𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 (𝐂𝐅)

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐢𝐱- 𝐒𝐞𝐱 𝐃𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬

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I jump in the shower, letting the hot water soak my skin. I always loved showers, the feeling of getting clean, being completely vulnerable. I washed my body as I turned around I see Conrad. I scream a little as he shushes me walking into the shower.

"What the fuck are you doing?!" I shout but before I knew it, he kissed me passionately. I kiss back are lips melting together, so in sync.

"𝘈𝘥𝘮𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘵, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦." He whispers into my neck trailing kisses down my neck pinning me up against the shower wall. "Come on Ellie." He whispers as he stops kissing me standing in front of me.

"Ellie!" He shouts making me confused as he starts to shake me.

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"Ellie!" I shoot up in bed, nearly screaming. I breath heavily, I was mortified. "Jesus Christ took me ages to wake you." Steven laughs walking to the door. "Come on mum wants you." He leaves my room as I couldn't move from shock.

I have had many nightmares in my life, one's of clowns chasing me, falling out of a plane. But that was dream, was the worst one by far. I just kept thinking to myself-

Did I just have a sex dream about Conrad Fisher?!

"Ellie set the table." My mum orders as I come down the stairs, I go over to cutlery draw opening it as Conrad goes to reach for the forks as well. "You go." I back away as he looks to me weirdly.

"Usually you would fight me to get the forks?" He holds one up in front of us, laughing a little as he does. "Are you feeling okay?" He goes to check my temperature but I bat his hand away moving backwards knocking into a stall tripping me over as I fall. "Ow." I look up the ceiling, what was wrong with me? I couldn't act normal this morning, I felt traumatised.

"Here." Conrad opens up his hand for me too take. "Why do you keep trying to touch me!" I close my eyes lying on the floor of the kitchen, making an absolute fool of myself but all I could see in my mind was my dream.

The feel of Conrad's lips, the way he touched my body. It was disturbing. "Ellie stop being a weirdo." My mum insists, almost sounding immune to this sort of behaviour. I whine out loud before getting up as everyone looks to me keeping silent.

"Um El you have... egg in your hair." Jeremiah tried not to laugh. I comb my hand through my hair as a big clump of egg comes out. "Are you feeling okay hunny?" Susanna tilts her head to me.

"No, I think I need to see a therapist." I nod my head to everyone as no one moves or talks, they just stare at me with confusion. "You should take a shower-"

"No!" I shout cutting my mum off, leaving her more confused. "No shower." I smile shaking my head. I turn around walking slowly out the room as I do I slip on a bit of egg. I hear the boys laughing as I turn to them glaring.

I decided to call Shayla, I needed to speak someone about this. What it meant, why Conrad? It was first sex dream and Conrad was the last person i thought it would be about.

Me and Shayla decided to meet at the beach. I managed to get the egg out of my hair with a bit of water and a comb. I got on some sweats and raced to meet her. She was sat there in a beautiful dress, her curly hair flowing in the wind.