Fraud Emotion.

My Curse

I wish I could but sadly my whole life was based on my father, I still fear him now.....

Why do I miss a man I was supposed to hate with all my soul? He was a bastard but yet I loved him as a child, now I am a teen who has issues all thanks to him...I am alive yet dead, my dear father yet you are alive and living life out there while I am the one miserable yet wondering why I can't just forget you…..

I wish I could but sadly my whole life was based on my father, I still fear him now.....

Love manifests the most distorted curses.

My love destroyed me.

My earliest memory of mine was crying my heart out hugging a brown teddy bear waiting for my parents to come back from work on a stormy day.

My earliest memory of someone telling me they love me was my mother telling me how she didn't want to conceive me, she was tied and raped to have me, and she tried to kill me but I was stubborn to live