Charlotte the Anime gave me a different view of the world.
'You who swallowed a falling star, o' heartless soul, your heart shall soon be mine', said the shadow as it took control of my heart.
Thank you for being my once upon a time despite you weren't my ending, you were the greatest love I ever had. Thank you for your love.
Hanahaki-byō
Hana tsuba Haki-byō
Chuunibyou phase
Which idiocy said crying was for the weak. It is the best medicine because it is free and you don't run out of it even if you say you won't cry anymore, tears will come when you genuinely cry.
Silent cries, are the most painful cries but yet the best because you can scream and cry all you without making a sound.
The silent cries are scary but beautiful in a way, the soul is broken but beautiful.
Stop romanticizing pain.
It takes ease in your heart.
Cry without making a sound.
It is addictive yet it cures.
At first, it will feel like suffocating but you will get used to it if you have to cry yourself to sleep, cry in the bathroom when you have a crowd at home, cry while sleeping next to someone you love yet hate, cry while you muffle your face into the pillow.
There have been countless times when you feel empty but that tiny spark will appear, and you will feel so full.
At times, when it doesn't, you want to die but you can't because you are not a coward.
They say only the brave will die, pardon me, you have been fooled.
Only the cowards will leave behind their families and life just because of one bad moment.
Life is full of moments.
Rather ironic coming from someone suicidal
Happy, Sad, Angry, Void, you list them.
Yes, life will feel like pointing a gun in my head and painting the wall with my brain because you are at a point beyond despair.
You are a walking corpse.
It's easy for someone to say, stop being sad.
It is not that they want to be sad, they don't love life like they once did.
It is easy for you to say, can't live up to the standards of life, drink poison and die.
It is not worth it for you to be alive,
Just Die.
How easily that word comes out.
You are not them to know their pain or their void.
When you are gullible and vulnerable, you get hurt easily, because you trust easily.
Few loving words and you have fallen thus your predator decide to destroy you.
Yet the world blames you for being the victim.
In the is the first place, it is not even your fault for being so vulnerable and having trust issues.
What made you have them in the first place, love?
Don't say it's their fault because it wasn't.
It was our fault.
In a world where heartless people are businessmen.
You don't choose death, it chooses you.
Age is just a number.
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Fraud Emotion.
PoetryIt's just phrases, nothing further or lighter, they just delude.
