact be hurt by just what it was that they were in fact saying, all at the exact same time too, at that. As it was that I kind of just seemed to breathe in quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self at first. As in the end, I just then did in fact decide that it was that it was my turn to start to speak up and explain my self towards them, all at the exact same time too, at least as best as I could.
As it was that I could tell that based off of the strange and scary looks that it was that the both of them did in fact just seem to have on their faces just now, never the less. It was quite in fact clear to me that it was. That they both were in fact beginning to start to listen as to just what ever it was that I did in fact feel like I even needed to say on over towards them, all at the exact same time too, never the less.
"Ew! No! That is nasty! I would never get close to him like that!" It was, as it was that I felt like it was that it was a little bit stupid as to just what it was that I had even said to them, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I knew that to me, the man was in fact disgusting, all at the exact same time too, all at once.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to get my mind and my focus off of all of the rest of those other thoughts that it was. That I had in fact just kind of been thinking on long before now, never the less. As in the end, I just then did in fact just seem to start to all of the sudden get my mind and my focus off of all of the rest of that other stuff.
As it was that the both of my parents for what ever reason just seemed to suddenly begin to start to get them selves up from where it was that they had in fact just been sitting at on the couch, all at the exact same time as well, never the less. As it was that they just then did in fact just seem to start the walk on close to me, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that just as it was that they did in fact just seem to start to begin to start to do as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too. That was when I just then did in fact begin to start to all of the sudden begin to start to hear the both of them begin to start to chant some thing very loud, at that. As it was that I kind of just continued to stand there and stare as it was that I seemed to be stuck in place.
As it was that I had my eyes wide, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that was in fact even going on, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to all of the sudden begin to start to go right on ahead. And I just then did in fact just seem to start to all of the sudden begin to start to listen as to just what ever it was that they did in fact feel like they even needed to say, all at the exact same time too.
"Slut! Slut! Slut!" They seemed to yell side by side, all at the exact same time too, at that. As it was that they did in fact have huge smiles on their faces, as it was that they had in fact just seemed to have said as to just what it was that they had in fact said to me, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I was kind of having a little bit of some flash back as to just what it was that had in fact happened when it was that I had in fact been at school when I had been a lot younger, all at the exact same time too. As it was that it was how it was that I had in fact met my best friend Zander. As it was that it was an amazing day, as well as a terrible day for me, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that a bunch of girls had in fact knocked me to the ground, and they had in fact repeatedly called my a slut, such as it was that my parents did in fact just seem to be doing just now, all at the exact same time too, for what ever reason or another.
As it was that I kind of just did my best to try to keep my self as calm, and as normal as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, all at once. As in the end, I just then did in fact just seem to start to get my mind and my focus off of all of the rest of those other thoughts, all at once, at that. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to stand there and stare at the both of my parents.
Who it was that I just then did in fact just seem to realize that it was that they were no longer my parents what so ever, all at the exact same time too, at that, as well. As it was that they did in fact just seem to start to turn in to some sort of demon, all at the exact same time too, at that. Or at least what ever it was that I felt like a demon would in fact look like, all at the exact same time too, at that.
As it was that I kind of just did my best to try to keep my self as calm and as normal as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, all at once. As I just then did in fact just seem to freak out even more than before, all at the exact same time too. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to turn my head around, all at once.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to go over towards the front door, all at the exact same time too, all at the exact same time as well. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to all of the sudden begin to run on over towards it. As it was that I knew that I needed to get out of this place, all at the exact same time too, all at once, at that.
How ever, as it was that I kind of just seemed to run on over towards where it was that the front door was in fact at right in front of me, all at the exact same time too. That was when I just then did in fact just seem to start to all of the sudden begin to start to breathe in quite a bit of a rough sigh to my self all of the sudden, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have done as such a thing as it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to have done as such a thing that it was that I was even doing just now, all at the exact same time too. That was when I just then did in fact just seem to start to see that it was, that all at the exact same time too. That the light that was in fact at the front door then did in fact just seem to get smaller and smaller, all at the exact same time too, all at once, at that.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to all of the sudden begin to start to realize that the more and more that I tried to run to the door, all at the exact same time too. That was when I just then did in fact just seem to start to realize that it was in fact beginning to start to get further and further away from me, all at the exact same time as well, never the less, all at once, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have realized that it was that it was in fact the case, all at the exact same time too. That was when I just then did in fact just seem to start to stop my self, all at the exact same time too, all at once. And I just then did in fact just seem to start to yell at the top of my lungs, all at the exact same time too, all at once.
