if i killed someone for you🌎🫶 (kurt kunkle x reader)

my boy <3

this chapter is based off the song my boy by billie eilish and a couple days have gone by since last chapter btw)

i wake up like normal and do my normal things.

i got so bored throughout the day when kurt's live streaming and i don't wanna watch.

there normally him just driving around.

today halfway through his stream i decide to join just to check in with kurt.

but my eyes widen to realize i joined just as he drilled some random girl in the face and let dogs eat two others that have there head out the sun roof.

what the fuck?

i watch for a couple more hours till kurt ends it.

i was disgusted.

kurt texts me not long after.

"heyy y/n done w work! you still up?"

me: yeah i'm yo you can come over

kurt: alr sweet

me: mhm

oncr kurt arrived i felt very weird and awkward around him.

i couldn't handle it any longer and i finally burst.

"Kurt what the fuck were you doing on your stream today?"

"omg you watched my stream?? you never do that" he says

then it hits him.

"o-oh uh i uhm y/n please don't be mad it's supposed to get my channel off the ground i'm i'm sorry" he says with his eyes watering.

"Yeah well it's pretty fucking messed up don't you think kurt? like what the hell i don't wanna be best friends with a literally murderer!" i shout.

kurt's watery eyes burst and stream down his face.

i instantly felt bad.

i hated seeing people cry.

kurt's pov)

i start to cry.

i knew y/n would feel bad and forgive me.

that's the way she is, she's very empathic.

y/n gives me a big hug and rubs my back.

apologizing and comforting me.

she tells me in a soft tone that she's scared that im gonna get in trouble.

i keep crying knowing im getting her to feel how i want her to.

thinking im the victim.

"i-im so sorry y/n.. you don't hate me now do you?" i sniffle out.

"what? no no kurt i don't hate you i promise ilysm just please stop kurt im scared."
she says hugging me tightly.

"i promise i'll change" i smile knowing i got her just where i wanted her.

(y'all go to bed and kurt goes to work again the next day.)

(y/n pov)

i decide to join his life stream to find out he's still killing.

what the hell.

my boys an ugly crier but he's such a pretty liar, by that i mean he said he'd change.

(haha all done w this chapter ik i'm rushing it completely i just don't know wtf to write yk?)