The Change In Reality (Book 2)

Chapter 35: Lost Faith In Me (Amelia's PoV)

We all seemed to come in side of the home, as it was for sure no where near as nice as the one that it was that Peter did in fact have. As it was just about as big as a normal apartment was in our city, at that. If you wanted to call our place a city, as it was nothing compared to the place that it was that we had been walking through just now, never the less, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have continued to have followed as to just where it was that Judah was taking us. I kind of felt like it was that I could not help but to shiver. As I felt like for all that it was that we did in fact know just now.
The man could have people that were in fact waiting to catch us, and to take us in, that were in side, all at the exact same time too. And I knew that it was that we did in fact not have any sort of weapons to defend our selves just now, at that. As it was that I simply just continued to have stood there and stared for just a few more moments of some time, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have stood there and stared for just a little bit more time, all at the exact same time too. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to continue to stand there and stare never the less, at that. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to breathe in quite a bit to my self.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that, all at once. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to just shake my head a little bit to my self. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to speak to my self a little bit under my breath, at that.
"Calm down... This will all be fine..." I said to my self, though I was not all too sure as to just why it was that had said as to just what it was that I had said. As I knew that it was that I was in fact just simply lying to my self just now, never the less.
As for some odd reason or another, the scientist had in fact told us that he was going to be gone for a while. As he was not going to be able to guide us through our first mission, at that. As it was that I was in fact kind of freaking out about that just now.
I wish that it was that I could do as to just what it was that Jesus had in fact told us to do. As to the fact that it was that he had in fact told us that if it was that we kept our faith in God. That we would in fact be just fine, and that it was that we would in fact be safe, all at the exact same time too.
But I was simply just not all too sure as to just how it was that I was in fact supposed to believe in a God still. Even if it was that all of this stuff that was in fact in the Bible was true. It still felt like in my own eyes, that it did in fact not prove that there was in fact a God, never the less.
As it was that I just simply just seemed to shake my head a little bit to my self all of the sudden, at that. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to get my mind and my focus off of all of the rest of that other stuff that it was that my mind and my thoughts had in fact been on long before now.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that all of the sudden. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to hear the voice of Judah. As it was that he just then did in fact just seem to start to speak on over towards us at the front, all at once, at that.
As it was that I then did in fact just seem to start to lift my head up all of the sudden, at that. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to look at what it was that was going on right now, never the less. As I just then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what ever it was that the man did in fact feel like he even needed to say to us all, all at once.
"Every one sit down... Let me get you some wine..." He said to us all, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I kind of smiled a little bit as soon as it was that he had said as to just what it was that he had even said. As it was that I remembered the wine that it was that I had drank last night.
As it was that I did in fact feel like I was in fact a little bit of a rebel as to just what it was that I had even done, all at the exact same time too. But I also kind of felt like it was that it did in fact taste very good, at that. As it was that it was in fact some thing that it was that I did in fact want more of, at that.
As it was that I kind of just seemed to have stood there and thought on that for just a few more seconds of some time at that, how ever. I just then did in fact begin to start to think on just how much it was. That I would in fact trust drinking some wine from a man like Judah, all at the exact same time too, never the less.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have stood there and stared for just a few more seconds of some time how ever, all at once. I then did in fact just seem to start to notice that it already just seemed to happen to be that it was of course. That every one was already sitting down at their seats at the table, all at the exact same time too, never the less, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that as well. I of course did in fact just seem to sit right beside Cole, such as I had done last night. As it was that I simply just did my best to try to keep my self as calm and as normal as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, at that.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to hear the voice of Upton, at that. Just as soon as it was that he had in fact seen that Judas had in fact left the room, at that. As it was clear that it was that he did in fact not want the man to hear what it was that he had to say.
Which I of course could in fact not blame Upton for that what so ever, none the less. As it was that I simply just then did in fact just seem to blink my eyes a few times. As it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what ever it was that he did in fact feel like he even needed to say just now in the very first place any ways, none the less.
"Um... Do we really trust this man to give us good wine? What if he puts some thing in it?" He said on over towards Peter and Jesus, all at the exact same time too. As it was clear that it was that he did in fact just seem to be thinking the same thing that it was that I had been thinking, at that.