"This isn't real! This isn't real!" I yelled to my self, as it was that I sure as hell hoped that it was that it was in fact not real, all at the exact same time too, all at once, at that. As it was that it seemed like I was in fact in hell just now. And perhaps it was that I did in fact deserve to be in hell, all at the exact same time as well, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have stood there and stared for just a little bit more time, all at the exact same time too, all at once. That was when I just then did in fact just seem to start to all of the sudden begin to start to just let out a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, all at the exact same time too, all at once, at that. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to turn my head on over towards where it was that my parents had in fact even just been, at that.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to realize that it was, that all at the exact same time too. That was when they then did in fact just seem to start to be right up on me, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I just then did in fact see that they did in fact seem to have horns on their heads, and they did in fact just seem to have claws, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have seen them as that it was that they did in fact just seem to be that way, all at the exact same time too, never the less. That was when I just then did in fact just seem to see that it was that my father then did in fact just seem to start to put up one of his claws, all at the exact same time too. And he just then did in fact just seem to start to stab it right in to my heart, all st the exact same time too.
Just as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have realized that it was that it had in fact been the case. I just then did in fact just seem to start to stop breathing all of the sudden. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to close my eyes, all at the exact same time too, all at once.

"It isn't real! It isn't real!" I continued to yell, over and over again, until it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to open my eyes, all at the exact same time too, at that. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to realize that it was that there was in fact a little bit of some darkness all around me, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I could in fact feel my heart pounding extra fast, all at the exact same time too, all at once. As it was that I seemed to have woken up from what ever it was that had in fact even just happened to me. As it was clear that what ever it was that I had in fact been saying on the fact that it was that it was not real, all at the exact same time too. It was clear that it was that I had in fact been correct on just what it was that I had even been saying, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to feel a little bit better at first, all at the exact same time too, all at once, at that. As it was that I just seemed to all of the sudden begin to start to freak out once again, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I just then did in fact hear very loud foot steps on the hall way that it was that was right out side of my bed room, all at the exact same time too.
As I just then did in fact just seem to start to all of the sudden begin to start to just turn my head on over towards what it was that I kind of felt like it was that I had in fact even been thinking on, all at the exact same time as well, never the less. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to get my mind and my focus off of all of the rest of that other stuff, once again.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have turned my head on over towards the front door of my room, all at the exact same time too. That was when I just then did in fact just seem to start to see that it was, that all at the exact same time as well. That the door then did in fact just seem to start to open all of the sudden.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to see the fact of my mother, as it was that the door did in fact just seem to open. As it was clear to me that she was in fact freaking out just now. As it was in fact clear to me that she was in fact worried as all hell, all at the exact same time too. As it was that she was clearly not a demon such as it was that I had in fact just seen a few seconds before now.
I felt relieved, all at the exact same time as well, at that. As it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to hear the voice of my mother. As it was that it was clear that she was now just beginning to start to speak right on over towards me, all at once.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have heard her do as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too, at that. I just then did in fact just seem to start to blink my eyes a few times at first. As in the end, I just then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what ever it was that she did in fact feel like she even needed to say to me just now in the very first place any ways, never the less.
"Are you okay Millie?! We heard you screaming from the other side of the house!" She said to me, all at the exact same time as well. As it was clear that my mother was in fact scared for me, all at the exact same time too. As it was that it kind of made me feel a little bit better about every thing.
Just as soon as it was that I had in fact realized that it was that these were the same old parents that it was that I had remembered it being just not all too much longer before now. As it was clear that it was that they were in fact not demons, such as it was that they had in fact just seemed to have been in the dream that it was that I had just had, all at the exact same time too.
As soon as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have calmed my self down, all at the exact same time too. I just then did in fact see that it was that my father then did in fact also begin to come in to the room. As it was that I could tell that he was in fact tired as all hell, all at the exact same time too, never the less.
But it was in fact clear that just like my mother. He was also here for me, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I kind of felt a whole lot better just as soon as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have realized that it was that it was in fact the case, all at the exact same time too.
As in the end, I just then did in fact just seem to start to put a little bit of a sad smile on my face. As it was that it was still a little bit hard to clear my mind and my focus off of the thoughts of the dream that it was that I had even just had, all at the exact same time too. But in the end, I just then did in fact just seem to manage to do as such a thing like that, all at once.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to go right on ahead, all at once, at that. And I just then did in fact just seem to start to speak right back on over towards the both of them, all at once, at that. As it was that I knew that they both were in fact beginning to start to listen as to just what ever it was that I did in fact feel like I even needed to say on over towards them, never the less, at that.
"Yeah... I'm sorry for waking you... It was just a bad dream..."

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