It was a kind of love

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There are many types of love.

This is one of my types.

I love sex......

Having sex with your best friend is like eating ice cream with sprinkles.

What can go wrong?

Of course, that would terrify your friend.

This is how I met Readarex......

He is my first online friend.....

I told them I would write a story about how with met.

Just had to upload it years later.

I like you,
Didn't realise that I was going
to love you,
I never really zone you,
I just wanted an online
fuck,
So ya,
I just followed the flow,
We chatted,
My heart was excited,
It felt so right,
My fingers froze,
My neck froze,
I felt my skin go cold,
It just bloody felt so messy right,
I wanted to talk to you,
Even bunk my favourite class to chat with you
I was the Queen in English,
Yet with you around, I started rambling like a child lost for words,
Just lovesick,
Ain't want to vanish,
Just felt so useless,
I am in love yet I have lost,
My life was never mine, to begin with,

It was the moon,
The moon told me to be aware,
Never did I listen to the moon,
I lusted but it soon became 'in love' rather than 'fell in love',
If one day you stop talking to me,
It's fine because I will just cry,
I am in love and finally,
It bloody feels so messy right,
It burns for being an idiot,
Who had trust issues,
I should have never zoned you,
Oh well, never really did I actual zone you or him,
just wanted to avoid an online fuck and the fear of being in love for Christ's sake,
I am half Indian and Lutheran at birth,

at nine converted into Roman Catholic,
at thirteen converted back into Indian,
Not ready as an atheist,
Happen to know god exists.
But never prayed to one,

Sorry, it has just been to
temples,
churches
mosques,
even dark magic has seen,
but it just felt the same,
but I felt the same,
however, I loved
the Moon,
The moon gave me light,
when I was shattered in the,
brutal cold dark,
Was a mess,
It bloody felt so messy right.
I love you

a little warning
I will break you when we meet into violent love,
it is malicious yet exciting
it felt so night,
I love you.

a little warningI will break you when we meet into violent love,it is malicious yet excitingit felt so night,I love you

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