As it was that I kind of just dipped my head a little bit low to the ground all of the sudden, at that. As it was that I cracked a bit of a smile on my face for what ever reason or another. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to speak to my self a little bit under my breathe, at that.
"Great minds think alike..." I said to my self, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I was not all too sure as to just why it was that I had in fact said what it was that I had even said, at that. As it was that I knew that this was not the sort of place that it was that I wanted to say as such a thing like that.
As it was that I simply just then did in fact just seem to start to shiver a little bit to my self at that. As it was that I kind of just did my best to get my mind and my focus off of that. Which was a little bit hard considering the fact that it was that Upton did in fact just say as to just what it was that he had in fact even just said out loud, all at once, never the less, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have continued to have acted the way that it was that I was acting just now, how ever. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to hear the voice of Peter, all at the exact same time too. As it was that he just then did in fact just seem to start to speak back to Upton.
As soon as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have heard the voice of the man, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to turn my head on over towards him all of the sudden, at that. And I just then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what ever it was that he did in fact feel like he did in fact even need to say right back on over towards Upton, all at once, at that.
"Judas might be a traitor... But he is not a killer... We will be fine..." He said, as it was that he did in fact just seem to put a little bit of some empathy on just what it was that he had said. As it was that I kind of felt like he was in fact telling the truth on just what it was that he had even said, at that.
As it was that I just simply did in fact just seem to start to continue to stand there and stare at the man. As it was that I knew that it was that he did in fact not like Judas at all. So I felt like it was that he was in fact saying the truth on just what it was that he had even said at that, never the less.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have stood there and stared for just a few more seconds of some time. And it was that I had in fact just seemed to have calmed my self down a little bit, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to hear the voice of some one else, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to realize that it was much to my surprise. That it was Megan who was in fact the one who was in fact speaking up just now, at that. As it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what ever it was that she did in fact feel like she even needed to say just now, all at the exact same time too, at that.
"Well... If he is not a killer... He basically killed Jesus by giving away where he was at for a couple of coins..." She said to Jesus, all at the exact same time too, never the less. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to see that it was that every one that was in fact at the table with us.
Just then did in fact just seem to start to turn their heads on over towards her, all at the exact same time too. As it was that we just then did in fact all just seem to start to squint out eyes on over towards her, at that. As it was that it was clear to us all that she had in fact said far too much.
As it was that she had in fact also said it like it was in fact past tense, all at the exact same time too. And that it was that it was clear that it was that she was almost giving away the fact that it was that we were not from this time, at that, never the less. As it was that I kind of just did my best to try to keep my self as calm and as normal as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have continued to have stood there and stared for just a little bit more time, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to just shake my head a bit to my self. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to hear the voice of Jesus. As it was that he just then did in fact just seem to start to step up and speak back to Megan, at that.
As it was that I had in fact began to have started to hear the voice of Jesus as it was that he just then did in fact just seem to start to do as such a thing like that of course. I of course did in fact just seem to look right on over towards the man. As I just then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what ever it was that he did in fact feel like he even needed to say just now, never the less.
"Don't worry... We will figure this all out..." He said, as it was that I was not all too sure as to just how it was that the man could act so calm, and have such a smooth tone of voice, on just what it was that he had even just said just now, never the less. When it was that he did in fact know that it was that his own life was in fact on the line just now, never the less.
I kind of just felt a little bit more calm either way, just as soon as it was that he had in fact just seemed to have said as to just what it was that he had even said, never the less. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to continue to stand there and stare for just a few more seconds. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to smile, at that.
Just as soon as it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to see that it was. That Judas then did in fact begin to start to come back in to the room with the rest of us, at that.
As it was that I simply did in fact just seem to blink my own eyes just a few times at first. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to just act as normal as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, at that. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to speak to my self a little bit under my breath.
"Well... Here we go..." I did in fact just seem to say to my self, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I simply did in fact just do my best to try to keep my self as calm, and as normal as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, all at once. As I just then did in fact just seem to shake my head a little bit to my self, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to shake my head a little bit to my self, all at once, at that. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to blink my eyes a few times, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have stood there and stared for just a few more seconds of some time, all at once, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to just start to see that it was clear to me. That Judas did in fact notice that there was some thing wrong that was in fact in the room just now.
