Fraud Emotion.

Pain

When you fall in love like a bulldozer, you curse the souls you fell for than yourself.

Have you ever at times staring at a fire...lusting to touch it and watch your hand burn and slowly watch the flame burn you...knowing it will burn in anguish yet you want to do it...

Or just stare at the fire till it burns out on its own and enjoys the smell of carbon...

You want that torture or pain.....

I think I have awakened something rather terrifying in Me...

Suddenly pain feels good.....

Even cutting Myself today felt somehow good
Even dabbing sanitiser upon my open cut.

A writer's mind is a scary place.....