finding me while loving you

part 33

Grace's POV

I was laying on the couch on the heating pad, my head on Demi's lap. One of my arms was snaked around her waist, the other laying on my side. Demi's hand made it's way from the top of my head to my lower back, rubbing my head and caressing my skin. We slept in rather late, and decided to just have an isolated two days where we just don't leave the house. I didn't feel good at all, and Demi was really taking care of me.

"I don't get how my stomach can hurt this bad." I moaned out, amazed by how bad my cramps were. "It's so painful."

"Have you gotten it checked out?"

"No, but I guess I should. It gets worse every period I have. The heating pad is helping a little bit though."

"You really shouldn't leave in the middle of the night like you did."

I groaned, truly not in the mood to be lectured by her over this.

"I'm an adult, Dems." I said softly, not wanting to fight with her.

"I know you're an adult. I know you're capable and independent and I trust you, but I don't trust other people or the paparazzi. I know you're new to this celebrity world and it's easy to be naive, but people are dangerous and people will have it out for you."

As she talked, I used my hand that was wrapped around her waist and lifted her shirt, caressing her soft skin with my nails. I really didn't want to fight with her, and I didn't have to turn everything into an argument.

"You're right. I guess I'm just not ready to give up the life I once knew." I sighed.

"I understand that, baby. I really do get where you're coming from and I'm not trying to take that away from you. I guess all I want is for you to be extra careful of everything if you do go out by yourself. Deal?"

"Deal." I said as I sat up, pushing her shoulders back and straddling her lips. She looked up at me as I put my hands on her cheeks, leaning in to kiss her perfect lips. I took her lips in mine, and her hands went straight to my ass, giving it a tight squeeze. I moaned into her mouth, desperately wanting more of her.

"Thank you for caring about me the way you do. I promise I'll be as careful as I can and if things seem to suspicious or dangerous I won't go alone." I whispered against her lips, shoving my tongue into her mouth before she could respond. Our tongues danced, and I lightly started sucking on her tongue, making both of us moan.

"God, I want you so bad, baby." I husked out, bringing my lips to her neck. "My pussy is actually screaming your name."

She gripped my hair, guiding my lips back to hers. She kissed me hard, sucking on my bottom lip.

"I promise I'll take real good care of you when you're off."

We kept kissing, our lips moving in perfect sync.

"I love you, Graz. I love you so much." She whispered to me and I wrapped my arms around her neck, letting her hold me in her arms.

"I love you so much. You're the love of my life, remember?"

Demi let out a little giggle, which made my heart beat 10x faster. We spent a few minutes just hugging and holding each other.

"What do you want to do for dinner?" She asked me.

"What sounds good? Do you want to order out or do something else?"

"Let's cook something, yeah? I feel like all we've ate lately is fast food."

"Yeah you're right. What all do you have here?" I stood up and reached out my hand, standing her up and guiding her to the kitchen. I looked through her cabinets and pantry, trying to think of something to make.