He put down the plate full of glasses, and the wine glasses, all at the exact same time too, at that. And he just then did in fact just seem to start to speak to all of us, at that. As it was that I of course, did in fact just seem to start to listen as to just what ever the man did in fact feel like he even needed to say just now, never the less.
"Is every one okay?" He said, as it was that I simply just blinked my eyes a few times, all at the exact same time too, at that. Just as soon as it was that the man had in fact even just said as to just what it was that he had even just said, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I was not all too sure as to just what else it was that I was really supposed to do or to even say, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have continued to have stood there and just stared for just a few more seconds of some time, all at the exact same time too, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to see that it was. That every one else seemed to be acting the same way that it was that I was acting.
As it was that no one seemed to want to give any thing away as to just what it was that was even going on just now, all at the exact same time too. As it was that it seemed to be the case for every one besides Jesus. As Jesus then did in fact just seem to start to just speak to Judas, all at the exact same time too, never the less.
As it was that he had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that, all at once. I just then did in fact just seem to start to once again turn my head right back on over towards Jesus. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to listen as to just what ever it was that the man did in fact feel like he even needed to say just now, never the less.
"Sit down Judas... We can pour the wine our selves... We really need to speak to you..." He said to Judas, all at the exact same time too. Still in a calm and soothing tone of voice some how, just as soon as it was that he had in fact said as to just what it was that he had in fact even just said, never the less.
Even though he knew that he was in fact talking to a man that was going to get him killed, at that. As it was that I was not all too sure as to just how it was that Jesus could in fact be the way that he was being just now. As it was that I felt like I would be very angry, and upset if I knew that some one was trying to do as such a thing like that to me, never the less.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have simply just seemed to have stood there and stared for just a few more seconds, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to see that it was. That Judas then did in fact just seem to start to sit down at the table, at that.
As it was that he had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that, all at once. That was when it was that he just then did in fact just seem to start to go right on ahead him self, at that. And he just then did in fact just seem to start to speak right back on over towards Jesus.
As it was that he had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that, all at once. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to just let out a little bit of a soft sigh to my self. Trying to act as calm and as normal as I felt like I possibly could still, all at once. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to begin to listen as to just what ever it was that the man did in fact feel like he even needed to say right back on over towards Jesus just now.
"Alright... Did some thing go wrong? Where is every one else, and who are these people?" He asked Jesus, all at the exact same time too. As it was clear that it was only in his nature to feel like he was a little bit worried. As for one thing, he knew that they were in fact in a lot of danger.
And he also knew that this was for sure some thing that was not normal that was going on just now. As it was that I just simply seemed to have stood there and stared for just a little bit more time, at that. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to get my mind and my focus off of all of the rest of those other thoughts, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have stood there and stared for just a little bit more time, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to shake my head a little bit to my self, at that. As I just then did in fact just seem to just breathe in to my self at that, as well.
Just as soon as it was that I had in fact just thought on all of those thoughts for just a few more seconds of some time, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to see that it was. That Knox then did in fact just seem to be struggling to get the bottle of wine open, all at the exact same time too, at that.
As it was that he just seemed to have noticed that it was that every one was staring at him just now. He just then did in fact just seem to stop, and he just seemed to blink his eyes a few times, at that. As it was clear that he did in fact feel stupid as to just what it was that he was doing just now.
As it was that he did in fact seem to start to just stare right back at every one else for just a few more seconds of some time. That was when it was that he just then did in fact just seem to start to speak to us all. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to listen as to just what ever it was that he felt like he even needed to say back on over towards us, all at the exact same time too, never the less.
"Um... Sorry... But can some one open this?" He said, as it was that he looked all around the table, all at the exact same time too. As it was clear to me that he was in fact distracting every one, never the less. As to the reason that it was that we were in fact even here just now, never the less.
How ever, I also kind of felt like it was that I could not really blame him for being thirsty either. As it was that I knew that it was that I kind of felt the same way that he did. As it was that we had in fact been walking just about the last few hours, and it had been fairly hot, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have stood there and stared for just a few more seconds of some time, all at the exact same time too. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to go right on ahead. And I just then did in fact just seem to start to simply just hear the voice of Peter, all at once, at that.
As it was that he just then did in fact just seem to start to speak right on over back to Knox. As it was that he did in fact have his eyes wide as soon as it was that he had in fact just seemed to have said as such a thing like it was that he was saying just now. As I just then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what it was that he did in fact feel like he had to say just now.
"Yes... I've got you..." He said, as it was that he just then did in fact just seem to grab some metal thing from the middle of the table, at that. And he just then did in fact just seem to start to pop the cork screw that was in fact on the bottle, all at the exact same time too.
As it was clear to Peter that he was in fact lost as to just what it was that Knox was doing. And as to the fact that it was that he did in fact not know how to open the bottle, at that. Which I could not blame Knox for that one, as I did in fact not have a single clue as to how to do it my self, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have stood there and stared for just a few more seconds. As it was that Knox poured out some in to his own glass, all at once, at that. That was when we just then did in fact just seem to pass it around all across the table. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to pour some in to my glass once it was that it had in fact made it's way around to me, never the less.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have realized as to the fact that it had been the case. I then did in fact just seem to pour some in to my glass, all at the exact same time too, never the less. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to drink up, at that.
As I had in fact just seemed to have done as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to hear the voice of Upton. As it was that he just then did in fact just seem to start to speak up to every one that was at the table just now, never the less, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have heard as to the fact that it was in fact the case. I just then did in fact just seem to go right on ahead, at that. And I just then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what ever it was that Upton even felt like he had to say just now in the very first place any ways, none the less, once again.
"Alright... Let's get back on to the topic of why we are here..." He seemed to have said. As it was that he just then did in fact just seem to start to squint his eyes right back on over towards Judas, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I simply just did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could at that.
As I knew that it was that Upton was in fact right with just what it was that he was even saying just now, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have continued to have stood there and stared for just a few moments longer, at that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to breathe in quite a bit of a rough sigh to my self all of the sudden, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have stood there and stared at Judas for just a few more seconds, all at the exact same time too. That was when Judas then did in fact just seem to blink his eyes a few times, all at the exact same time too. As it was that he just then did in fact just seem to start to store up and speak all of the sudden, all at once, at that.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to begin to realize that it was that he had in fact done as such a thing like that. That was when it was that I just then did in fact just seem to look at the guy right in to his eyes, never the less. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to listen as to just what ever it was that Judas did in fact feel like he even needed to say back to Upton, at that.
"Well... I don't know why you all are here... I thought we were meeting at Jesus's home next week..." He said, as it was that he did in fact have his eyes wide, at that. Just as soon as it was that he had in fact said as to just what it was that he had even said, all at the exact same time too, never the less. As it was that I simply just then did in fact just seem to blink my eyes a few times this time, at that.
As it was that I felt like as much as it was that I really felt like I did in fact not want to like Judas at all. I did in fact realize that he did in fact have a bit of a fair point on just what it was that he had even said, at that. As it was that I kind of just then did in fact just seem to start to blink my eyes a few times to my self all of the sudden, all at the exact same time too, at that.
And I just then did in fact just seem to start to look away from the man, all at the exact same time too. As it was that it was the simple fact that it was that I was not sure as to just who it was that I should look at just now. As I just then did in fact just seem to start to dip my head a bit low to the ground, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have began to have done as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time as well, never the less. That was when it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to hear the voice of just who it was. That it did in fact just seem to be that it was in fact Jesus who was in fact deciding to have stepped up and began to have spoken back to Judas, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have stood there for just a few more seconds of some time, all at the exact same time as well. I just then did in fact look right back on over towards Jesus, such as every one else was in fact doing just now. As it was that I just then did in fact begin to start to begin to listen as to just what ever it was that he even felt like he even needed to say, all at the exact same time too, at that.
"Well... It has come to our attention... That these fine men and women have traveled a long way to tell me that I am to be killed... And that you have lost faith in me..."